Pre Debut

Undeniable Uncertainty

 

 

Minseok felt overly conscious.

 

The higher ups in SM Entertainment skeptically stared at him from head to toe.

 

“At least he’s talented,” he heard them whisper to one another.

 

“But his body and face are a bit…” the other trailed on unsurely.

 

“It can be fixed in due time,” the first employee convincingly concluded.

 

Minseok bit his inner cheek and stood up stiffly.

 

What are they talking about?

 

Just a few days ago, when he was first given the news that he had placed highly in SM's singing competition, Minseok was more ecstatic than he could ever recount. He could not further contain his excitement when he was immediately accepted to train in the company and hopefully realize his dream as a singer.

 

However, all the positive energy completely drained itself out when he heard the powerful yet disrespectful employees in the company grimly insult him.

 

Minseok played with his fingers and bit his lower lip in obvious uncertainty. However, the "adults" who were standing merely five feet away from him did not take note of his troubled expression and movements. They simply continued blabbering on about what he did not fear in the past:

 

Weight, weight, weight.  

 

Surely, worth and talent was not measured by merely the physical appearance of a person, right?

 

He was no longer certain.                                                                                   

 

For the first time in his eighteen years of living, Minseok felt insecure. 

 

 

 

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Chapter 3 is up. I. DETEST. MYSELF.

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matchamatch
#1
Chapter 4: I weight more than him. Xiumin, you are not fat! Stop hurting yourself like thaaaatt
amyeah
#2
Chapter 4: 51kg?! thats how much i weigh and im a midget D: omg xiumin please stop hurting yourself with all this unnecessary dieting, you were perfect from the start and you still are! i don't understand how people can call him fat, he was probably one of the few idols that were at healthy weight :'(
Gikanuna #3
Chapter 3: XIUMIN YOU ARE NOT FAT OKAY YOU ARE AMAZING PLEASE STOP THAT KIND OF TY DIET METHODS YOU ARE HURTING YOURSELF :((
hope-and-dreams #4
Amazing so far!!! I wonder when u are going to update this?? I am going on vacation for 2 months. I hope there will be an update when I come back.
narcissistic
#5
ohmygod, i'm crying. that chapter was just...
ohmygod.
narcissistic
#6
Chapter 2: NO. NONONONONO.
MINSEOK BECAME MY BIAS BECAUSE OF TALENT. NOT APPEARANCE.
This is well-written and I really enjoy it.
I haven't read a good xiumin fic in a while.
Keep up the good work!
PatriciaKoiFish
#7
Chapter 1: NOOOOOO. I DISLIKE IT WHEN PEOPLE MAKE FUN OF HIS WEIGHT.
hope-and-dreams #8
Sounds like it is going to be an amazing story. And you are right he is not fat but rather he has a healthy body not to skinny and not to fat right in the middle. I have no idea where people get these perception from. And when are you are to update? This is a oneshot right?
EunhyukIsMyLife
#9
Sounds interesting. And, you're right. He's not chubby. He's just about right.
PatriciaKoiFish
#10
oh my god please. i'm crying already.