[One Month Later]

Everything just happened so fast. I tried to stop myself from thinking about Sehun so I just studied harder. I wouldn't let my brain stop so I didn't have a time to think about him again. That wasn't a bad thing since exam was nearer too. But sometimes Sehun just came into my dreams and when I woke up in the next morning, I found my face wet from my tears. It's okay, that called process. Little by little I would completely erase him from my mind.

Oh and I haven't told you guys, I left my precious + strategic bench at school cafetaria too. Now I'm get used with bench near the garbage. I thought that was the place where I could see Oh Sehun the least. Minah never once mentioned Sehun or Luhan Seonbae's name in front of me too. I found that quite helpful. Thanks to you Bang Minah, you're really the best.

I was in my class right now, copying down explanation from the teacher before his attention turned to me.

" Lee ________, you've got nosebleeding " teacher said.

" That must because you overworked yourself on studying " Minah said.

I quickly touched my nose and he was right, my nose was bleeding. I excused myself and ran to the nurse room. The blood stained my hands and I didn't have any tissue or handkerchief. This is really disguisting!!

'Hang on... The bleeding should be stop immediately if you keep your chin up'.

Sehun ever told me that, in our very first meeting. I just stopped my path then lifted my head to stop my nosebleeding. Unknowingly tears were streaming on my face. 

" I miss you " I sobbed.

" Why are you always crying in the middle of hall? You block people's way you know " a voice said.

I remember that voice, that words. Those were belong to him. I looked at him and completely forgot about my nosebleeding. It's been like forever I couldn't see his face this close. I really miss him so my tears were forming again.

" Eh... your nose? Why you look at me, keep your chin up " he said then placed both of his hands on both of my cheeks.

His hands, his gentle touch just melt my heart. This is really unfair. I tried to move on this past weeks and with his little touch, he broke my defence. I just realized no matter how hard I tried to drawn my brain into study, I still couldn't erase him from my mind. Not even a bit. I couldn't help but cried on that position. That was the most awkward crying moment that I ever had. I cried with my chin up face the ceiling, got nose bleeding with my first love held my cheeks... That was really really really awkward, I really meant it. 

" I don't care anymore if Luhan Seonbae will kill himself if you leave him, because I think I'm going to die too if you leave me " I sobbed.

" You won't die.... I will stay by your side ".

" W...what you've said? " I looked at Sehun in disbelief, once again I completely forgot about my nosebleeding.

I just looked at him dumbfoundedly. Is this a dream? Did I really crave to see Oh Sehun that much so I hallucinated him. And then he whispered on my ear very softly. His warm breath proof that this was real not a dream.

" I said I will stay by your side " he said.

" What if something happen with Luhan Seonbae? " I asked.

" You don't need to worry about anything. What you have to do is just love ".

" So I can love you as much as I can now? ".

" As much as you want " Sehun said.

I just couldn't help but cried harder and hugged Sehun tighter. This time I won't lose you again, I won't let you go no matter what