[NEWS YEARS]

You woke up at 4 am... Whatever happened yesterday, you hated it... You head starts to hurt and your heart starts to have this weird pain... You looked in your drawer for your ibuprofen, and shallowed it.. You took the water bottle out of your 24 water bottle case and drank half of your water... I sigh and looked at the dark night sky... The sun didnt rise yet but you could see the shiny stars and the bright moon... Please dont cry, you said to your self... You just remembered you had no school... Ugh, how you hate vacations.. Staying home and doing nothing... You walked to the wall near your door... You pushed the door and it opened... All your clothes you brought that you hid from baekhyun was here... 

You looked at yourself in the mirror... "Am i really not that pretty? or Am i fat?" You said... You sigh and then lifted up your shirt that only showed your back and stomach... The red marks havent faded yet.. You looked at yourself and started crying... "Sungyeol, if this didnt happen.. I would be happy and smiling..." You thought... You wiped off your tear and changed your clothes... 

You finished changing and went back to your bed... And closed your secret closet door... You looked at the time... Its already 5? You looked surprised and saw the sun rising up... You just decided to go downstairs since in your room was boring... Today, is new years... [i had to skip christmas and new years eve, sorry]

You walked downstair and you saw l.joe and kumi sleeping on the couch... Aww, l.joe and kumi looks so cute, you thought. You walked out the door to go outside... It was cold but you didnt care... You walked to the near by park which was the park where l.joe caught you a 1 week ago... I felt a little weird taste in your mouth.. You thought you did a little baby barf inside... But then you had this cough..  It was hard... You coughed out blood... And you caught some blood in your hand.. You wiped your hands with your napkin you had in your pocket... Your hands were not red that much but you could see the pink left behind... You knew what was happening to you... It wasnt you that control yourself to be different but the mark that made you like this... You then remember the day you got the mark and left the building hearing that if you stay with them you wouldnt suffer or die.. "Im not going to go with them.. No matter what happens... I rather die than live this life... Please make this be gone or ill die in the hands of sungyeol..." you thought... You checked your phone... It was 7 am... That fast? you thought... You rushed home thinking that nobody will notice... When you arrived home, everyone was staring at you.. You held your hands where they couldnt see the palms... You rolled your eyes and just sat on the table... Pretending to text someone or call someone.. You went to the sink, to wash your hand... Hiding the evidence... You felt you wanted to cough, so you went upstairs to your room.. And once again, you coughed out blood... But at least you covered it with a napkin..  You threw the napkin to the trash can and sanitized your hands with hand sanitizer... You went downstairs seeing everyone gone.. You shurgged and saw a note... "Ahreum, we all went to go get chunji... Hes in Incheon.. So, we'll probably be home at 7 pm... "Yes... Home alone..." you yellled... You were happy... You didnt have to see them for the whole day... Then the door opened.. "Were back" they all said

Your face turned sour again... 

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Long update again(:

Ill do a double update.. 

Whos an ELF? Who watched Super Junior M- Break down mv?

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I just love Eunhyuk's, Henry's and Sungmin's hair.. Ryeowooks voice<3

Just a heads up... Im going to start the next chapter starting at school...

And i have a question... What korean drama are you currently watching? I need to entertain myself when im bored...