Chapter 46
Broken Vow: Promises are Made to be Broken
-1 week after- (shinae)
I was in the balcony of our room.. I was just sitting and looking outside.. since the day that we went back from the hospital all I do is went here and just look at the sky..
I heard that someone come inside.. its probably hoya, he already told me that he can now remember everything..
Hoya: hey..
I just look at him and give him a sad smile then I look at the gloomy sky again.. he kneel so he’ll be in my sight since im sitting in a chair..
Hoya: come on lets eat.. I cook stake today..
Shinae: I don’t have an appetite to eat..
I whisper.. he sigh..
Hoya: but your last eat was 3 days ago which is just a bread that you didn’t even finish..
Shinae: im alright..
He hold my face and make me look at him..
Hoya: no you don’t look alright.. shinae please..
I stubbornly take his hand off my face..
Shinae: look at the sky.. the sky understand my feelings.. they know how much Im regretting and how miserable im feeling.. the sky know how sad my heart is..
I look at hoya...
Shinae: im such a bad mother, right?
Hoya: no.. your not!
Shinae: I wasn’t able to protect her.. im such a useless bad mother..
Hoya: shinae..
Shinae: imagine.. I already feel that something bad will happen but still.. I let my anger took over.. I didn’t protect her..
Tears blur my vision..
Shina
Comments