L.joes’ palm was sweating and his hands were trembling. He was in need to see that person. The taxi stopped in front of the hospital. He paid the taxi driver and rushed out of the car. He ran to his heart’s content and his thoughts were invaded by him. He breathed deeply and waited for the doctor to come out from the room. After waiting for 3 to 4minutes the doctor exited the room and looked for the patients’ family members. L.joe stood up and told the doctor that he is a friend of the patient. “Where are the patient’s parents or other family members?” The doctor asked. L.joe began to feel nervous. “Uhh. I haven’t contacted them. I will, later but before that is he okay? Is he sick or something?  L.joe said panicking. The doctor began talking. “He was just unconscious but as what we can see the patient was very frustrated and at the same time very tired. His body was so weak and his eyes are swollen and reddish. You should talk to him about this matter. I think he needs someone to talk to.” The doctor suggested. L.joe nodded and bowed. The doctor smiled and walked away. L.joe was now standing outside the room. He wants to enter the room but he was hesitating to go in. When he was about walk away he suddenly heard someone spoke from inside the room. “I know you’re out there, please come inside.” L.joes’ eyes widened. He was thinking if Niel had heard him talked to the doctor. He swept away his worries and entered the room. L.joe entered the room while staring at the ground. He was avoiding the figure on the bed. Niel was staring at him all the time. L.joe’s shoulder stiffened. He felt like melting on the ground, when L.joe looked at the figure in front of him. He realized that Niels’ face is very pale and his eyes we’re red and puffy. He was feeling kind a guilty for all of this, then suddenly it hit him; Why was he feeling guilty about this? And why Niel was running for his life, he was even crying. L.joe frowned at his thoughts. “What’s wrong? Why are you frowning? Did something happen?” Niel started, tilting his head to see L.joes’ face. L.joe looked up and spoke. “Uh, it’s nothing. It’s just that I have so many things to ask you.” L.joe said looking straight through Niels’ eyes. Niel smiled softly and spoke. “You can ask me anything, Hyung.” L.joe stared at the ground again and started talking. “Are you hurt somewhere? Are you in pain? Why were you running a while ago? Why we’re your eyes all red and puffy? Did you cry while running? Did something happen?” Niel chuckled at his hyungs’ action and spoke. “Hyung, ask one question at a time. I can’t answer all of that at once. You know?” Niel explained. L.joe stared at Niel’s face and mouthed a ‘sorry’ to the latter. Niel smiled at L.joes’ cuteness. L.joe pouted and glared at Niels’ action. Niel looked straight into L.joe’s eyes. “I didn’t marry her, Hyung.”  Niel stated seriously. L.joe looked at him calmly and sighed. “I know. Running like a mad man in the streets while wearing a suit, who wouldn’t think of a conclusion like that” L.joe said. Niel chuckled bitterly. “Hyung, I made up my mind.” Niel suddenly stated with a pained smile. L.joe looked at him curiously. “Made up your mind about what?” L.joe smiled. Niel smiled even more his eyes getting teary. L.joe frowned at what he was seeing. “Hyung, I-I don’t want to be hurt anymore. I don’t want to be in pain a-anymore. I’ve had enough. I’ve been hurt far enough.” L.joe looked at the broken latter. His guilt is now increasing due to what’s happening. His mouth was getting dry and he feels suffocated. He wanted to be true to himself but the words won’t come out form his mouth. “I love you Hyung~ you’re my first love. I don’t want to lose you. You’re a very important person to me, but we all know that everything has an end right?” Niels’ tears we’re now falling from his eyes. L.joe frowned even more knowing that this is his entire fault. “W-what are you trying to say. Huh?” L.joe asked the latter, his eyes getting teary. Niel looked at him and spoke. “H-hyung~ I w-want to c-cut my ties with y-y-you.” With that, Niel burst out crying. L.joe’s tears we’re falling every second passing. He breathed heavily, his heart was hurting so much more than earlier. “I-I want you to know that this is not your fault~ I wanted this, please don’t blame yourself.” Niel explained. L.joe stared at the ground, finding the courage to speak. “Yeah.” L.joe murmured. “I think I’ve loved you too much, to the point that it’s killing me.” Niel explained briefly. L.joe was now face-palming himself. He was fighting his tears away. “Yeah.” L.joe murmured. “I know. I am being selfish with my decision but I know that keeping up with it will just bring more and more pain for the two of us.” Niels’ tears won’t stop falling while talking. L.joe can’t find the courage to speak up. He wants to take back all he had said to the latter. He wanted him. He wants to see the latter smiling again. He wants to comfort the latter. He did not want this to happen. He didn’t want to make him look so broken and to be broken. He wanted what was best for him. He wanted him to be happy and be alive but he did the opposite thing because he was only thinking about himself. “Maybe we are not really meant to be together, Right Hyung.”Niel said still smiling happily with his teary eyes. Ljoe looked and stared at him with sorrow and guilt. After a minute or two his tears began flowing out from his eyes he can’t bear to see him like this. His sobs got louder and louder every second. Niel looked at him and spoke. “Yah, Don’t be like that, I’m feeling kind a guilty here you know!” Niel pouted and fixed his bangs, covering his eyes to stop his urge to cry. Even though Niel yelled at him, his sobs were still unstoppable. Niel wanted to hug the person in front of him. He wanted to caress his head and cheeks. His urge in wanting to comfort L.joe was growing and growing every second passing. Niel closed his eyes and sighed his heart was aching so much his tears were slipping form his eyes when suddenly he heard a whisper. “jeongmal saranghaeyo.” Niel’s eyes shut open. He looked at L.joe and heard him whisper. “jeo-jeongmal saranghaeyo.” A smile was forming on Niels’ face. He was again feeling suffocated. Words won’t come out from his mouth. “jeongmal mianhaeyo” Niel can’t really express what he was feeling. He glanced at L.joe and spoke. “I know hyung, I do too. I do love you and I’m very sorry for everything.” Niel looked away and stared at the window. He was half crying and half smiling. L.joe wiped away his pool of tears on his face and stared at Niels’ figure. He wanted to be with him, he wanted to comfort him, he wanted to hug him but none of those thoughts will ever come true ones this conversation ends. “D-Do you want to give it another chance?” L.joe asked his eyes were puffy and red from crying. Niel looked at him smiling. L.joe frowned slightly waiting for his reply. Niels’ eyes were again getting teary; He nodded in response to the boy. L.joes’ eyes we’re slowly softening upon hearing the latters’ response. Niels’ tears we’re again falling from his eyes and suddenly spoke. “Hyung, I’m really willing to give you another chance but I think we should still do this. We’re still young; we can still do things we’ve never done before but not together. We can meet other people and maybe just maybe will be able to meet the person we are meant for. If we ever cross paths for a hundred times or maybe more, I’ll be able to give that chance to you. If I have met someone better than you before you do then I am sorry, I’ll still give you another chance but not more than a friend. I love you Hyung, I’m afraid that I may not be able to replace you as much as I want to but, maybe it’ll fall apart bit by bit. We wouldn’t know but things do change for a long time. When I say things, there’s no exemption because feelings do change bit by bit. Right hyung?” Niel finished with a smile plastered on his face. L.joe looked at him with a blank expression. Niel crawled out of his bed and walked towards L.joe. He stood in front of the boy and leaned face to face with L.joes’ temple. He slowly kissed his temple with a smile. L.joe looked up staring at the latter. He closed his eyes and a smile crept up on his face. His body was becoming light from the contact with the latter. His arms were slowly raising to hug the latter and embrace him. There was no lust from their contact; there was only innocence, purity and love. The two of them broke the contact and stared at each other and laughed bitterly for wanting to stop the time. Niel walked back to his bed and sat there when suddenly L.joe spoke. “Is that a kiss goodbye, from you Daniel-ah?” Ljoe laughed. Niel looked at him and laughed. “Actually, Yes.” L.joe suddenly stood up and stared at the ground for a minute, resisting the urge to cry again in front of the latter. Niel looked at him curiously when suddenly L.joe looked up and smiled. “Well, I should get going.” Niel looked at him and smiled happily like nothing had happen. “Yes, You should get going now.” L.joe smiled back and slowly headed to the door. Niel stared to that mans’ back. His heart was hurting him too much just by seeing him walking toward another direction where he wouldn’t exist. He was hoping for L.joe to look back but no L.joe did not looked back. When door closed behind him he stood there and sighed but a sob came out from his mouth and his tears began to fall rapidly. He covered his mouth to hide his sobs. His back slide through the door and sat in front of the door muffling his sobs. The feeling of being suffocated was slowly invading his whole body. He can’t breathe normally, not with all this pain inside his chest that is bursting out of his chest. He wanted to tell how he feels for the latter but he can’t, He just can’t. On the other side of the door another person was crying his heart out. Muffling his sobs and wiping his tears away. He can hear the other person from the other side of the door. He wanted to open the door and bring back all he said to the boy. He can’t bring himself to open it up, He just can’t. Suddenly it hit him. ‘What If he will not see him again ever? What if when he sees him again L.joe will not even glanced at him. What if they are meant for together and they just let this chance slipped away from their hands.’  He gathered his strength back and run towards the door. When he opened the door he saw a figure, he smiled and opened the door hurriedly but the person in front of the door wasn’t the person he was looking for. His face scrunched up and he started to break down and cried really hard. He can’t feel his feet anymore his body was getting numb and his tears won’t stop falling. He was an idiot for doing this but he didn't regret it too much. He wanted this. He wanted to know if destiny is playing with them. The figure in front of the door helped Niel up but Niels’ body won’t listen. “Yah, Niel! What’s happening? Are you hurting somewhere? Where is it? Where does it hurt? Stop crying.” The boy asked, wiping the tears on Niels’ face. Niel buried his face on the crook of the neck of the boy. The boy can feel Niels’ tears soaking his shirt. “Cha-Changjo-ah.” Niel said through his sobs. Changjo looked at the broken latter and hugged him more tightly. Niel didn’t stop crying. His sobs are getting louder every second. It suddenly hit him 'This is THE END Huh?' . Niel cried even more realizing things the way they are now.~~~~~~

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