Dazed

Description

Zhang Yixing constantly gets bullied at his school for, who knows. To many people, Yixing is a mystery, a weirdo, an outcast. Harassed to the extent of being chronically absent, noboy notices he is gone. Except one person in particular. Trying to give Yixing a hand to grab onto, sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't.

Foreword

My name is Zhang Yixing, To many other people, I am a mere speck of dust, once wiped away, it's rarely noticable. Just being one speck of dust lowers your self-esteem down to absolute zero. But what am I to say? No one listens, just like a quiet whisper, it's just background noise; a nuisance. Not to mention being pushed and shoved into walls and lockers, and the floor too. Maybe I'm matter that takes up too much space for people to be happy with. I'm not happy, everyone is happy whilst coming to me as a first-case scenario, never the last. Labeled as "Punching Bag", no one really does understand me, my parents used to tell me that i would be great in life, but they're not here to pat me on the back and say everything will be alright. They're up, well, you know... My name is Zhang Yixing and I am the fresh meat to all those who harrass me.

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Secretsagain
#1
Chapter 5: Are you ok? You mentioned that you are kind of in Yixing's position, and Yixing's position isn't very good. Anyways, I hope things will be better for you.
Great chapter! Thanks for the update!
HaneulD #2
Chapter 5: are you okay author? i don't know what happened with you but if it was about the bullying and your friends accusing you with lying then i will tell you not to be worried or too sad, cuz i was there once and all my friends told me i'm a liar and my place is not with them, but i'm kind of glad that it happened cuz if it didn't i wouldn't have met my current friend, she's the biggest part of my happiness so just be strong till the good thing pop out of everything happening now ="$
HaneulD #3
Chapter 4: loved it, update soon please
onetruethree801
#4
Chapter 4: //shots Joonmyun`s 'gf'~ =="
Secretsagain
#5
Chapter 3: This is getting interesting with the addition of Joonmyun's girlfriend. I also really like the way you write.
HanAhRa
#6
Chapter 3: really, joonmyun's girlfriend was so irritating! i really wanna threw bricks at her. she ruined my sulay feels and especially what she did to him was very annoying.
but it really good chapter though
greentealeaves
#7
Chapter 3: I literally screamed when I read that he had a girlfriend and he acted like "well, for you" that probably not his intention but still ;-;

Oh my poor Sulay feels.
onetruethree801
#8
Chapter 2: He really should report them. So that, those bastards get kick out of school.
Good thing~ Suho is yto the rescue tho. >//<
HanAhRa
#9
Chapter 1: really poor yixing...
why can't the teachers do something about it? other than just say 'ignore them'
SammiCass
#10
Chapter 1: Poor Lay~ :(

But Damn! Why don't the teachers for anything?? I know at my school if you bully someone, you're automatically expelled!