Igeon Jinli Ingeoda (This Is The Truth)

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4 years later.

_Cho Mansion _

There a middle age woman who lie in her bed, curved into smile when she open her eyes and see someone standing near her bedroom door.
Her son
Finally, after 4 years waiting, her son is back,
Her only son 
She open her arms, she want to hug her son
And her son walk toward her and hug her, tears fall from her eyes, she finally can hug her son again.

“Umma please, don’t cry, ne ? I’m back just like what I promise to you 4 years ago” his son whipped her tears away.

“Changmin. . .you back” Mrs.cho asked weakly

“Umma, mianhae for making you wait 4 years, I remember everything umma, my name is Shim Changmin, I had brother his name is Shim Choikang, he is death years ago, and after his death kyuhyun committed suicide, I’m such a moron didn’t I umma ? try to forget everything, by lock all my memories about them, act like everything was okay back then”

“No. you’re nor moron my son, I know you want to forget everything but we cant just erased it from my memory, but I see . .now you are ready to face the truth, my son, have you seen you father ?”

“yes umma, he told me if he need to go to England soon,I’m feel sorry to him”

“Why . .” Mrs. Cho caressed his son cheek

“Kyuhyun was died in front of me, but I cant do anything to save him”

“you’ll save him, if you’re doesn’t has mental disability, changmin . . I have something for you, I found it in kyuhyun desk after he was buried”

“What it is umma ?”

“Kyuhyun letter”

“letter ?”

“here” Mrs. Cho handed the letter to changmin, she know he’s son is anxious to find out what written in there, she never open the letter even just one. 
“I know changmin, go outside and read it”

“Thank you umma”

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Changmin Bedroom

He sat in his bed
Slowly he open the letter
He want to find out what was written in there, but in the same time he didn’t want to read it he wnt to keep it, he didn’t want to know the truth.
But 4 years in America make him aware, shiwon will stand by his side when he need him
He know shiwon love him and he love shiwon too, but kyuhyun still have special place in his heart.
He took a deep breath and red the story

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Cho Kyuhyun

When you read this, maybe I was dead, no I must be dead, hehehe you must be scold me right now, because I’m so stupid, die because of love. But changmin the pain that I feel after choikang dead is to heavy, everytime I look at you, I always imagine you as choikang, I don’t know about your feeling,don’t know what do think so I just can guess it, first maybe you don’t mind if I imagine you as your brother, second maybe you think I’m such a because I’m not play fair.

I’ll tell you the truth, we cant just love one person, in this world we love a lot of people, we love umma, we love appa, we love our friend, I love choikang and I love you, yes I love choikang, choikang is my boyfriend, there something in choikang that make me put my interested in him, he is so calm, gentle, and mature, every word that’s comes out from him mouth always make me calm, when the first time I meet you I’m so shock, you’re so different from choikang, you’re childish, spoiled you’re nothing to compare with choikang, but as the time passes I found if you’re so honest and kind, your innocent make me feel if I want to protect you, I love choikang and I love you too.

But I don’t want to be called greedy, because I want to have both of you, I want to love some one I love with all my heart, so that’s why when I choose choikang I’ll never betray him, I know I’m not deserve your forgive, but I just want you to know the truth behind my action.

If I met you first, maybe I’ll choose you, but we cant change fate, I pray for your happiness changmin, I believe if God will give you the best, and you will find someone who can love you with all of his/her heart.

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Tears fall from his eyes
But his lips curved into smile, he feel sad bat happy in he same time.
He bring the letter to his chest and hug it deeply.

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“changmin ah what are you doing” a handsome man walked toward him and hug him

“Burn it” changmin aswerd with smile that never fade from his face since he read kyuhyun letter

“What it is? That’s look old ” the handsome man ask with curiosity

“of course it is, you silly, this is kyuhyun last letter for me, he wrote it before he committed suicide 4 years ago” changmin explain

“What ? why do you want to burn it? What does he say?” he asked

“he said he love me” changmin answer

“don’t you want to keep it ? I mean finally you know about his feeling toward you”

“You are not jealous” changmin teased that man, and his smile change into smirk

“Of course I’m Jealous” that man told him and kiss his lips

“Kyuhyun was my past but you are my future shiwon”

“your sweet word sound like toxic to me, the word that can make me love you all of this time, the time when I meet you years ago, I think you’re an angel but now I know, the angel I love have a devil side in him” shiwon start to kiss changmin chest and his hand began rub changmin thigh, he changmin clothes and changmin pants, changmin that completely in his lap whispered something in his ear

“Yes I’m an angle that have devil side, don’t you like both of my side”

“ I love both of your side changmin, because there’s nothing perfect in this world, but I a sure something love completely just for you”

“I cannot promise you if I’ll love you 100% but I’ll stay by your side and love you until god take my live away”

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Somewhere else far from seoul
-England-

“How is he ?”

“He’s completely fine right now Mr.Cho”

“Can I see him now, doctor?”

“yes Mr.Cho, this way please” a doctor guided Mr.Cho into some room and he opened the door. Mr cho smile began to appear , and he greet the person that sit near the window with newspaper in his hand

“How are you feeling ? my son, Kyuhyun ?”

The end ~

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