Collections of sad love songs….happy reading

“Come on, unnie, show him that he is not the only man in the world” says Luna

“And didn’t you say that your over him” says Krystal.

“But does really going there even necessary” says Victoria.

“Well, it’s to test to if you’re really over him” says Krystal matter of fact.

“You are not going to stop bugging me aren’t you till I say yes” says Victoria hopelessly.

“Let’s ask Kyuhyun to come with us” suggest Sulli.

“What? Why drag Kyuhyun with your crazy plan of yours?” asked Victoria, almost shouting, this dongsaengs of her being so unreasonable.

“Don’t worry we would inform Sooyoung unnie about it, your just borrowing her boyfriend and unnie he is your cousin” says Sulli

“He wouldn’t know about him being your cousin, coz he returned in Seoul right after you guys broke up “reasoned Amber.

Victoria sighed hopelessly the have thought through everything.

===

 At one club in Seoul where is popular to youths is almost packed, Krystal, Luna, Sulli, Amber, Victoria and Kyuhyun enters the bustling place.

“What the –“says Taecyeon.

“Why? What is it?” says Junsu. Taecyeon pointed at the new arrive group “Why is she here?”

“My exact sentiment and she even dared to go here with her new guy” says Taecyeon.

“Taec asked the maintenance guy to darken the place they are going occupy” order Junsu.

“So that Khun won’t see them” confirms Taec of his hyung’s motive.

“Yes”

==

At the side of the stage 2PM had got out of the waiting room the last one is Khun with a girl on his side, his arms around her.

 “Really Khun, why do you have to insist to perform tonight, you need to rest” says Sunye.

“Sun please” said Khun “You can let go now” says Khun removing his hand on her shoulder.

“Khun” says Sunye.

“I can manage “he said and smile at her. Sunye sigh helplessly.

“Don’t over do it okay” says Sunye worriedly.

Khun and his friends session starts with their own song I Can’t, and right after that Khun positioned him self in the center.

“Everyone, you requested for us to sing mellow songs, so to start here he is Khun and Junho” introduced Junsu.

 Khun is in the middle while Junho is beside him with a guitar and he started to strum.

“Hope you like this song” says Khun smiling but it never reaches his eyes.

I hear you're taking the town again
Having a good time
With all your good time friends
I don't think that you think of me
You're on your own now
And I'm alone and free

I know that I should get on with my life
But a life lived without you could never be right

As long as the stars shine down from the heaven
As long as the river runs to the sea
I'll never get over you getting over me

I tried to smile so the hurt won't show
Tell everybody I was glad to see you go
But the tears just won't go away
Loneliness found me looks like it's here to stay
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/m/mymp/ill_never_get_over_you_getting_over_me.html ]
I know that I ought to find someone new
But all I found is my self always thinking of you

As long as the stars shine down from the heaven
As long as the river runs to the sea
I'll never get over you getting over me

Oh no matter what I do
Each nights a life time to live through
I can't go on like this
I need your touch
You're the only one I ever loved

And as long as the stars shine down from the heaven
As long as the river runs to the sea
I'll never get over you, getting over,
I'll never get over you,
I'll never get over you getting over me...

When he ended the song the people in the club applaud, then next Junho sang “Give it to me”, then its Khun’s turn again “Half crazy”

know I havent slept a week at all
since you've been gone
and my eyes are kinda tired
from crying all night long

know i've never been too good at cooking
just for one
it's so lonely here without you baby
come back home

coz i'm half crazy
feelin' sorry for myself
half crazy
worried you'd find someone else to love

know life hasn't been much fun at all
since you've been gone
and my eyes being to feel
each time I hear a song

i spent every minute asking myself
what went wrong
can't we try to talk it over baby
come back home

coz I'm half crazy
i'm feelin' sorry for myself
half crazy
worried you'd find someone else to love

but baby there is no one else
half crazy
for everything you saying
half crazy
no one else could love you like i do

so i'm half crazy
feelin' sorry for myself
half crazy
i'm worried you'd find someone else to love
but baby there is no one else

half crazy
for everything you saying
half crazy
no one else could love you
and no one else could ever be

half crazy
feeling sorry for myself
and I'm worried you'll find someone else
half crazy
feeling sorry for myself to love baby

After that song, the lights at the stage dims. Junho tried to help Khun up, but he resist

“Hyung please” says Junho.

“I can manage Junho” its just a few steps” says Khun.

The audience is somewhat curious why the lights in the stage dimmed. Taec had talk to light man to dim the light after the third song. He doesn’t want people to see, specially the one, how shattered Khun is to someone.

 He is cursing in the side because the songs he is singing is how really he is, he is half crazy since he and Victoriabroke up, he is not over her getting over him. And now he is going to sing hard habit to break.

Khun had started the intro, he looks at the audience, simply trying to locate where she is in the crowd. Unknown to his friends he knows Victoriais here with his new boyfriend. Why? Why does she have to be here today?

I guess I deserve it for actually neglecting her being in my life, now she is with someone who can appreciates her more than he can.

I guess I thought you’d be here forever
Another illusion I chose to create
You don’t know what you’ve got until it’s gone
And I found out just a little too late

I was acting if you were lucky to have me
Doing you a favor – I hardly knew you at all
Then you were gone and it was all wrong
Had no idea how much I cared

Now being without you takes a lot of getting used to
I should learn to live with it, but I don’t want to

How many times he tries to get back together with her, but always he backs out, could he do better now? Can he actually make her happy now? He had been so focused on succeeding with his group’s career that he neglected her, but she is the only one he truly loves; he had been so sure of his self that he didn’t do anything to assure her place in his life, now he is gone in his life and he don’t know how to go on with out her.

Chorus:
Being without you, was all a big mistake
Instead of getting any easier, it’s the hardest thing to take
I’m addicted to you, baby
You’re a hard habit to break

You found someone else, you had every reason
No one can blame you for running to him
Two people together, but living alone
I was spreading my love too thin
After all of these years I’m still trying to shake you

Doing much better – They say that it just takes time
But deep in the night, it’s an endless fight
I can’t get you out of my mind
Now being without you takes a lot of getting used to
I should learn to leave with it, but I don’t want to

Chorus:
I can’t go on, just can’t go on
I can’t go on, just can’t go on
Being without you takes a lot of getting used to
Should learn to live with it, I don’t want to

Chorus:
Such a hard habit to break
I’m addicted to you
You’re a hard habit to break
Such a hard habit to break
I’m addicted to you, baby

But its too late she is with someone now; he just only had to endure till the next day. He can’t stay here he just can’t.

===

“ Ahhh, Minjae we are going to miss you and the boys” says Max,the bartender.

“ Don’t be like that, don’t you dare be so melodramatic” says Minjae, his eyes look at the two young man at the stage, good its their last song then its Wooyoung and Taecyeon, Khun can rest already he really looks pale, its not obvious now because of the lighting.

“So how is Khun?” asked Max.

“Still a little weak but after tonight he can rest till our flight next day after tomorrow”

“Ahh heart problems are really a hard one to get over” says Max.

“Yeah your right, before the group wants to stay here, they said they want to establish here in Koreafirst before going overseas, but they change specially the other five members, they want Khun to go away from here and they found a strong reason to, and that’s the offer to go to Japan” explained Minjae.

==

Woooyung and Taecyeon is the one on stage now.

Victoria and Kyuhyun were left in the table as the girls went to the ladies room. She was silent, why is all the song that Khun sang are all sad and why does it his eyes seem to stray at her, does he knows I’m here. Isn’t that’s the reason why their here? To prove to him she moves on, but why the song does seems to beg her to go back to him. Victoriashakes her head. No, he does not want me back; I mean he is the one who broke up with me right?

“Hey, Sunye are you and Khun an item now”

Victoria’s ears perked up as soon she hears Khun’s name.

“As if” answered Sunye

“Then why are you always with them especially with him?” asked her friend again.

“Because I’m taking care of him, I’m his nurse you know”

“Why?”

“I’m giving him IV; he had been down since he broke up with his girl, he is not eating properly and not sleeping enough”

“Well can you hook me up with him, to mend a broken heart is by another love” says the girl.

“I doubt it” says Sunye.

“Hey I’m pretty”

“I’m telling you girl, there is no way for you to even have a chance with him, and do you know why? He broke up with the girl because he loves him too much; he heard from his girl’s friend that Victoria, that’s her girlfriend’s name or rather his ex, is having hard time being with him, she is being bullied and harassed by his fans, to the extent of going to her house and at the same time because of him neglecting her due to the groups busy schedule. So even they broke up he still loves her, he broke up with her not because he doesn’t love her anymore but because he loves her so much” explained Sunye.” Once he told me too that he wanted to get back together with her but he saw her with a new guy, so he didn’t pursue anymore

“What a sad story, but really I like him?” insist the girl

“Well as his friend I am begging you please don’t he is in too much pain already, and if you still will insist you can’t even get near him, s and friends are protective of him, and by next day after tomorrow they are to leave to Japan” says Sunye.

Victoria and Kyuhyun heard everything, As Kyuhyun look at his cousin; tears are streaming in her eyes abundantly.

“Victoria” he whispered

“He loves me. He broke up with me because he loves me. And oh God! His sick” says Victoriasobbing hard now. Kyuhyun, hugs her hopelessly, how can he help her. These two stupid people who are in love with each other are suffering because of their stupidity.

==

From afar Khun was looking at Victoria and her companion.

“I hope he can make you happy unlike me” he said and lovingly gaze at her one last time before going inside the waiting room.

“Hyung lie down will you and rest please, you look so pale already, I’ll call Sunye noona so that she can insert the IV already”

==

Wooyoung and Taecyeon’s session is finish and in thirty minutes, Junsu and Chansung is next. They are all sitting near the waiting room, Sunye is inside with Khun, giving him IV, they didn’t stay at the room anymore, looking at their friend’s situation is hard for them they now how he suffered after the break up, they are all so mad that Victoria is in a new relationship after two months of their break up while their friend is going crazy because he still in love with her.

Taecyeon stands up all of a sudden, angered at what he is seeing coming near them.

“What does she wants, does she really to rub it in?” says Wooyoung aghast.

“What do you want Victoria?” asked Junsu, he went  in front of s and  talked to Victoria, his dongsaengs is unreasonable now and as the oldest its his duty to be rational.

“Victoriawants to talk to Khun” says the man with Victoria

“Give us a viable reason why we would let her even near him” says Chansung.

==

The door opens and closes, Khun didn’t open his eyes to see who it is. He looks so pale; there are dark circles in his eyes. Being this close to him now she can see how thin he is, he lost a lot of weight. Tears started to fall again as she saw the IV in his arm; he is wearing long sleeves to hide his body’s true state. She look at his other arm which is resting on his middle, a plaster is tape on his hand. Taecyeon said that for the past week he is having IV treatment, inserting it at different arm after the other.

“Are you we leaving, can you guys give me fifteen more minutes before we, I still kind of feel a little wuzzy” he says eyes still closed. His voice is a little hoarse, but when he sang in the stage it still good but now he sounded so tired.

“Hey you didn’t ans-Victoria” says Khun as he opens his eyes and saw Victoriastanding in front of him crying.

“I don’t want to break up with you, I’m ready to take anything just to be with you, but …but” she said and run to him “But what you said that day hurt so much that I got frozen with those words, hearing you say that you don’t love me hurts so much Khun, so much “ she said

“Wh-what are you doing h-here? A-aren’t you with someone already?” he say trying to untangle Victoria’s embrace.

“You still love me right? Right?” she says crying. Khun evaded her eyes, but Victoriaholds his face to face her “look at me, tell me you don’t love me anymore that you don’t care about me, that your not hurting and then, and then I’ll leave and give myself to the first guy I’ll I see” she say threateningly.

“Damn you, I didn’t set you free to uncaringly give yourself to someone so randomly”

“I don’t care, because the one I am reserving to give it to, don’t love me and doesn’t care so what’s the difference” says Victoria. Khun didn’t reply. Victoriastands up and ready to leave when Khun says

“Who is the guy with you then, isn’t he your boyfriend?”

“He is my cousin, remember Kyuhyun?”

“I only want your happiness” says Khun

“You are my happiness” answers Victoria.

“I only want you to be loved by someone else that you deserve, who can appreciates you, who won’t neglect you” he says

“You love me right, you appreciate me like what the song says right and you won’t neglect me anymore right?” says Victoria“you want me back right?” she added, breathlessly.

Khun looked at her face, every line every feature he miss so much, how can he not want her back, when all he can think of is her. His hand went to caress her face.

Victoriaholds his hand and kisses his palm, his so cold, If he would resist her, she won’t let him, she will even come with them to Japan to prove her love.

“How can I not want you back?” says Khun and hugs her tightly. “How I miss you so much, how I long to hold you and see you and kiss you everyday”

“Then kiss me now” says Victoria

“Yeah kiss her” shouted the people outside.

“Aissh will you two stop it get together already”

“That’s Kyuhyun , my cousin” says Victoriasmiling. Khun smiled too and hold her face and lean forward to kiss her, as his lips touch hers, he felt stronger, as if he can conquer all and face all obstacles as she is beside him.

“I love you” says Khun

“I love you too” she says, Khun tried to kiss her again but she stops him, Khun pouted, she pinch his nose for being so cute just now “You better take care of yourself, you must eat and sleep” she say

“I want to eat the foods you cook and sleep beside you” he says

“Then I’ll cook for you and sleep beside you, but no monkey business” she added. Khun looks delighted.

“But can’t promise about no monkey business” he said maliciously. Victoriaplayfully pinch him, Khun grabs her hands and kiss it.

“But you are leaving for Japanin two days” says Victoria.

“Do you want to come with us” asked Khun. Victorialooks at him

“I can?” Victoria

“If you want too” Khun.

“Yes. Yes. Yes “says Victoriaand hugs him.

Khun hugs her too and whispered in her ears

“I’m not letting you go ever again”

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