Ah Ri's POV

.... but I guess I'm not your everything .

Bang Minsoo . People call him CAP . Ask anybody , who doesn't know CAP ? The scary looking guy . No one likes him (except his gang - The Coalesce). People don't even bother him. Everyone will do anything just to avoid him and The Coalesce . They think CAP is terrifying , cold- hearted , hot -tempered , and boring , different than I am . He is my first crush and I've been infatuated over him for about two years now . I have never like any guy this much before . I think about him almost every second ! I don't really know what is happening to me . It's disturbing but I like it ...

"  Ah Ri , Are you serious ! You like that monster CAP ? ",  my bestfriend , Juniel , told me .

" There is nothing wrong with that  Juniel... I mean ... he's handsome , I like his eyes ." ,I replied

" You know what ? I may not be a Matchmaker but you're not his type . Look at him , there , does he look like a guy who could dance with you in the rain ? No . He may just take you on a date at the graveyard ! "

          We both laughed our hearts out but deep inside me I hate her for saying that . though I hate myself more for liking him . She's right , he didn't even talk to me . Well , he didn't really talk to other people as well . But i am dreaming of a guy who can dance with me , funny , easy-go-lucky , and garrulous . Yes , totally different from CAP .

I just looked at him from afar and smiled .

" If the destinity has decided that I am not yours oppa then it's okay with me , I am already grateful to Heaven for giving me this eyes just to see you from afar "

" BOO ! Hey beautiful " , L.Joe poked my waist from behind .

" Yah Jo Jo , how many times must i tell you , don't do that ! I'm serious , next time you do that i might proceed to the hospital ! "

" Beautiful my girl , oh - oh girl , oh - oh  girl " , ignoring my nagging , he continued dancing around me singing my favorite song Beautiful by Beast . Suddenly , he stopped and he walked closer to me . Closer enough until i could listen to his breath .

" OMO , I think i have to leave now , bye ! ", Juniel uttered,  she always made excuses when I'm in this kind of situation !

" Hello ~ Juniel ~ , I really need your help here ! " , I mumbled quietly while looking at her . Suddenly , L.Joe placed both of his hands on my arms .

" I Love You ", he whispered to my ear .

          Like always , I pushed him , slowly , to keep a distance between us .

" You know it right ? " , I asked him . It's not actually a question , It's a statement . Then , I turned my back at him and started to walk away when suddenly L.Joe shouted ,

" Ah Ri , I know ! But I will never give up . You are here , in my heart , forever ... "

           I stopped for a few seconds , I wanted to turn back and tell him that he shouldn't . He should just give up . I like CAP . NO . I love him . There was no way for L.Joe to change that . But , I knew it was useless  . It has been three years , and he just never stop . I told him for a thousand times throughout these years but nothing changed , he always tell me that " I will never give up " . I never had a choice but walk away . I left that romantic guy again . I wish i can force myself to like him , but i can't . I just .... can't . My heart is occupied by CAP , and him alone . The guy who never had spoken to me  , who never notice me even once  . I can't help that but I like it ....