Chapter 2

It’s not love that hurt. What hurt is being hurt by someone you love

Days passed so fast. Right now I am on the 3^rd grade. I am so curious since today is my first day. I don’t know yet my classmate, so I am on my daydreaming again about being same class with Seohyun.

“Lulu...we are being classmate again.” shouting Xiumin from a far.

“Ahhh.. really-really not lucky I am.” speak me lazily.

“Oh yahh?!” Xiumin look at me with pouting his mouth.

“It’s not working. I hate it.” said me and walks away. I am walking to the class.

“Wait me Lu.. you just kidding, right?” ask him and walks behind me. We are on the class right now, and Xiumin sit beside me.

“Yah.. I am serious. I hate it..” explain me again.

“.....” Xiumin just looking at me with his blanked face.

“Yah, you two! Stop it! So childish..” said Kris in a little while.

“Kris.. help me. Lulu hurt me. He refuse being my classmate.”

“You just kidding, right?” ask Kris.

“Anni...” I look at them.

“Yahhh... how can you said that to Baozi?” ask Kris.

 “Happy April Mop! I am just kidding guys..” said me later.

“Lu.. you evil..” told Kris.

“Yes I am.” and I stick my tongue.

“Ckckkk.. I can’t believe that I fall in your trick.” said Xiumin and hug me.

Actually everyday is nice. Yeah, like today. Lots girls admire me, and everything I did everyone will be like it too. So, I have perfect life. Yeah, I had.

“Please! Don’t make some noise..!”

I look at the owner voice.

It’s Seohyun.

And we look each other. ! Why I can being so nervous right now. Oh God! Help me. I am really-really nervous till I can’t talks anything.

“What are you talking about?” ask me then. Why I asking her that question? Stupid Lu. You’re so stupid. Can you talk properly to her?

“Your shoelaces is apart..”

Eh, I glance down and seeing my shoes. She is right!

“You may fall.”

“Yah! She is really-really...” said Xiumin and looking at Seohyun who already sit on her seat and reading book.

“I can’t believe that. We are on the same class with her.” told Xiumin again.

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“You know that I am not afraid with scary house at the street corner our school.” said me.

“Yah. H-hh-hhow can you not afraid..? I am trembling everytime passed that house.” told Yoseob, my classmate.

“Wooww.. Oppa. You’re so brave..” yelling some girls.

Yeah, my fangirl. Except one person, of course, it’s Seohyun.

It’s been two month after we’re starting on the same class and I still can’t getting close to her. She’s so hard to approache. She never looking at me, even once and I swear..

I swear that I’ll make her looking at me.

I swear!!!

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“Hey guys, you know that  I can catch a fly easily..” tell me a few days later.

“Oh ya Oppa?” ask Naeun.

“Yes, of course. Yaa Baozi.. you know that, right?” I am asking Xiumin help.

“Ya.. I know that you must think that he’s lying..”told Xiumin

And I am nodding happily.

“But he was truly lying..” said Xiumin later.

“Ya! How can you said that?!” said me and hit his shoulder.

“I never looked you catching fly actually..” protest him and running a way from me then I run after him.

“Oppa.. you’re so cute..” shouting Eunji.

“Luhan Oppa.. you can catch Xiumin Oppa.. fighting!!” yelling Namjoo and Bomi at the same time.

I just smiling, and looking at one seat in front of the class, the only one seat that whole days always capture my eyes.. it’s Seohyun seat. But she never looking at me, again. Huft! I think this one must be really-really hard.

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“Oppa.. who is the prettiest girl in our school..?” asking Eunji.

“Hmmm...”

“Oppa.. do you ever kiss?” asking Naeun before I replied Eunji question.

I look at Seohyun direction.. hmm.. still busy reading her book.

“Oppa.. you still not answer my question?” tell Eunji.

“Me too...” said Naeun.

“I am so curious Oppa..”

“Yah Luhan. How can you make these girls sad. You must answer it.” said Kris.

“Yah of course. I do. I think there isn’t prettiest girl in our school..”

“Ahhhh... you lied.” yelling everyone.

Of course, I am lied. Because the prettiest girl of course it must be Seohyun. Only her. Yeah, but I can’t tell them, right?

Huft!

Ehhh.. wait..

It’s just my ilusion or not, but I feel like Seohyun steal a glance to me.

“Lu, why you smiling like that?” said Xiumin.

Ehhh.. I am not realize it.

“Nothing.”

“Oppa.. so you never kissed before, right?” asking Naeun again.

“Hmm.. of course not.” answer me while smirk to her.

“You lied again Oppa.”

“I am not.”

“So, how to did it?” asking Xiumin.

“Hmmm.. you wanna trying it..?” reply me. I touch Xiumin cheek like I want to kiss him.

“Yaahh Luhan. What are you doing?” asking him, shock, and stand-up.

“Kekekee... they want the prove baby... ottokhae..” said me and move close to Xiumin.

“Yahhh Luhan.. I am normal.”

“Oppa.. you’re so cute.”

“Yeah, I know.” said me and wink to them.

Seohyun. I hope you looked my wink. At least you look at me. Please..

But she didn’t..

Yeah, I know.

How should I do to make you looking at me..??

How..? Tell me.

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“GOOLLLL....!!!” shouting all the peoples in edge of the field.

I am running to them for celebrate my gol.

“Daebak! You’re the best Luhan Oppa...” said the girls.

“Nice shoot Lu..” told Xiumin, and laid his hand on my shoulder.

“Gomawo..”

“Yah Luhan. If we can win we’ll go to final.” said Yoseob happily.

I look at the peoples. There isn’t Seohyun on there.. Although I want to show my skill on this football match.

Huft! I am fail again.

“Hey.. I heard Mr. Shim asked Seohyun to help him..?” said Bomi.

“Yeah.. she is on teacher room right now.” reply Chorong, as far as I know is Seohyun seatmate.

“No wonder. She is favorite student among the teachers.” said Namjoo.

“Yeah you right.” and they are laughing.

“Baozi. I am leaving. Make sure that we’ll win. Arraseo!”

“Yahh Lu.. where are you going?” yelling Xiumin from behind.

I am running to teacher room. Hoping that Seohyun still on there, and I saw her walking while holding a lot of books in her hand.

I am walking slowly..

We will face to face.

And I feel my heart beat being faster.

With a will I am trying speak usual.

“Here, I’ll help you.” said me and take over some books on my hand. I am walking to the class beside her.

“Actually, I can do it by myself.” reply her. Looking at another side. Maybe she is nervous like me.

Or maybe..

The truth is that she’s like me, and she’s to shy for looking at my face.

Maybe, this is my chance.

“Why you just silent..?” ask me.

“I am lazy talking with you.” said her.

“What! W-why..?” ask me, curious. She hate me?

“Because you’re liar..”

I am looking at her face.

“The house at the street corner our school.. you never going there, right?” said her.

“How.. how can you know that?”

“Because you never passing that street..”

Ahh.. she know that.

I was really-really happy. She know me.

“Ever kissed with a girl. Certainly, it was untruth too..”

Eh,

She heard that part too.

I was tottaly happy right now. Maybe, we’ll become friends after this.

“Why you can said that? You didn’t had the proof..”

“But I know..” said her.

“Kissed just held with the person who like each other...

But, I swear..

There isn’t girl who love you..

“If I were that girl..

  Certainly..

I won’t do that..”

...

...

...

I am..

I am blanked.

Everything was blur...

I can’t heard anything.

All I know,

I push her to the black board.

And..

I kiss her..

...

...

...

“PLAKK..!!!”

She strike me with eraser. There is bloods on my face..

It can’t be repeated.

I am running..

Running and keep running away from the school..

I want to disappear.

Like a fool..

The first girl that really-really I love.

And I kissed for the first time.

Never ever want to see me anymore..

If we were actors filming a love scene, and I’d  make a big mistake, we’ll try again..

But for me..

There are never repeating.