I dry my hair as I look at the mirror thinking how miserable can my life get. I'm having a hard time coping with everything. At first I thought I can do this with all this going on,

Coz he's here .... I know everything's gonna be alright coz he's there beside me. And now .....

I inhale deeply and reminisce about us me and him, when tough times come there's only one person I can only lean on and that's him my jiyongie.

[ FLASHBACK ]

I run like my is on fire as my teacher tries to catch me because  I'm being  so " disrespectful " ,  whatever I rolled my eyes as I run more .  I reach the rooftop panting heavily, dropping everything. I let my body connect to the cold floor as I try to calm my breathing. I close my eyes enjoying the feeling of the cold breeze breathing all the fresh air I can get. I stayed like that for a couple of minutes and finally flutter my eyes open just to be welcomed by those brown eyes , I didn't move didn't blink afraid that he'll be gone I brought my hand to caress his cheek I feel him stiffen but I just shrugged it off , I feel him relax and smiled at me.

" Ya.. Did you skip class again? “He asked staring at my eyes

I smiled here he goes again " I miss you " I blurted out not knowing how he'll react.

" Yaaa... Is something wrong your being all weird again “he said as he sat down grabbing me to sit on his lap.

" I just missed you " I said as I snuggle on the crook of his neck .

" I'm honored that you miss me and all but I know when there's something wrong now what is it ? " He looks at me with serious stare.

I smiled warmly thinking how well he knows me he’s the only who knows me like this beside my brother " My father file for divorce yesterday and wants my mom to sign it today which I didn't stay to know if she actually sign it " I chuckled bitterly

" What !! " He looks at me with shock “Why didn't you told me yesterday?” he asked with a worried voice

“I’m .... Ok, I know this will happen sooner or later with my dad's affair and all.  I know my mom knows it I mean everyone knows.   I'm just confused why she didn’t confront my father. Why did she let it go, just let him play with her?  Being stupid for treating him the same way even though she knows.   I know she knows..... I know "    I look at my lap and play with jiyong’s hand

" D-Dara... Th-They... Maybe they ..."    he stuttered not knowing what to say coz he himself don't know how to explain this kind of situation

" I'm just confused, that's all. I mean.... "    I chuckled bitterly and stare at jiyong
 

“It’s so irritating, so ing confusing! You know, like Why?!! Why would they get married, have a child, then just cheat and be numb. Like what the ?!! " I racked my hair frustratingly as I stare almost teary at jiyong 

" Then they just decide one day that they don't love each other anymore? Is that it ? Is that how it works? " I ask jiyong

"It’s confusing... I-I ... Don't understand" I look at jiyong as a tear escape from my eye, staring at him trying to search something in his eyes. Some answers maybe ....

He hugs me tightly and the tears that I’m trying to hold finally fall letting it all out. He rubs my back trying his hard to soothes me, whispering to my ear " it’s okay, everything’s going to be okay. I'm here, I'm here. “We stayed like that for couple of minutes until I calm myself and look at jiyong. He smiled at me and wipes my tears.

" Do you know that you’re the only girl who still looks beautiful while crying " I blushed and punch him playfully

I hugged him tightly inhaling his musky scent, snuggling in his warm and asked " If all this comes down , you'll be there right ? You won't leave me, you'll stay right? I looked at him almost pleading.

He looked at me seriously and held my shoulders “Even if the whole world turn they're back at you. Remember that you'll always have me and be there to protect you. Always at your side, just beside you. Even if we’re thousands of miles apart I'll run till my last breath just to reach you. Coz it’s you, and I'll do everything for you.

" So corny.... " I let my tears fall again and hugs him tightly

" Ya!! .... I already said those things and you’re still crying. Aishh this crybaby " he chuckled and hugs me again

[END OF FLASHBACK]

What happened to our promises jiyong, you told me you won’t leave me but still I’m here hurting, in pain… alone.

 Just keep reading guys I know my first few chapters but it'll get better I promise XOXO