Why? Why did I kiss her? Friends don't kiss. Right? I just... I lost all restraint. I could have killed her. No I have much more control than that. I could have easily let my secret out. Just by kissing her. I my lips, My fangs elongated in hunger. I stood up flipped the tv off and headed up to my room. In truth I wish Kyungsoo was here. He and Jongdae had gone home to see family for a week.  I ripped my mini fridge open and pulled a bottle of blood out of it. I hunted for my cellphone. Where was it? Found it! I qucikly dialed Kyungsoo's number and waited.

"Hello?" Kyungsoo asked into the phone.

"Hey Kyungsoo." I replied.

"Kai whats wrong?" He asked. I sighed.

"You know that girl Rowan that I'm friends with?"

"Yes." He replied sounding bored. I began my whole story from a week ago Kyungsooi agreeing into the phone.

"So you're in love with her?" He asked. I huffed.

"I don't know but I know that I want her." I blurted. He gave me a hasty goodbye saying that he had a shoot and hung up. I plopped down on my bed. The summer was coming to a close and fall was approaching. I decided to go over to Rowans house she should be asleep by now. Maybe she likes that new teenage craze twilight. If I watched her sleep maybe she'd fall for me like Bella did Edward.

I opened my blinds Rowan's house was pitch black. I felt like a creeper. Eh Rowan will like it. I walked over to Rowans house; Well I creeped over. I could see her bedroom window. Of course the biggest tree was in my way. I slid up into the branches. My shirt caught on of the branches; successfully tearing a couple of long rips in it. Rowan's window was open and I lunged in. My feet landed lightly on the wooden floors. I looked at Rowan. Rowan's curly brown curls were fanned out on her pillow, Her eyelashes lightly touching her face. I sighed she was so cute, she had the covers up to her shoulders and was curled on her side. I walked cautiously to her bed. She looked so peaceful. I sat down my arms wrapping arou