Behind my mask

By my side
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Jiyoung P.O.V

My insides were burning. I hate his sight. It make me feel disgusted. I knew Daesung's heart would tremble once he see him. I know he is still in love with him. I am aware of this. But why? Why can't he love me? I decided long ago to stay by his side, no matter what, no matter when. When he told me he was in love, I got my hopes up thinking it was me, but then, my hopes were broke into a million pieces.

"I can take it", I told myself.

They started to date and I became depressed, it was like a didn't exist anymore, on his eyes there was only Seunghyun. I wasn't need anymore. What really scared me, was know that I could be forgotten so easily.

Years and years together, could be forgotten in only a week.

I hated him, Seunghyun. When they got married, my heart I decided to rip my heart out of my chest, but that is not so easy, love is cruel. It can make you feel burdened, it can make you feel annoyed, it can make you feel hate. It can destroy you. At that time, I was a alive corpse, I closed all my feelings, I kept them away from the outside world.

Like that I became Dragon. Because I was too cold, too violent, too much.

Youngbae left me to stay by Seungri's side, they became BFF. The girls were too scared to be by my side, even if they wouldn't admit.

Little by little I was too lonely. And then that bastard left Daesung.

It was my time! "I can make him happy" I thought, but I noticed, he didn't love me the way I love him, its ok. Really. I am not that hurt. I can take it. I can stay by his side without expectations. He loved me, not the way I did to him, but he did loved me. I can stay hy his side because I love him. I love him, I do. Now that bastard is back. What can I do to keep him away? Do I really need to kill him? But then again, Daesung would hate me.

He can't be here again. NEVER AGAIN!

Seunghyun P.O.V

I was about to walk in the house when I made eye contact with Jiyoung, his eyes were.... full of hate. What have I done to him? Was he that mad at me? Was he taking Daesung's side? I knew they were friends, but to this stand? For the time we get to knew each other, he was really quiet, I thought he was shy and didn't know how to act next to people. I guess I was wrong. He kept staring at me, Youngbae murmured something to him and he answered. His eyes turned to watch the rest of the room. Seungri and I were waiting for whoever it was when Jiyoung started to walk towards me. I tensed. His aura was different, somehow.....dangerous. He stopped next to me and turned to Seungri.

- Seungri, may you please take Daesung to the guest's room? I think it would be more comfortable, don't you think so? - He said, looking at Seungri in the eyes, they exchange looks for a moment and Seungri node.

- Ok, if anyone ask you know where we are. And Jiyoung........forget it. - He took me by the hand and guided me to the guest's room. Everything was different from before. I couldn't recognize a thing in front of me. I bet it was done by Jiyoung. He was a amazing interior designer. No one could beat him, when it comes to fashion.

- Sit please. As you see, Jiyoung changed everything. He is living with Daesung since...you left. - He said.

- Oh! Why is everybody here? Did something happened? - I asked. As far as I know Daesung's gang is all here, there is even a few I don't know. They seemed really busy, since the girls didn't come to greet me. Or maybe they just hate me too.

- It's none of your business, we are having some troubles right now. It will be better if you don't know. Sorry. - He answered, a little harsh, but that's my opinion, after all he is a gangster. What can you expect from so

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ddeecullen
#1
Chapter 21: Author-nim ! oh god !! what are you trying to do ? is it will be 'gdae' at the last ? im so sad :(( hahaha ^^' btw, what a beautiful story. thumbs up >< thanks author-nim :))
KPVIP26
#2
Chapter 13: Its Baeri hun and yes, the feels!!! :-) :-) :-) :-) :-)
KPVIP26
#3
Chapter 10: OMONA!!! Daesungie, flex those muscles y!!! (fan-girls over my BB bias)

Writer-nim, the doctor won't kill u for that, if u let him know how u are feeling he will give u medicine for it. My Dongsaeng has it too and she gets iron pills to help with the weakness and dizziness, so make sure u tell your doctor, arasso?
KPVIP26
#4
Chapter 3: Psy = Park Jae sang
JaeYong_TY #5
Chapter 21: pleaaaseeee update soon

btw
FIRST BIGBANG FANFIIICCC

im getting into bigbang now its really great
choidae
#6
Chapter 21: omg!!love this chapter!
please update soon <3
Kang_Jiyong #7
Chapter 21: Dae look so cool and scary at the same time.....i love it......
bananakun
#8
Chapter 19: Hello~~I feel bored and re-reading your story and want to give some suggestion. Feel free to ignore it if you want~ uvu

It will the best if you point some of Se7en past. I think reader should know more about se7en in the past and tell us more about Dongwook. Maybe he's different from this se7en person. And from how you write in the story, I can't find a connection between Dongwook and se7en. So I think you need to reveal something concerning se7en.

About the pairing. I think it's better if you get along with GDae, Baeri, and Top7en. I guess it's not that bad idea make baeri together. I'm happy whoever Dae ended up with. If you make Dae with GD I think it's not that bad tho. Seeing how their story in the past make it legit enough for they to be together. Well the pairing can change depends how the story goes to. Still it's your story so it's all up to you. You can even make Se7en end up with Daesung if you want lololol. Kidding xDD

About the Gri tag, I think you should erase it. I don't think Ri can ended up together with Jiyong after how you make him being together with Youngbae and how it looks so hawt for me lololol. I love both Gri and Baeri, but I love Baeri more than it. If you make a plot twist where you make Ri together with Ji, it will hurt Bae so much. So please dooooonnnn't!!! Just please let him happy being together with Ri ;;A;;

Oh dear I'm talking so freaking long. Sorry for trashing your comment box lolol. Not sure if it can help you. But I hope it will help even just a little.
I'll wait for the next chapter no matter how long it make me to wait it. I love your story 'v')v
I hope you haven't abandoned it yet, *dooooonnn't!!!!!*