It's so cold! Why can't it be summer again? I hate the cold and the wind. It messes up my hair, the hair i just spent 2 hours trying to style and now the wind comes along and ruins it. 

Who am I kidding, I'm not mad at the wind. If anything I'm mad at myself. The chance was there, I could've told him. Told him everything. Told him how I felt, how for 8 longs years, I have loved his stupid face. I should have just said it, even if had ran away with pure disgust, at least I would have known how he truly felt about me.

"Jiyong, wait up!" I turned around.

"Oh hey, Seunghyun." 

"Jiyong, are you okay? you seemed a little out of it today. Is anything wrong?" He asked with his cutest voice. Dammit! He knows. Alright Jiyong, time to bring in your fabulous acting skills.

"Yeh, I'm fine." Dammit Jiyong, what was that? Looks like my acting skills have failed me, again.

"Okay, well I'll see you tomorrow. Hey Jiyong, it's christmas eve tomorrow! Yay!!" God he was so cute when he was excited. "Well I gotta go now Jiyong, Bye!"

God why does he have to be so cute? I hear my phone ringing in my pocket.

"Hello?"

"Hey Jiyong-hyung. It's Daesung. Where are you?"

"What do you mean? I have just left the building."

"Oh, I didn't see you leave. Well, don't forget about the christmas party tomorrow."

"What Christmas party?" I didn't hear of any christmas party. Maybe Daesung is trying to prank me again. 

"Don't worry, it's just going to us five. No-one else. So don't forget!"

"I won't" I chuckled to myself. 

"Well bye hyung!" He hung up. 

Oh crap! That means Seunghyun is going to be there! What if we get left in a room, alone? Jiyong you're being stupid. Oh god, it's so freaking cold. 

I run home. Pull my keys from my bag, and struggle with the lock. Damn! Why does it have to be so hard to get in hear when it's cold and raining. My hair is going to be ruined. Ack!!!

I run inside and change into my warm pajamas. I sink into the warm embrace of my bed, and fall asleep almost straight away.