Today, i wander in my memory

I’m passing around on the end of this way

You’re still holding me tightly, even though i can’t see you any more

I’m losing my way again

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Kyuhyun POV

I watched him closely without blink.

And I thought it was fine. I only looked at him closely.

I still remember his smile, his touch and his scent.

How I missed him so much. But now I only look at his tombstone.

His cold body lay in the coffin with peace smile.

I cried all day and night with so much passion I gave to him.

But now in front of me, I look at the same smile again.

My eyes widened when I sees his smile again.

But my heart ripped into pieces when I know it’s not him.

End of POV

It can’t be if it’s not you

i can’t be without you

it’s okay if i’m hurt for a day and a year like this

it’s fine even if my heart’s hurts

yes because i’m just in love with you

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Kyuhyun still look at Changmin without blink

“Hyung…….. Why are you look at me like this?” Changmin asked him innocently.

Kyuhyun just look at him then left.

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When Kyuhyun left Changmin . he only look at him confused

“ What’s wrong with hyung?” Changmin asked himself.

He asked silently Then he started to build sand castle again.

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Kyuhyun walked to his mansion with stoic expression like he always have.

And when he entered the door his mother approach him.

“Did you have fun with that idiot ?” She smirked and held her cigarette.

“SHUT UP!!!!” Kyuhyun shouted.

“YAHH!!!! How dare you!?” His mother ask with shock expression

Kyuhyun walked past her

“Don’t ever you walked without my permission ” She held him.

Kyuhyun look at her with sharp eyes

“Giving birth wasn’t make you became a mother. But torturing your baby make you become a real mother”.

*SLAP*

His mother was slapped him hard on his cheek.

“You ungrateful child. Don’t you have a manner!!? ” His mother widened her eyes but Kyuhyun just walked past her.

He doesn’t care about his mother cursed he went to his room.

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When he enter his room. He kneel down on the floor and cry softly.

He cried alone on the floor the starts to remember about his painful memory.

i cannot send you away one more time

i can’t live without you

it can’t be if it’s not you

i can’t be without you

it’s okay if i’m hurt for a day and a year like this

it’s fine even if my heart’s hurts

yes because i’m just in love with you

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