Each weekend afternoon, I used to go to buy something for myself. Anything. A small statue, a teddy bear with a soft coat, a lovely hairpin- if I didn’t use them, I could give them for my best friends on someday… or I just watch them. But it brought exitement for me like I was loaded more energy after hard working days. Today, I bought one cup white porcelain with red square and circle pattern be classified mixed up together.

When I was walking home, to the intersection, I saw Donghae was crossing the road. He walked absently, the headphone to neglect the neck and didn’t see me.

 Don’t know why I quietly followed him. He go one step, I would go one step. He go two steps, I too... just go like this so smooth. I held the box containing the cup I bought on chest, followed him with pleasure that I did not understand. Yes, I also don’t know what to do. My heart jumped up and down. Maybe when I call his name, he’ll turn back. Maybe he’ll smiled- a killer smile. Maybe he won’t not only smile but also asked me that where if I went. Or maybe, because he is still angry with me, he’ll pretend not to see me and quietly continue stepping

Everything is hypothetical, because I won’t call his name. I have just followed him.

Suddenly, he stopped so I had to stop. My heart beat stronger. Felling panic as detectives are tracking but was detected. But luckyly he didn’t notice my presence, he has just stopped to watch something in the teddy story. I think he didn’t find what he need so he continued going. But I didn’t follow him anymore, I go back. I realized I was acting like a idiot. Following him not to do anything. I also remembered we have just fight for 2 days. And it’s me who has decided to stop everything and everything should be stopped at the line of friendship.

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Not deny, I love Donghae. The first time I met him was when we were in the office of the Union, during the meeting between the Secretary of the Union. I was to late, no chair to sit so I must stand to hear about plans for the cultural night. Guy sitting in front of me was shaking his head to reduce exhausted. Then he saw me. He stood up and give me his chair. This action made me surprised and this action made me very emotional. And I started to notice to him more and more. Everyday has a little and don’t know from when, I just see him in my eyes. Emotions can start from simple things like this.

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Flash back

When I was watering the flowers in front of my class, Donghae appeared suddenly then pinched my cheeks

“What are you doing here, my pretty Sica?”

“YAH FISH! Who is your? And keep trying to pinch my cheeks once again, then let’s see how will you live? Watering the flowers, do you not see?”

Donghae pinched my cheecks again. Then he paused a moment to see he dead yet. Next, he hug his stomach and laughed very loud. I stare at him and then raised the bucket of water in front of him to threaten, ready to pour water on his body. Donghae inmediately ran very fast

“Dare to tease me? Aigoo~” I mumbled

The Antigonon flowers trembling slightly by the wind blowing. Don’t know why I smiled slightly aimlessly with them. But quickly, the smile disappeared.

End flash back.