Waves of Emotion
Crazy Stupid LoveNothing is permanent in this world but change. After the emotional encounter with Jiyong's parents, I was having a change of heart to my mother. But still the anger I've felt was not gone. It's not easy to erase that part. I've been contacting my father and also Sanghyun to know how are they and of course to know what's happening between my mother and the other family. They told me that they are still contacting with each other but they are not talking about the marriage anymore.
That's better. I guess.
Talking about change, Jiyong too changed. Not in the bad way anyway. He became too busy in the company, we hardly see each other. I think this month is one of the busiest months they have. I convinced myself to understand him and try to be patient because this will pass. It's not like my boyfriend is a student who have many free time; but my man is a business man and he doesn't have many free time.
One night I've waited him to come home but I only fell asleep on the living room. But when I woke up, I am already in my room. Smiling, I got up and went to his room to check on him because I've missed him so much. Maybe I could sneak some warm cuddle. Slowly, I turned the knob and got inside his room. It was really dark, no sign of any light from the lamp.
"Jiyong?" I called silently, "are you there?"
No answer.
Did he go back to work already? At this wee hour? Did he even went home? Who carried me to my room? Did I sleep walk?
Oh gosh.
I crawled on his bed and hugged his pillow to sleep. I missed you so much, Mr. Kwon ...
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To: Jiyong ^^
From: Dara
"Mr. Kwoooon~ I miss you :( Please eat on time neh? I love you <3"
SENDS.
It was one of the many texts I sent him today. He haven't replied though but it is okay because he is super busy. I'm afraid that if I will call him, I might distract him from his work and he will get mad at me.
NO NO NO NO NO~ I don't want that to happen ~ Andwae
I shall behave and do my duty as a student.
The day went by quickly but still I didn't receive any replies from him. I am itching to go to the company to visit him but I am bombarded with school works that will be due in a few days. What shall I do? Ugh!
I went back home to find Jihyun busy coloring her new activity book. I kissed her head and sat down b
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