After getting ready for school, I walked.     I didn't take my car.     No, I walked.     I'm too depressed to even drive. I'll probably get into an accident and die. Well, actually, that doesn't sound too bad since my life . I mean, Hyosung, who was my entire life, dumped me because of a stupid misunderstanding with Jinri.      Life is over.     Like .     I hate life.     Kill me.     You know, maybe some people are right. Sometimes I hear people say that I don't deserve life because I'm a , because I'm terrible. Well, maybe they're right. Maybe I am terrible.     I play with girls' minds and then use them. In the end, they only recieved heart break.      They only thought that I loved them. They were wrong the whole time. But I'm only like this for one reason, this only happened because of one reason.     Hwang Miyun.     She just had to ruin my life. She played with me, she played with my heart. I knew that very well, but I didn't know that she was this cruel. I didn't know that she was this mental. If I had known, I probably wouldn't have dated her, I wouldn't have loved her. But I didn't know, so I did date her, I did love her.     I loved her so much, but all that time, she didn't love me.     So this is why I've become the I am right now. Because she played with me, I should play with others.     I'm wrong.     I shouldn't have done that. Just because