Today is December 14th, 2012. Well, it is indeed past midnight.

We ended up watching Les Miserables. It probably wasn't the best choice because Luhan started sobbing like crazy when we got to the Eponine parts. His eyes were leaking like rivers and yet he still tried his best to cover them. He cried silently thinking that I had no clue.

"Um..."

"Yeah?" He replied to me without moving, thinking that if he did I would have seen his silly tears.

"I'm gonna get something to drink, do you want anything?"

"No..."

I went off to the fridge and brought out a six-pack of beer.

"Ah, beer?" Luhan asked me, looking at me, pulling one of the cans out.

"Yeah, you want?" I offered.

"Okay, just one is enough. Thanks."

I threw a can to him. He caught it with one hand.

"I didn't know you drink." Luhan asked me.

I sighed and popped open the tab. "I don't, really, but I have it around since my friends come over often."

One can down. The rebels were being shot at the barricade. They fell like rags, with the rags, flowing out of the windows. Luhan watched with open eyes, but he was no longer crying.

Two cans down. Eponine died and they sang, and sang, and sang. Then Cosette appeared, with the guy. Stuff happened. Good things, bad things... I don't quite remember.

Three cans down.

"Minseok, don't you think that's a little too much?" He was no longer afraid to look at me with his swollen eyes.

"I'm thirsty."

Four cans down.

"You sure you don't want any more?" I waved the remaining can at him. Luhan shook his head while shaking his first can in his right hand. "I still have some left... But you shouldn't drink anymore, Minseok..."

I grumbled and popped open the last can.

It was credits already. Luhan slumped back onto my couch. I think I was spread across his chest. My half empty fifth can was on the table. I didn't finish it.

We were complete messes. One with wet cheeks and a wet neck, and the other hopelessly drunk.

"Mmm, Luhan..."

His chest rose and fell steadily. He could have been asleep, but he was rubbing my back with his fingers in a circular motion.

"Does your head hurt?" He asked me.

"It has always been hurting, Luhan... All because of you... I hate you..." I bit my lips and spoke to his shirt."

"I could have guessed." His chest rose abruptly a few times, rumbling deeply with his soft chuckles. I suppose it was that.

I crawled up to his face. How many times have we been this close? I think it has been many times, countless times. Luhan liked being close, didn't he? Didn't he... Close, close, and closer. Closer, until our nose tips touched, and I could see his individual eyelashes on his half lidded eyes touching his cheeks, which were tinted from the tears. I never knew he was so emotional. It was kind of silly. Luhan softly parted his lips and slightly exhaled. It smelled like beer. I wonder what I smelled like then? I must have reeked. Of alcohol... Together. I closed in the last few gaps and placed my wet lips on his, they were still coated with beer I did not bother to wipe off. Luhan blinked slowly and leaned forward, deepening our kiss.

He broke the kiss and abruptly pushed me back so that my back was to the cushion of the couch. I stared at his eyes, which were glistening, not from the tears, but from something else I couldn't put my hand on.

He kissed me again this time, crashing his lips on mine. It sort of hurt, but my head was spinning. I closed my eyes and opened them again, but I still could not see anything. Just black. I could not feel my arms or my legs or my pulsating heart inside my chest, only my lips and mouth which were being ravished by the boy on top of me. I looped my arms around his neck and placed my hands on the back of his head, pulling myself towards him.

"Luhan, ahh..." I gasped the air as my heart stole away the oxygen.

"Mmm, Luhan..."

He placed a hand on my face and the corner of my eye, still not breaking the kiss. He slowly pecked away and nipped my lower lips, kissing me on my cheeks, my nose, my forehead, my eyes... He kissed me on my neck, my collarbones, my shoulders, and then my ears. And then he whispered something to me. Something along the lines of "I love you.", but I have already fallen asleep.
 

Good lord guys this was the first kiss scene I have ever written oh my goodness I could not!!! How was it? What do you think? Ahhhh... This was too much, I am so embarrased... I... I could never write anything more than this hahaha...;;;;;; I still cover my eyes and skim when comes up... Yeah...

Idk omg maybe I should learn how to write ... Do you guys want ? IDK HOW TO AHHH it will take me YEARS! Ahhhh;;;;!!! - screams and runs away -