Chapter 5: Wishing To Forget

Li Rin's POV:

As we reach the ride I notice something. It's a two person ride only... "Looks like it's only a two person ride...Chanyeol you can ride with her I'll take the next one." Kai says. Wait! Don't put me next to that weirdo! I think as Kai pushes me onto the ride beside Chanyeol who's grinning like crazy. Is he that excited? It's just a roller coaster...Hasn't he ever been on one before? I'm thinking on whether I should just wait it out and let Chanyeol go by himself or if I should come along with him.

He'll probably be screaming in my ear the whole time...I hate it when people do that! I'm mute not deaf...Well for now anyway...But before I can make a decision the bar on the ride comes down locking me underneath it. Well it looks like I'll be riding...I haven't been on one in so long...Not since the Paradise days...Sungah, Hana, Shin Hye...Suzy too...I miss them all.

I start to remember the past, where Sungah, Hana, and Shin Hye would always go to amusement parks, and the movies.  Where the crowd would go crazy when they saw us on stage. I remember the fans, the screams, the butterfly jitters, I remember it all the good and the bad...but mostly the bad. The bad overcomes the good, and is too overpowering... I suddenly feel the life getting out of me, the happiness leaving my body. I all of a sudden don't feel like going on this