You are the most beautiful person I ever seen. Your beautiful eyes, your smile, your contagious laugh, all of that are engraved in my heart.

If only I have the courage to tell you how much you mean to me, how much I miss you. I miss us. We were close to each other but yet I can’t find your heart anymore.

“Do you like me?” Tiffany asked.

 I remember that question but yet I can’t say yes. And yet I lied to you.

Taking a deep breath, and looking into your eyes. "No." I said.

Saying those words with a bitter smile.

How can i tell you the truth? I was scared. I don't want to lose you. I rather if i just buried this feeling than to lose you. 

You just stood there smiling and left. 

That was the last day I saw you.

The last night we sleep together.

The last time I saw your smile

.

The last time I heard your laugh.

The last time we talked until morning.

The last time I'm happy.

“I’ll be back soon.” That is the last word you said to me. 

But I know you won’t. Some voices telling me you won’t come back. I still hope, hoping one day you showed up in front of my door and smile. 

The moment you step your foot out of the door, i missed you so much. Never in my life I miss someone this badly. Everyday and every night i cried regreting and asking " what if ". 

All i ask is another chance, and if I got the chance I wont hold back. I will tell you everything. I will tell you how much I love you, how much I need you, how much you mean in my life. 

Here I am, waiting for you. Waiting for the time comes for me to tell you everything.

Hoping everyday you will knock my door and enter into my heart.

I can promise you, I won’t let you hurt anymore. I can treat you better than anyone treated you.

So just please..please..I'm begging..please...

“Please come back to me Fany. “