Behind my mask
By my sideJiyoung P.O.V
My insides were burning. I hate his sight. It make me feel disgusted. I knew Daesung's heart would tremble once he see him. I know he is still in love with him. I am aware of this. But why? Why can't he love me? I decided long ago to stay by his side, no matter what, no matter when. When he told me he was in love, I got my hopes up thinking it was me, but then, my hopes were broke into a million pieces.
"I can take it", I told myself.
They started to date and I became depressed, it was like a didn't exist anymore, on his eyes there was only Seunghyun. I wasn't need anymore. What really scared me, was know that I could be forgotten so easily.
Years and years together, could be forgotten in only a week.
I hated him, Seunghyun. When they got married, my heart I decided to rip my heart out of my chest, but that is not so easy, love is cruel. It can make you feel burdened, it can make you feel annoyed, it can make you feel hate. It can destroy you. At that time, I was a alive corpse, I closed all my feelings, I kept them away from the outside world.
Like that I became Dragon. Because I was too cold, too violent, too much.
Youngbae left me to stay by Seungri's side, they became BFF. The girls were too scared to be by my side, even if they wouldn't admit.
Little by little I was too lonely. And then that bastard left Daesung.
It was my time! "I can make him happy" I thought, but I noticed, he didn't love me the way I love him, its ok. Really. I am not that hurt. I can take it. I can stay by his side without expectations. He loved me, not the way I did to him, but he did loved me. I can stay hy his side because I love him. I love him, I do. Now that bastard is back. What can I do to keep him away? Do I really need to kill him? But then again, Daesung would hate me.
He can't be here again. NEVER AGAIN!
Seunghyun P.O.V
I was about to walk in the house when I made eye contact with Jiyoung, his eyes were.... full of hate. What have I done to him? Was he that mad at me? Was he taking Daesung's side? I knew they were friends, but to this stand? For the time we get to knew each other, he was really quiet, I thought he was shy and didn't know how to act next to people. I guess I was wrong. He kept staring at me, Youngbae murmured something to him and he answered. His eyes turned to watch the rest of the room. Seungri and I were waiting for whoever it was when Jiyoung started to walk towards me. I tensed. His aura was different, somehow.....dangerous. He stopped next to me and turned to Seungri.
- Seungri, may you please take Daesung to the guest's room? I think it would be more comfortable, don't you think so? - He said, looking at Seungri in the eyes, they exchange looks for a moment and Seungri node.
- Ok, if anyone ask you know where we are. And Jiyoung........forget it. - He took me by the hand and guided me to the guest's room. Everything was different from before. I couldn't recognize a thing in front of me. I bet it was done by Jiyoung. He was a amazing interior designer. No one could beat him, when it comes to fashion.
- Sit please. As you see, Jiyoung changed everything. He is living with Daesung since...you left. - He said.
- Oh! Why is everybody here? Did something happened? - I asked. As far as I know Daesung's gang is all here, there is even a few I don't know. They seemed really busy, since the girls didn't come to greet me. Or maybe they just hate me too.
- It's none of your business, we are having some troubles right now. It will be better if you don't know. Sorry. - He answered, a little harsh, but that's my opinion, after all he is a gangster. What can you expect from so
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