Lu Han's POV

"BAO BEI!"

My eyes widened . What was she doing here? 

She threw herself for a hug.

And I.. I couldn't help but hug back.

"What are you doing here, Zhing Yi? And cut it with the Bao Bei."

I sighed and rolled my eyes.

"Is it wrong to visit you? And I'm never cutting it until you lose that baby face of yours."

She reached up to pinched my cheeks. I pouted but I slowly found myself smiling.

"AHEM.."

I froze. 

I turned around and there she was.. my wife. asking questions through her eyes.

"Luhan, who is she?"

I looked back at Zhing Yi.

"She is my..."

I was surprised to get cut off by Ha Kyung.

"I'm his housemate. And you must be his girlfriend?"

My eyes widened. What is she doing with that fake smile on her face?

She offered her hand out to the girl beside me. What is she thinking?

"No. This is Guo Zhing Yi, my best friend from China."

They shook hands.

I feel like I'm in that morning drama Ha Kyung watches.

I feel nervous.

"Oh, she's your best friend, really? I think I just heard the word Bao Bei?"

Ha Kyung's eyes met mine. I'm not lying to you, okay? She really is my best friend.

"Well,  Bao bei Luhan here has always been shy."

I laughed forcefully. Awkward.

"He's never been shy in front of me. In fact, he always comes off arrogant in my eyes. Arrogant and inconsiderate. He must really love you.."

Ha Kyung cocked her eyebrow at me.

"Yes, I love her. That's given since I've known her since the beginning of time."

I strongly expressed.

Hey, we're just friends.

But why do I have the urge to defend myself that we're nothing more?

Lee Ha Kyung's POV

Can this girl be more naive?

HELLO. Look around. Look up and stare at our wedding picture. Damn it.

"Want to have something to eat?"

Breathe, Ha Kyung.

".... if you're just housemates, what's this?"

FINALLY. FINALLY YOU USED YOUR EYES. She asked, pointing at the frame.

"Yes, that's just a joke we did. We're not anything.  We're nothing.."

I replied with a cocky grin. I am so pissed at Luhan right now. I want to hit him.

"What do you mean by that, huh? You can confidently say that? Why? Because you have Himchan?"

I was surprised to see a darker Luhan and obviously, a meaner one.

"When did Himchan get into the picture?"

"WHAT?! He's always been the picture. He's your best friend, right?!"

"Just like how she is yours."

I said referring to Chong feng something. Now let's just call her sam ting wong.

"And now what? You're going to go around town telling people we're NOTHING?"

So, he's raising his voice at me? HE CANT. Nobody has the right to do that to me.

"What is it to you?! Why do you care? You didn't seem to care about it when you denied me in front of national television? You didn't seem to care about me worrying all night if you were still alive or not?"

That's it. I'm at my limits.

"So, that's what this is about?! You're going to bring that up now, huh.  What in "I had to do it" did you not understand? I was protecting you! DAMMIT HA KYUNG. WHY CAN'T YOU STOP BEING SO STUBBORN?! "

"Yeah, you protected me! But what if I didn't need protection? What if I just needed EVEN A LITTLE BIT of recognition? I never asked for the public's acceptance. What's worse is it's you who can't seem to accept me!"

My voice cracked at the last sentence. Where did these underlying issues come from?

Tears started to form on my eyes.

"I'm sorry if you can't accept me! I'm sorry if I'm not good enough for you and I am most certainly sorry for not being her!"

I said frustratingly, pointing at that girl. I let tears fall from my eyes.

And I did the thing I know I do best.

I ran away.

Actually, I ran upstairs.

Not caring about the scene I have left behind.

I closed the door and locked it.

I never knew I felt like this.. affected.

But all along, I felt uneasy about this marriage.

I placed my hands on my forehead and corrected my self.

Right.

This isn't even an marriage.

Lu Han's POV

FINE! GO LOCK YOURSELF UP!

I still can't process what just happened.

It's not like we haven't fought, we have for what felt like a million times.

but this.. this is different.

What is her problem?

And what is this about me not accepting her?

WHAT PART OF HER DID I NOT ACCEPT?

I always involve her with my family and I try my best to be involved with hers.

I put up with her every single day. 

I let her meet my best friends. 

I... okay, maybe.. I didn't get to meet hers because I was drunk but still!

I don't get it. What does she want me to do?

Introduce her to the freaking press?

Is she even thinking about the consequences that would bring?

She is being so effing immature.

I did nothing but care about her.

Okay, fine. Maybe I did and said a few things I shouldn't have...

but I never... never told her that she wasn't good enough for me.

Aish! I don't know what to do anymore!

I mentally stabbed myself continuously 

but I was sent back to reality when I heard Zhing Yi.

"Wow. So Bao Bei, is it true?"

I didn't even bother because she knew..

"Why didn't you say something?"

When I looked at her.. her eyes were..

"I just couldn't.. I'm sorry"

She was crying.

"Because somewhere deep inside you, you knew I've always loved you.."

"That's not-"

"Don't deny it, Lu Han. You knew. But it all comes down to one thing..

.......

Do you love her?"

And I didn't know what to say or do.

Lee Ha Kyung's POV

"You knew. But it all comes down to one thing... Do you love her?"

My heart was beating wildly as I anticipated Luhan's answer.

They didn't know I was listening.

I got out of my room and heard.. like it was star-crossed or something.

Come on, answer. ANSWER.

OH WHY DON'T YOU JUST ANSWER HER?

"I don't."

Then, everything around me started to crumble down.

"Then, good. We can still give us a shot."

I started crying. Again. Like what the actual~

Why am I such a crybaby?

I started laughing at myself.

Damn, I'm so bipolar.

This is what you get when you hope, Ha Kyung.

This is what you get when you expect.

This is what you get when you start falling.

Falling? What am I even talking about?

No. I won't fall. I don't want to fall.

If he doesn't love me, then I sure as hell don't plan on loving him.

AND SO I'M BACK~~~

LU HAN, WHY? Y U SAY NO?

Anyways,

How have you been?

That was overly dramatic for me.

Sorry my update was overly late, too.

Did you like it? I sure hope you did.

Thank you for continuing to support a failure as an author. T_T

Thank you so much. I love you all.

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