four.

Wu Fan is unsure how much time has passed nor does he care. Days are endless, nights are endless, and the scent, the presence, of your body still floats in the bedroom. Kris, few days after burying your lifeless body, decided to keep the memory-filled room precisely the way it was before you had decided to end your life to preserve the manifestation of you in this sanctuary.

But now, the presence you left only bothers him and suffocates him. Regret overshadows him, disallowing him to move on – physically and emotionally. Despite Yixing’s constant comforting words, Wu Fan does not feel comforted and only shrugs his friend away with a rough shove. When left alone, his mind wanders into the past where his memories of you are kept.

He can only think about you and the time he had been able to spend with you. How he wishes that he can go back to that time to cherish you and treasure you. Regret fills him and swallows him whole. He can feel a slight yet sharp pain in his chest. At times, he wonders if something is wrong with him.

The times he had you in his hands are gone and will remain so forever.

     END OF PART TWO

a/n;; yes. an update. but it's so fu