“choikang” whispered kyuhyun to no one, he felt like dying after choikang leave him forever .

“choikang why you leave me alone ? don’t you remember our promise? Our love ?” kyuhyun cried alone in his room.

“wait for me my love . . . we’ll meet again” and with that, kyuhyun closed his eyes, waiting for god to take his life, he can’t live in the world without his lover beside him.

Suddenly his heard his father shouted his name . . but he can’t open his eyes anymore, he remember someone, someone that he must protect, because he promise choikang to take care of him . . .

Changmin. . . . choikang twins . . .

He should be at last, say sorry and goodbye to him . . . .

He hope someday changmin will remember everything . . . .

He’ll pray to the god for the last time. .

He pray for changmin happiness, he wish changmin will meet someone that can take care of him, love him with all of his/her soul .

He knew, changmin will never understand this situation now but someday he’ll that’s why He wrote a letter for changmin, that someday changmin will know the truth behind his action, and changmin will forgive him.

He chuckled to him self. Choikang must be angry at him. Because he cannot fulfill choikang last wish. He need to make an excuse for his lover later.

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He is so shock, he tried to call his son name. but his son still don’t open his eyes.
What’s wrong ? he look at his son hand, he know now, he cut his wrist, he start to panic , what should he do.
But he start to calming himself after he look at smile in his son face
He knew, if his son finally find his happiness, he can stay with his lover .
Choikang .
But at least, he still want to safe his son .

“appa ?” he turned my head after heard changmin call him

“changmin”

“why hyung sleep ? appa why don’t you wake him up” he asked innocently

“changmin call your umma, hurry up honey” he ordered

He called his wife and some maid to help him bring kyuhyun body to hospital
he told changmin to stay at home, because even changmin isn’t his son by blood, he still love him like his own son . he didn’t want changmin became sadder and sadder than now.
Enough . 
Changmin already suffer enough.
He lost his twins brother
And now 
His secret love . . . his brother’s boyfriend . . . 
Fate is so cruel

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One week later

After 6 days kyuhyun in hospital, finally kyuhyun leave this world forever .

_In Kyuhyun Funeral_

Everyone that attend this funeral always say to changmin

“I’m so sorry”

“he’s good boy”

“he’s not deserved to die”

“be strong, don’t be sad”

But Mr.Cho knew if they didn’t mean it. He knew behind his back. they laugh. Because finally, his son die and they think , they will inherit his wealth because changmin has mental disability.
But they wrong .
He will do everything to make changmin remember.

“Mr.Cho ?” he turned his head after heard his name called

“Mr.Choi ? how are you doing ?” he ask polite

“Fine, I feel sorry for your lost, and please don’t call me Mr.Choi I feel so embarrassed, I’m still 21. Mr Cho, just call me shiwon”

“No problem Shiwon ssi”

“Do you have anything to say Shiwon sshi, after your call yesterday, I can help but feel so curious about your request”

“ahh . .yea . . . this is about you son”

“My son ? you mean changmin ?”

“yes . I met him a weeks ago in he church”
“yes I always bring him to the church every week, If he do something wrong please forgive him *bow* he didn’t know what he doing shiwon sshi, please forgive my only son”

“No, no hi didn’t do anything wrong Mr.Cho, to tell you the truth I fall in love with him in the first sight”

“You love my son ?”

“yes I love your son Mr.Cho, and if you permit me, I want bring him along with me to America, I heard they have a good doctor, maybe they can heal your son”

“I’m so sorry Shiwon sshi, I need to discussed it with my wife first, and if she allow it, and changmin want to go with you. That’s ok with me, just . . please take care of him”

“Of course Mr.Cho”

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“Changmin~ah, look at umma honey” a beautiful woman kneeling in front of his son that sit in the floor with cake and big teddybear in his lap .

“Umma ? what’s wrong ?” he ask innocently .

“Minnie you must be a good boy when you live with shiwon sshi, ok ?”

“yea umma. Minnie promise.”

“and Minnie . . when you come back, umma want to give you something”

“something ?”

“yes, ah. . . its time, come on Minnie. You don’t want to make Shiwon ssi waiting don’t you ?”

“No. wonniee is good boy. So Minnie will be a good boy too”

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Mrs.Cho POV

Changmin, when you come back to korea, I will handed you this letter
Kyuhyun last letter for you .
So please my son I beg you
Please remember us
Remember your family .
Your umma, appa, your hyung choikang and your kyuhyun .
Even its hurt .
But you must face it.
Truth is hurt
But this is the truth

“Igeon Jinli ingeoda”

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Thank you !!!!
Next chapter we will read kyuhyun letter . . . . . . .