Yunho's pov                         I visited Dara at their apartment.             This is already my fourth time seeing her as Jaejoong ordered me but he's not with me today, making me a bit uneasy.                                                         I was observing Dara.                           I expected her to be bubbly and active but she was rather calm and reserved                                                                                                                   "Oh I thought you'd be home late" Dara asked the newly arrived Cl                                                 "..something came up so... Omo Yunho sunbaenim.." Cl was shocked to see me                                                            "Oooops.. I forgot to tell you. We met last 2 months ago and..                                                                      ..I guess.. we're already friends.." Dara explained                                                       "Anyeong Cl sshi, pleased to meet you and I hope to be friends with you also" I bowed then extended my hands to her                                                             "A-anyeong sunbae. Neh.. it's my honor to meet you"                                                                          I think she was  too tired that she seemed to force her smile                                                                               "We also met Jaejoong sunbaenim" Dara added.                                                                              "Ah chincha? Isn't he a friend of.." Cl paused                                                                                  "A friend of who?" I asked her                                                                                                             "Aaah.. nothing sunbae.. I'm not even sure.. Just forget what I said" Cl said                                                                                    She looked sad and exhausted though I'm not sure.            I just got the feeling that something's troubling her. Or maybe she's just tired from their busy schedule                                                                                  "Gwenchana?" I asked                                                         "N-neh.. neh sunbae. I'll go ahead unnie, sunbae." Cl excused herself                                            I heard Dara let out a big sigh                                                                        "Why did she even do that when it'll just make her lonely.. she used to be very lively and happy in that 3 months.. Aigoo this kid." I heard Dara mutter to herself                                 I got curious and wanted to ask Dara about what she said but it's not a good thing to ask something that personal to a person you just met                                                                  "Yunho.. do you want to have tea in the balcony? The view's great there, you can see the Han river."                         I nodded and followed her                                                                                                                            "Wow" was all I can say.           The view is just overwhelming                                                                        "Told you" she smiled leaning her back on the railings.                                You can have a full view of the bridge. People seemed like ants. The moon is shining so bright, reflecting itself on the river, the stars are twinkling wonderfully.                                                Breathtaking                                                                           Sadness suddenly filled me. Reality had hit on me again.                                                                   How I wished the 5 of us can see this together...                                                                  but with our situation right now... It'll be impossible.                               Our agency is even prohibiting me and Changmin from seeing the other three.                    But of course whenever we can.. we try our best to be with each other.                                                                                                 I felt Dara's hand on mine                     She just smiled at me                                                                                                                "Don't worry too much, everything will be alright in time" Dara said sensing my trouble                                                                    "Close your eyes and take a deep breath, forget about everything. Let your mind be blank for once"                                                                                       ..Just free yourself from anything"                 I followed her order                                   I closed my eyes, breathing deeply.                 Not even thinking of a single thing. Just feeling the cold breeze of the air.               Appreciating my surroundings.                                               It was relaxing, I felt relieved, the big load in my chest became lighter.                                                                                                "Did it somehow lessen your burden?"                                                                                                                        "Thank you" I said sincerely                                                                                                                                             "It won't solve your problems.. but I hope it helped you relax ang gave you strength"                                                   With just a simple thing.. she helped me big time.                     Yes it won't change the reality.. but it gave me the courage to face my worries and the hope for a better outcome.                                 I saw her do the same thing I did earlier.                 She closed her eyes hard making her nose crinkle.                                                            She's sniffing the air like a puppy                                                                                               "Yah! Why are you making your face like that. Relax." I said to her                                                                                             "I was trying to make you laugh.. but I guess I failed."                  she frowned for a moment with her eyes still closed but smiled later on                                   I smiled to myself... She's like a kid.                       My head tilted on it's own.                                                   Uwaaaaaaahhh                                                                                                       She's really beautiful                   Just a look on her face refreshes you. She just gives off that peaceful aura.                                   I gulped when I saw her stare at me frowning                                                                                                                                                                  "Aigoo this kid" I can't help but be mesmerized by her youthful looks                   I flicked her nose and patted her head                                                        "Aaaaww! Kid my !! I'm 2 years older than you remember?" she hissed                                                                                      "It's because you're so small that you look like a kid" I joked                                                                                                                                                              "I'm not small!!! You're