'What is this? What happened with my pants, huh?' I thought I have zipped it properly. What the heck is happening here?

“Ye…”

“Ah, Siwonnie, I’m sorry, I think Ryeowook must have already gone. I didn’t see Kyuhyun awhile ago.” I explain to him.

He smiles at me and of course it affects me. I’m surely blushing right now. Well, who wouldn’t if you saw the one you crush is smiling handsomely at you. I want to touch his face but I can’t do that. Aish! Hand, please don’t do anything bad. I’m afraid he will get suspicious with me. He is already though.

Why Yesung, why do you have to like him? Why do you love him? He’s handsome. He’s rich. He’s the son of the owner of this school. It’s awesome. But, does he feel the same as me? Does he like me too? Or, he just wants me to keep nearing with that Kyu. Aigoo~ what should I do now?

I hear foot steps near me. Ah~ I was daydreamed when he was smiling. I’m sure he is thining that I am a girl who likes to daydream. Tsk! Kim Jongwoon, back to your sense, please!

“Yesung? Are you okay? You look tired.” He speaks sweetly. His dimple shows cutely there. ‘Touch, no… touch… no…’

“Ah… I’m sorry, I just thinking about something.” I rub my-not-itchy neck to pretend that I am definitely nervous.

His face changes into frown. He closes his body in front of me. He slowly makes his hands to my pants. ‘Kim Jongwoon!! You screw badly today!’ “You forgot to zip it properly. Lucky here are only us. If there’s someone seeing this, I’m sure they will you as soon as they saw this.”

After he tells me that, he pats my head and walks slowly to his classroom. It was embarrassing moment I ever had. I have to face palm myself.

I get back home late. Mom keeps calling me, telling me I should go home soon. She is frustrated I’m sure. I don’t know why. I feel like there is something might be happened. I hope not. Ryeowook can be burden if something comes out. He would be glad to call me too.

Ah, almost forget, why I am late? Kekekeke~ it’s because I had to wait until he had gone from my sight. The incident earlier made me still embarrassing. He shouldn’t do that, even he shouldn’t see it. How can I face him tomorrow, babo Jongwoon!

“Yah! What happened to you, hyung? You lost your track while going home? It’s too late. It’s already 8. Why?”

Ryeowook drags me to my room. I need to change my uniform first then I can eat my dinner.

“Ryeowook, can you let me change first?” I ask him bored.

“Why? You can change…” he teases me.

“Well, my hands are only two. If you cling onto one of them then the other may be hard to do its work. Do you get it?”

He nods and let go off of me.

“Hyung… is there something…”

Someone stops him from talking. Mom comes so quickly. “Honey… I have surprise for you…” Mom~ no~

“What?”

“You will like it.” She smiles wider. I shake my head and say no to her. “Why? This is amazing.”

I don’t want to hear mom saying anything else, so I grab my back and drag my nagging brother to go out. “I will accompany this brother, mom! Don’t wait for us! We will back home a bit late!” I shout in one breath. I think see can hear it clearly because she shouts back at us.

“Be careful!”

Aah~ finally, I thought she was worried because I got kidnap or something due to come back late. But she came about something else. It might be a girl. Aish! I hate girls! Well, not my mom. Kekeke~ by the way… this kid next to me is really helpful. Sometimes he can be a reason for me to escape from mom. Nah, that’s not my fault he likes me more than mom. See? He even doesn’t fight or object me awhile ago.

But still, Ryeowook is annoying.

“Hyung, don’t be quite. I know you are thinking about me. You bad mind me, right?” Ryeowook says with sad face.

I ignore him.

“I can read it from your mind. Hyung, be honest to me. Do you like me as your brother or you hate me as like your real father?”

I got gosh bum when he mentions about my father. Instantly I remember what had happened at school. He came to me and, and….

“Hyung… What happened? Why are you staring at me like that?” I can hear his voice is trembling.

‘No, Ryeowook. I don’t hate you as much as I hate him. I just feel you annoying.’

I gulp and leave him alone there. I don’t want to think about anything else. I want to go somewhere, somewhere I even don’t know where it is. I don’t want to bother him. He can go back alone. He… Wait. I stop my track and see Ryeowook is still there. But it shocks me with tears are running on his cheeks while he is still staring at me.

“Hyung. I’m sorry if I made you mad. I didn’t mean to. I just want you to know I love you, but you seems doesn’t like me. I’m sorry. I just have dad and you and mom came to us. I feel happy for it. I could have a brother. And I want you to be happy too. Hikss.. hikss..” he keeps crying.

I sigh. I feel like being stupid today. First, I felt jealous because Sora. Second, I fainted just like that in front of him that I even don’t like to see him anymore. Then I was being piggy back by Siwonnie. My pants, oh my! It’s so embarrassing remember it again.

I walk back to him and my hands work by themselves. I hug him tightly. He keeps crying. I don’t care what other people say about us. I just want him now I don’t hate him. I- I like him as if he’s my true brother not my step one. “Stupid.”

“Hiksss… “

“Stop now, Wook. I’m sorry… I just feel tired.”

“You mad at me. You- hiksss- you looked at me like that.”

I chuckle. “Is my staring that scary for you?” I keep hugging him. He hugs me back and deepens his face on my chest. “Sssh~ I hate my brother crying like a kid. It’s more annoying than you nag.”

He laughs while sobbing… oh my! How can I hate this little human? He’s too cute… ‘I’m sorry Wook, for always thinking bad about you.’