“Yunho~sshi.... Be ready in 15 minutes okay?!”

I hear the PD calling me from the door. I reply it with a simple ‘yes’ and he left. I look around and smile to myself. It is the dressing room for the artist. I’ve been sitting here for almost 30 minutes now since my stylist finished with my make up ad hairdo.

I really am not interested in this evening program. From the whole TV programs and variety shows, why do I have to attend this one? Why do I have to tell my problem to the whole country? Why? I want to keep everything related to myself as a secret, but then there are thousands of people out there want to dig out my personal problem.

Sigh….

“Should I do this?” I close my eyes and rub something on my neck, my necklace.

I grip the pendant tightly and stand up, “Should I really do this?”

‘Why not, Yun?’

I open my eyes and smile. I kiss my pendant and walk outside meeting the other artist that gathered on their seat already.

“Ready for the amazing story, Yunho?” I feel a light tap on my shoulder and I bowed respectfully to my sunbaenim, Lee Seunggi.

“Ah, ne….”

“Make sure you beat all of them up” he gives me reassuring smile.

“But, what can I share with you all? I don’t really have an amazing story”

He is silent for a while before looking at me and smile again, “Why don’t you….” He reach his right hand to my chest and pull out my necklace.

“Why don’t you share this necklace story for us to hear? I see this pendant like forever since you are debuted up until now. No artist keeps the same jewelry for the whole time unless it is really precious to you” he puts the jewel back.

I look at the pendant, the square pendant with 2 diamonds in it, it shines beautifully, it is twinkling in my eyes as if approving the idea of my sunbaenim.

I look up and meet his eyes again, “Trust me” he smiles gently before go to his spot as the MC.

I take a look on my pendant for the last time and take a deep breath, “I can do this” I say to myself and off to the stage and sit on my chair.

I grip the pendant and close my eyes, began to write something on the small black board beside me like the others do. I smile to my own writing and place it carefully again. I can do this.... Please give me strength Jae.... I love you...

“Okay! Everybody be ready in 3…. 2…. 1….”

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