(Shinae)

I woke up with an empty space in my side.. whats new? I do my morning rituals and went to the kitchen to see him there.. HOYA IS HERE!!! O__O

He’s too busy with what he is doing that he didn’t notice my presence.. until he turn to get something..

Hoya: ohh your already awake..

I smile and nod..

Shinae: what are you doing?

Hoya: uhm.. making breakfast I guess..

I smile wider..

Shinae: yea I can see that.. I mean.. your usually gone by this time..

Hoya: I .. I don’t have plan with—

Shinae: the boys?

I cut him off and continue the sentence.. all he did was to nod..

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The breakfast was quiet.. its new to me that hoya is not being too cold to me today.. even thou im trying to focus on eating I can still see that hoya stole some glace to me.. I bit my lips before I broke the silence..

Shinae: im planning to go to the mall today.. just buy some stuff.. want to come with me?

Hoya: hmm.. ok..

He said then he stand up and went to the living room.. I will spend some time with my husband after a long time..><

After washing the dishes, I start to prepare for going out today..

(Hoya)

Last night when she was hugging me, I feel like my happiness is just beside me.. like everything is right.. like im already complete..

I feel bad for being such a jerk to her.. maybe knowing her much better will bring my memories of her..

I dec