http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-QZlYEchNB8   Infinite H- Without You         Ugh, I can't believe that stupid Jinri! I ing hate that ty ! HER. I can't believe that actually happened, GOD DAMMIT. What do I do now? What can I do now? I've lost the person I loved most without even realizing it. Sure, Hyosung was super annoying at times, but it was only because she loved me, she cared for me like no other. And I actually helped Jin- ah I don't even want to say her name. I just- I can't believe that happened so fast, so quickly.     I guess you really don't realize you love them until they're gone, until you lose them forever.     I never thought that I'd feel this way. The Bang Yongguk is heartbroken. I mean seriously, I am heartbroken. But it's only because I really loved her. I loved Hyosung more than anyone else. I've dated other girls before, but Hyosung- Hyosung was someone special. She was always there for me, even when I was mad and didn't want anything to do with her. She still stuck by me no matter what. I guess she really loved me.     It must've hurt her so much to see Jinri and I together.     More than I can imagine.     So this is what it feels like to be loved and then tossed away like . I didn't know this was how the girls feel after I dump them. I didn't know that I hurt them so much. I took their ity, and then I throw them away like a used tissue.     That's so mean of me.     It's late. I should sleep.     I'm sorry Hyosung.         I woke up early the next morning.      How the hell am I going to face Hyosung?     I can't even look at her without feeling guilty, without feeling like crap.     It's not what she- I mean I didn't want to- I just- sigh. I can't even explain. That's how terrible I am. I'm  horrible pe