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Yeah I know, freaking long chappie that I need to split it in two

But hey that doesn't matter right?? I mean, there's a lot of long oneshot fics too

*hides under my desk*

And yeah I'm using Arial again ~

 

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new friend request

kailicious added you as a friend

 

kailicious has been added to your contact list

 

kailicious

Err, hello

 

dokimchi

Hi! Thanks for adding me as a friend!

 

kailicious

Thanks for accepting it too, I was searching for the nearest account around me. Are you possibly still in the café now?

 

dokimchi

No :( left half an hour ago

 

kailicious

Oh, no prob :) It’s not like I really want to meet you in person

 

dokimchi

Why?

 

kailicious

Well, because if we really meet then this account will have no use, right? Kekeke

 

dokimchi

Ah, I get it, hehe. Well we should wait for the chance

What should I call you then?

 

kailicious

You could call me Kai

And what should I call you?

 

dokimchi

You could just call me Do

 

kailicious

Like, Do Re Mi Fa Sol La Si Do?

You’re a fan of kimchi?

 

dokimchi

Hahaha funny ._.

Yeah I even make spaghetti with kimchi sauce

 

kailicious

Is that even eatable??

 

dokimchi

Ouch, that hurts ._.

 

kailicious

Sorry.

Well, I believe it’s delicious

Look at my name, I believe all food is kaidelicious!

It’s just depends on how someone think about the food

 

dokimchi

OMG, the way you think about it is wonderful!!

I’m becoming your fan out of sudden

 

kailicious

Thankyou, I guess? Ehehe

 

dokimchi

Oops

Got to go now

Bye Kai! Nice talking to you ^^

 

kailicious

Bye, Do

Maybe I’m still going to linger here

Alone

Like, really alone

 

 dokimchi

Oww but you have another friends at your contact list right?

 

kailicious

Just don’t feel like talking to ‘em for now

 

dokimchi

Ouch. What happened? O__O

 

kailicious

Let’s just say that I recently had a bad time with them

Anyway, go and do whatever you need to do

Bye ~

 

dokimchi

Bye Kai!!

 

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kailicious

How old are you?

 

dokimchi

How old are you?

 

kailicious

Come on ._.

 

dokimchi

You copied my favorite emoticon -__-

 

kailicious

You’re not answering the question -__-

 

dokimchi

I’m forty five. Satisfied?

 

kailicious

A forty five loner man doesn’t went to café specialized only for students.

 

dokimchi

Argh right -__-

Hard to fool you huh

Or I’m just the fool one hahahaha

 

kailicious

So how old are you?? Come one, I’m not going to ask which school you went to, it’s the basic law of this students chatting application, right? Just, want to know which grade you are.

 

dokimchi

Really? But I saw my friend told a guy on this chat where he went to. No one would ever know what we are talking about after all.

I’m eighteen. Satisfieeed?

 

kailicious

Thankfully I asked. I’m seventeen. Guess I should call you ‘hyung’? Do hyung?

Uhm, Do hyung?

Hyung?

Where are you? ._.

 

dokimchi

Sorry

Just not used to be called hyung

Kinda happy

Flipping some tables right now

 

kailicious

Oh my, you’re adorable, you flips table when you’re happy? How destructive you are?? XD XD

 

dokimchi

Say it again

 

kailicious

What?

 

dokimchi

The name you’re going to call me with

 

kailicious

Uh, hyung?

 

dokimchi

Again

 

kailicious

Hyung

Hyung

Hyung

Hyung hyung hyung hyung hyung hyung hyung hyung hyung hyung hyung hyung hyung hyung hyung hyung hyung hyung hyung hyung hyung hyung hyung hyung hyung hyung

 

dokimchi

Okay that’s enough XD

 

kailicious

Hyung hyung

Hyung

Glad to know you like it

 

dokimchi

You are adorable, really

I bet you’re a mushy and sunny kid at school

Me myself is a nerd ._.

Not that I’m ashamed of it tho

 

kailicious

There’s nothing to be ashamed about with being a nerd

You’re a nerd, so what, we all are the very same human creatures, we eat, we live, and we die, in the very same way

My stupid and self-centered friends just don’t get it all the time

And no, I’m not a mushy and sunny kid

Sorry if I’m going to disappoint you ._.

 

dokimchi

Wow, Kai, that’s a wonderful sentence :)

Then what are you like at school?

 

kailicious

Err

Let’s just say that I’m not really that nice to strangers

 

dokimchi

Well, me either

I will try to avoid any conversations with strangers

That’s why it’s hard for me to make friends

But when I get one, I will never let my friend down

Friends are precious, right?

 

kailicious

That’s a good thing :)

I wish I could have a real friend like you, Do hyung

I love my current friends, but sometimes they crossed boundaries

Their brains are not that mature enough for their age

But still, I love them, because no matter how sick and brainless they are, they love me too, I know it because I’ve known them for too long that I can tell if they’re being honest or not

 

dokimchi

Wow, that’s really nice, Kai!

I have a friend too, we’ve been friends since toddlers

Sadly he’s in another school, he’s the leader of student body there

He’s really cool and he’s really kind

We’re like two different persons with same height, gestures, and attitudes

 

kailicious

But you have friends in your current school, right?

 

dokimchi

Uhm

Well

I think so

Maybe yes

Maybe no

._.

 

kailicious

Huh? What do you mean?? -__-

 

dokimchi

Of course I have nerdy friends

But we don’t talk that much

Somehow I never felt like I could fit in

That’s why I was so happy when we met

Because I was, uhm, mesmerized, how a person I barely know and never met in real life could stand talking to me more than a minute

Though we’re not technically ‘talking’ hehehe

 

kailicious

Don’t worry, hyung

You have me

:)

 

dokimchi

*hugs you tight*

 

kailicious

*hugs you back*

 

dokimchi

Thankyou, Kai :)

 

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dokimchi

Kai?

Kai, reply ~~~

Hellooo?

._.

 

kailicious

Sorry hyung

Didn’t mean to abandon you in the middle of our talk

 

dokimchi

That’s fine

What happened?

 

kailicious

Can I tell you something personal?

I just don’t know where to talk

I could only think of you

 

dokimchi

I’m here for you

Your secrets are safe with me

What happened?

 

kailicious

Hyung

If somehow you’ve done everything to make your mom stay together with you but your mom really want to go out of the house because she couldn’t stand your father anymore, what will you do?

 

dokimchi

Oh My God, Kai

I’m so sorry to hear that

 

kailicious

No hyung don’t be

No one needs to be sorry for my pathetic life

 

dokimchi

Well, your mom, is she suffering because of your dad?

 

kailicious

Yes

She couldn’t stand him anymore

She’s mentally suffering

Not physical, tho, my dad is a gentleman, he could and would never lay a hand on woman

But both of them are mentally suffering

I’ve done everything I could think about to get them back together again

But you know, adults has their own thoughts and I couldn’t change it

I really love my mom

I don’t want her to go

The house is already too big for three of us, I can’t lose one person

 

dokimchi

Uhm, okay

Well, here’s what I think

No one would ever want their mom to live separately with them

Me myself would bawl my eyes in front of my mom and begged her to stay if somehow she leaves me

Which, I think, would never happen because well she practically can’t stand a day without me hahaha ._.

But I think you should consider your mom’s happiness too

You wouldn’t want her to suffer more, right?

I think you should let her go for a while to settle her life again, you could always visit her, spend times with her

And when she misses you too much, she will come back again

And perhaps, by this separation, both your mom and dad will realize that they still love each other, that they need each other, and will eventually meet again to apologize to each other and get back together again

There’s no such perfect decisions, Kai

Every decisions demand sacrifices

But every decision with sacrifices holds a better meaning too

 

kailicious

Hyung

Will yoi bw;ieve mw

If I twll yiu I;m cryin right noe>?

 

dokimchi

Calm down, Kai

You screwed up your typing

And I believe you, because me myself is crying too right now

*pats your shoulder*

 

kailicious

I mean

I rarely cry

But now I’m still sobbing

Thankyou hyung, for being there for me

Thankyou so much

I’m feeling much better now

 

dokimchi

Glad to know ^^

I pray that everything will be alright in your family now

 

kailicious

Thankyou hyung

I pray that your mom will never fight with your dad

 

dokimchi

Well, they will never fight

Not that they could do that tho

 

kailicious

What do you mean, hyung?

Nice, after all, fights

 

dokimchi

Well, uhm

Because my dad has passed away when I was seven

So, practically, they can’t fight anymore though they want to

Hahaha

 

kailicious

….

Oh God

Hyung I’m so sorry to ask

So sorry

 

dokimchi

No no no don’t be!!

It’s been eleven years after all

I think I could understand how much you love your mom

I really love my mom too

She took care of me by herself

Sometimes I think I can’t make her proud enough, although she always said that I’m the best thing that ever happened in her life

That’s why I’m always too immersed to studying

So I could get high scores and make her smile while scanning those numbers on my report card

That smile on her face is the most beautiful and precious thing I’ve ever seen in my whole existence

 

kailicious

I know how you feel

Well, I’m not really good at study

But I love dance, so I went to dance academy and participated in several dance competitions

The proud smile my parents always gave me after I finished my moves on the stage, either I won or not, is the best thing in the world

They never forced me into something

They just said, they believe I’m already wise enough to think about my acts

They’re a couple of perfect parents

Just not really a couple of perfect married lovers

 

dokimchi

._.

*hugs you tight*

 

kailicious

Hyung

Maybe it sounds a bit inappropriate

But I really wish you’re hugging me right now

 

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kailicious

So there’s this boy

 

dokimchi

Ow ow ow ow here it comes here it comes

 

kailicious

I’ve been crazy about him ever since we’re still in elementary school

Sadly he never knew that

My one sided love

Huhuhuhu

 

dokimchi

Oh Gawd you’re adoooorable ~~

*pinch you*

And and and???

 

kailicious

I really want to tell him what I feel

 

dokimchi

Then just tell him!! What is he like??

 

kailicious

He’s beautiful

His eyes are my favorite

Well, I don’t think I could do it ._.

 

dokimchi

But wwwhhhhhyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy TT__TT

 

kailicious

Well, uhm

Let’s just say that

The things around us are not conducive until now

My friends will consider me as an alien if I confessed to him, which I could actually deal with later because they’re too attached to me to ever leave me, and I don’t give a if they leave me just because of that

And, well, he would never, never, ever, think about going out with me or love me back

 

dokimchi

But but but but but

Huh? What do you mean that he’d never love you back?? Who knows if he actually liked you too?? You could never know a person’s heart, Kai

 

kailicious

Well, how to start

Err

I’m the bullies in school

And he’s actually my friend’s prey ever since we’re in elementary school

He has been bullied in his whole school life

And to think that I’m one of the bullies that always tortured him, I don’t think he would even care to talk to me

Not that I ever laid my hands on him

I never had the heart to do that

My friends are stupid enough that they never noticed how I never joined them bullying him

 

dokimchi

You are a bully?

 

kailicious

Yes ._.

Are you going to hate me, hyung?

It’s alright if you hate me

 

dokimchi

No

Why would I?

Actually you made me learnt a thing

 

kailicious

And what is that, hyung?

 

dokimchi

To never ever judge a person by their appearance and how they treated you when they barely know you or the otherwise

And hey, you still need to confess

Who knows if he actually has feelings for you too?

 

kailicious

But what makes you so confident about it?? O__O

 

dokimchi

Well, call me crazy, but

I fell in love with this popular guy in my school since I met him in high school

He has this gang of friends, they’re the popular boys in our school

Sadly, some of them tend to bully me, hahaha, my life as a nerd

Some of them not, and this guy is one of them

He just leaves with his other friend while the rest mocks me or stuffs like that

He never really did anything, maybe a couple of mocking, but he never crossed the boundaries

He actually helped me once, although he tried not to make it obvious

So, well, I fell in love with him

Crazy huh

 

kailicious

Wow, hyung

Never thought your story will be cheesier than mine!!!

Oh my oh my XD XD

 

dokimchi

Shut up you kid

What I’m trying to say is, you could never know a person’s heart if you don’t try for it

Like me, who knows if that guy loves you too??

Unlike me, the guy I loved already as someone with him, I knew it by rumors though, but I think it’s true

Don’t lose your chance!!

 

kailicious

Hmm, okay hyung

I’ll think about it!

Thankyou for your advice!! I really appreciate it

 

dokimchi

Yeah yeah, fight for your love, blah blah blah

 

kailicious

A nerd fell in love with the bully

Oh someone is having a dangerous love story here ~~

 

dokimchi

Hell yeah like you’re not

 

kailicious

Hyung what if he rejected me?? :(

 

dokimchi

Then at least you’ve tried, right? If it helps you, you could bring him to somewhere out of the crowd so no one would ever know you’ve confessed to him

 

kailicious

Well, if he accepted me, I will make our relationship obvious, that way no one could ever bully him again, because he have me

If he rejected me, then it’s fine, I don’t care about other’s perception towards me

 

dokimchi

You’re so brave, Kai ^^

Hwaiting!!!

Don’t forget to keep me updated about it!!

 

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kailicious

Hyung

 

dokimchi

Hi!!

Come on, spill it!!

 

kailicious

Err

Well

He rejected me

 

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