Part I

Salvation

 

A/N: Decided to post this in small segments, will post next part tomorrow very soon. Very, VERY soon...Because just leaving something this short and going off again for like a few more weeks makes me feel guilty.


When man first committed murder, mankind had sealed its fate to the path of self-destruction.

It became man’s nature to destroy, to soil, to obliterate, to take. Man pillaged and plundered until there was nothing left to take to satisfy their selfish needs. Man operated in groups, but when an opportune moment pops up where they can benefit for themselves, they will take the chance regardless of the consequences to their surroundings.

Mankind was tainted by the devil’s temptation, greed, selfishness, pride, lust—every sin imaginable, mankind has committed. They were set on the path of destruction and self-love. Mankind cared for no one but themselves in the most critical moments. Of course, there were those who found enlightenment in the path of god, but those made little difference to those who reveled in the path of destruction.

Satisfaction was a fallacy. It was human nature to never be satisfied with what one had. Mankind always yearned for more, and more, and more until there was nothing left to satisfy them. They would destroy nations to get what they wanted. They would kill, steal, and lie. They would selfishly sacrifice others to get their way.

That was why Junjin thought the broken and dying city of Seoul a perfect reflection of human’s filthy nature.

Rubble and trash littered the empty streets. The once bright blue sky was a dull shade of grey. High-rise buildings mangled and broken to unrecognizable shapes, sharp glass shards strewn around them. Once green plants were shriveled up and withered. Thick, sickly green smog constantly loomed overhead, as if waiting; waiting patiently until the last ones finally succumbs to its toxins and strangle them in a slow, painful death. The stench of death and destruction could seep even through the smallest crevices.

Seoul the vibrant city full of life and activity was no more. Seoul the health-hazard of a ghost town was all that was left.

Junjin thought Seoul was a perfect example of the amount of destruction human greed could cause. War and conflict had killed the city. Human greed and selfishness sparked war and conflict. Therefore, human greed and selfishness killed the city Junjin once loved.

But, Junjin figured there was no escaping human nature.

Junjin himself was no saint. He preferred his own safety and life to others’. He would not give out favors unless there was something in return. He was a hypocrite, and he admitted it. He chided mankind for giving into their greed and selfishness, while he himself was no different. A strange need to taint and destroy what was pure often washed over him and dragging him by the ankles to the deepest abyss of the human heart.

Junjin didn’t remember when he gave into the darkest side of his mind, but he definitely remembered why.

And for that very reason, Junjin found himself loathing human’s need for companionship.

 

 

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Wunderbar
#1
Chapter 14: I LOVE your story! I couldn't stop thinking of Fallout 4 the entire time I was reading it and as it's one of my favorite games, it made your story all the more enjoyable. :) I can't help but wonder what happened to Eric and where he is. Is he a leader of some band of survivors somewhere? Are Minwoo and Dongwan ever going to show? I also love your characterization of Jindy. So different and yet so alike still in many ways. Really a job well done! I hope you get to continue this but fully understand if you can't. Thank you so much for sharing this with us.
NIROVA #2
Chapter 14: WAAAAHHH!!! A new chapter!!!! and a quite important game changer one. The world is now full of infinite possibilities.
Junjin living with Andy...could that become a permanent status? Could Andy change his heart and let Junjin take Junghyuk's place somehow and Junjin do the same? I'm just wondering, will Junghyuk ever come back?...and what if he actually does?
I'm just thinking out loud here, hahahaha.
Thank you so much for this chapter, yur hard work is really noticeable in every chapter, the story plot is very engaging...I just can't stop reading once I see there's a new chapter out!
Keep the passion on!
Phoenix_Soar
#3
Chapter 14: My, I can see what you meant by a 'pivotal' chapter. This chappie is everything! :D
I love the beginning, how Junjin's conflicting feelings about Andy is still there - that split moment of suspecting Andy - but in his heart, he has definitely taken the step to accepting Andy, trusting his sincerity. Ahh this part, "Junjin knew that whatever Andy did and said was heartfelt and sincere, enough to chip away at the frozen walls of his blackened heart." ♥ ♥ ♥

I also love this particular aspect of your fic - how the audience is left guessing, as much as the two characters are left guessing about each other. Junjin's most prized possessions - ooh I can't wait until we - and Andy? - get a good look into that bag XD

That detail about Junjin enjoying listening to Andy's voice - GAHH MY HEART. Oh yesss, we can definitely see not-so-platonic like on the horizon now hurhurhur.

Your Andy is ... I love your Andy. I love the brightness of ihs personality, and how through all that, he still gives off that vibe that something is off about him and how you convey that so well through Junjin's eyes. It does a good job of putting the reader on edge in certain scenes involving Andy, and also increases our curiosity, that's for sure! :D

"Whatever he was getting into when he decided to stay at Andy’s, he knew that it was going to be troublesome." - Yeah, Choongjae, like falling in lurve.

I'm so giddy after reading this chapter, I'M SO EXCITED FOR THE FUTURE, BECAUSE YES, BRING ON THAT ROMANTIC!JINDY~
Ahh this fic is still amazing and keeps me on my toes and draws me into its world completely. I'm so happy you updated. Good luck with the next chapters~♥
NIROVA #4
Chapter 13: wow, this story is really one of my favorites!!! Since the update came out I had to read it all over again, but it was completely worth it. It made me fall all over again this pair of guys who try so hard to survive not only the day-by-day post-apocalyptic Seoul but also their fragile (sort of forced at the beginning) relationship, and I found myself wondering what would have really happened to Junghyuk.
You have a great imagination and the way you transmit Junjin and Andy's outer as well as inner worlds is really alluring, I sincerely appreciate the time you spend working on your writing (any of your stories), and all the passion you put into it.
Thank you for coming back to this story, and thank you for keeping the hard work of imagining and translating into words this sad but hope giving universe.
Thank you so much, and don't ever give up, no matter how much this story takes to be completed, this reader will always wait patiently for it.
puking
#5
Chapter 13: embrace the light junjin...embrace andy's friendship TTATT
Jasonlee #6
Update soon authornim.. I love your story.. Please update soon
kill3rpuppy #7
Chapter 13: I love this story!! I have been looking for so long to find a well written jindy story and your's is the best! I'm glad that junjin is starting to warm up to the idea of being friends with Andy. I also wonder when Andy will realism that Eric is dead. He is isn't he? Anyway great story and I hope you plan to continue it. =)
Phoenix_Soar
#8
Chapter 13: I internally screamed when I saw the update! I'm so glad you're back with this fic :D
I missed a couple of chapters earlier, so I had a great time catching up with this story. Totally loving how the tension between Junjin and Andy is thawing out.
And I adore this chapter because Junjin is finally admitting to himself he's changing thanks to Andy. And that he likes Andy XD Hehehe ain't no one safe from Andy's sun-powered beaming smiles :D
This is still one of the best Jindy fics I've ever come across and perhaps, love best, so I'm always willing to wait for updates. Thanks for this chapter! ♥
puking
#9
Chapter 12: HHHHH jinnie your walls are crumbling!!
andy's sun powered beams are highly effective!! ^p^
TheLetterV
#10
Chapter 11: Wahhh you just KNOW how to write those tension moments rightly! I love how you portray the moments so well, distinguish between the silences, the awkwardness to the peacefulness. It's a great achievement to be able to make it so clear..so emphasized..so comprehensible. Really, that's amazing achievement for a writer; you did great. d-(^ヮ^)

And now for the chapter: that's so out of character for Junjin to actually go on with Andy &ask him questions about his past..oh&swing him..&touch his hand in the process..&the whole-..shaking-..-hands..starting-over thing~ (//∇//)
Andy seems to have a hold on Junjin or something.. something that provokes him..
Andy changes him, makes him react even though all Junjin's trying to do is maintain his cold facade, which is obviously not his true self; but it seems that so much time trying to maintain that facade, in addition to the current situation he's gotten into and the lost he had experienced, just made him believe in this facade for a while as it was true.
A lie becomes the truth after you tell it to enough times to convince even yourself.
But Andy, with all his-.. vitality.. makes Junjin's facade crack.
Reading all of this is so captivating, thrilling, interesting.. and with all the coldness, it's still exciting.

You've done a great job writing this chapter, chincharo.. your writing skills are fantastic. The developments you chose are slow, yet, have a strong impact. I really like it that way, those slow developments are convenient, reasonable & rational. They fit the situation, the mood, the tense- slow-yet-timeless -feeling in the air perfectly. The flow of the story is absolutely making it all so very realistic.

I love the psychological side of it, the unsolved-unanswered questions, not only the reader has but also the characters have about each other and themselves.
I hope you'll have much luck writing the next chapters! 11 chapters is honorable- you've really done a great job writing this story! FIGHTING! ❤ o(〃^▽^〃)o