wow, i even update the author's note late; orzorz.

so hey guys c: this ff has come to an end, and i know it's slightly ambiguous but i hope it was pretty understandable. if not, well, that's why i'm giving you this. now, as an author, i completely understand that the readers may take on a different perspective of this whole story than i might have tried to portray. i'm not saying you are wrong since you are free to think whatever and take whatever you did from this ff; however, what i'm trying to explain/discuss is the plot portion and not the pretext/message of the ff. i mean, you learn whatever you learn from this story (and i'll be more than ecstatic to know that this story was able to show any message at all).

inspiration; the first thing that came into my head from the lyrics in the description was possession and how you think you own something when in reality, it owns you. you become so engrossed and obsessed with it that your mind can't help but think of "it" and nothing else. to me, that shows that you are captured. and so, the idea of a possessive lover came forward. the said lover would do anything to have the special someone. he (kris) becomes obsessed, and this obsession leads to craziness. so, in reality, the girl had him. oh, and this whole ordeal's muse was going crazy by song jieun. 

characters; i actually had absolutely no intention to bring yixing into this, but i felt that it was somewhat necessary to have a third-party observe th