Bad girl
Hate,Love (?) and...Hate once again or Love till the end?
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YOUR POV "I love you Jung Kyungmi. That's why I didn't tell you the truth." I stood there petrified. *what?* I blinked my eyes, not sure if I had heard right. He loved me? What.the.hell.was.happening. It didn't make any sense, what was he talking about?! Love? Me?! I shook my head, I was definitely imagining things. There was no way my bestfriend and at the same time my brother, could have that sort of feeling for me. I looked at him boring his eyes into mine, did he really say what I had heard? "W-what? W-what d-did yo-you say?" I asked to make sure I had misheard. He sighed resulting his fresh scent to linger around me due to the very small space between us. Cupping my face he brushed his thumbs against my cheeks and leaned his head in as if the space which separated us wasn't already little enough. I took a deep breath holding it in. What was he doing?! "Kyungmiah...I'm really sorry I didn't tell you...but I was afraid I could have lost you if I had told you the truth...you would have classified me as your brother and nothing more...I love you. You don't know how much Kyungmi." He whispered putting his hands on the wall as well as his arms were on the sides of my head, blocking me from running away. Our nose were touching, our lips less than an inch apart, my breath was practically his and vice-versa. I stared at him, still holding my breath in, as his eyes travelled down to my lips. Was he really going to do what I was thinking about? What could I do to stop him? I didn't want to hurt him any further by denying him the kiss, but I did not want him to misunderstand my actions too 'cause that would have hurt him even more. My heart started to race faster as he leaned nearer and nearer, that was my first kiss and he knew it. Was he really going to take it away? I quickly shut my eyes, waiting for him to place his lips on mine. But all I felt was his thumb brushing over my lower lip as his lips ever so lightly and gently pressed themselves on the corner of my mouth. I let the breath I was holding out, slowly opening my eyes to meet his. "I love you so much that I can't live without seeing your face for a day. I don't care if you don't feel the same towards me Kyungmiah, all I know is that I don't want to loose you even if that means only standing next to you as your friend or your bestfriend or your brother, I don't care, I'll be whatever you want me to be, as long as I can be with you I don't care..so please...forgive me for lying to you...I really can't stand another day without you talking to me, I can't stand it when you're avoiding me...please forgive me..." He stared at me, his eyes showing how hurt he was, how he longed for me, how he was pleading for me to forgive him. I couldn't look at him, it hurt me to see him hurting. He cared so much for me that he would have been anything to me if only I had let him stand next to me, he cared so much for me that he didn't dare to steal my first kiss away when he knew I would have let him do whatever he wanted, he cared so much for me that he didn't mind himself being hurt by me...I looked away as tears flowed down my cheeks. What could I do? I wanted t
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