in the waiting room:

ilhoon p.o.v 

"chukahamnida" she says with a huge smile on her face, my face truns slightly red"komawo... so did you tell your members?" i ask curious of what my sister's in law think of me especially since i'm younger.

"oh yh .. they think your'e so cute when filming but full of charisma on stage you look quite y when you were doing the bap one shot dance..." she says quite bright ..

"ahh so you watched me ?" i ask leaving her uneasy i felt guilty but as she brought her lips together in to a circular shape it was just soo sweet, she manages to mumble a little "yes" i felt happy well i was hoping she wouldn't ask me the same question well just to say i've been searching her and monitoring not so different than the papparatzi every musci show and variety she goes on i've tried hard to know her personality better waht she like what she dosen't research before hand is always better :)

and then she did what i really wasn't ready for on broadcast she asked me to answer truthfully " when you went home after the first broadcast how did you feel did you search me up?" she asked me well ... ermmm i  couldn't exactly tell her i was stalking her through the internet so i just told her a white lie 1/2 the truth...

 "yes! your'e song jeon won diary it's awesome and i love the dance i said like a little kid then jumped infront of her and did the dance i looked quite fuunny to be honest but she was smiling quite widely actually, it was a good feeling and i felt happy...

until:

the members entered wooow soo doomed!

so yh my members started teasing me about me getting married and how it's changed me you never see me in the music show waiting rooms dancing, moving my chest in a circular motion and pushing my lips forward to make the so called "y lips"... and so they carried on i was lucky though i watched TAEUN episodes they were soo cute but they were teased alot by jinwoon hyung and the old couple ... that was funny but i wan't to try hard and manage to look manly with my wife and protect her...  which they really didn't expect much from i mean i've always been the gwiyomi player, younger, cute looking member in btob i'm kinda like the visual maknae.. hah that reminded of a couple name for us other than jilhoon ... the visual couple since were both so good looking HAHA

interview: ILHOON

Q: so how do you find married life?

A:well it's completely different and i'm happy to be the lucky one out of the btob members to get the chance to feel it i always watch wgm it seemed really intresting i envied the couples... *LAUGHS*

Q: what couple were you most envious of ?

A:khuntoria, even though they were both foreigners it was really cute to see them together they comunicated well and were nice couple..

interview:JIYEON

Q: so how do you find married life

A: it's not what i'm used to but it's fun i think i could get closer to some of the people it helpes me bring myself out alitlle more since i was always the maknae even after areum and now dani i was still treated like one so being married before all the other unnie's i feel quiter proud *SMILES*

Q: are you happy with your husband?

A: yes * gives of a little blush *

Q: if you were to choose your husband this time who would it have been ?

A: i don't think i want to change... i feel younger again he seems more manly...