Its been a week after you left

You admit you really dont like the life in America, you just still want to go back to Seoul, but you still trying to be comfortable in living there.

Well about Minwoo... He still not recovered yet, he didnt even go to school for a week

Minwoo's POV

I woke up early in the morning, its been a week since i dont attend my class

I just feel like I dont want to leave my room anymore... Its like the end after Jaeyin left

"Good morning Jaeyin ah..." I said as I look to Jaeyin's picture beside my bed

"I cant believe I survived a week without you" I said and smiled

I looked up into the ceiling 

"Minwoo ah! Wake up now!" Kwangmin bragged into your room

"I dont want! I dont wanna go out anymore!" I said as I covered my face with a pillow

"Come on! Please go out for once!" he said as he pull me from my bed

"I dont want! I hate my life now! I will not go out in this room until I die!!" I said, and I know I dont know what im saying

"Minwoo ah?! What the heck are you saying? Do you think Jaeyin will like what are you doing to yourself!" He said

I just remained silent

"Minwoo... this isnt the end! You love Jaeyin ah very much right?" he asked

"Of course! That why im like this!" I said 

"You will do anything to get her again right? even she hates you you will do anyhting?" he asked

"Yes of course! Why are you asking obvious thing?" I said sarcastically

"This I will ask you, do you think you can get her again, if your just here in your room?!" he said loudly

I just remained silent

"If you think this is the end... fine! I will not force you to leave in this damn room! Its up to you.." he said angrily

"Minwoo... you must begin your life again! I know Jaeyin wants that also for you... Probably Jaeyin is beggining a new life now" he said

"I will no go.. Im going to be late..." he said as he looked down

"If you need me... Im just in the school" he said

I just remained silent, stunned because of what he said

Then Kwangmin left my room

I became guilty, all he said is true...

I will not make my life continue if I just remained inside my room...

I quickly changed

I slowly opened the door to check if Kwangmin was still there...

Kwangmin's POV

I left Minwoo's room, I just felt angry, Im so affected at their relation

Ive just think about my own Relation

Yukhee ah, I made her a lunch for later

Then I saw Minwoo opened his room already wearing his uniform

I pretend that I dont saw him

He slowly walked close to me

"What are you doing here? I thought you will not go out until you die?" I coldly said

"I-i... decided to go out for once, why are you still here?" He said shyly

"Glad you make a good desicion for once in your life" I said 

"I will continue my life... for Jaeyin ah.. I know someday.. I will see her again... hoping she will accept me and give me a chance to love her again" he said seriously

"What if the time you and her will see each other again.. she already forgotten you?" he said worriedly

"I know a lot of people will come in and out of our lives... But I know,,, shes the only one I want to be with forever... Distance is just a measurement and that cant stop me from loving her... even she may forget me in time..." he said seriously

"now I can see how serious you are for Jaeyin ah" I said

"Why? Do you think im just joking aroung with her?!" He said, I chuckled

"Not like that! But Minwoo ah... If only Jaeyin ah knew how much you love her..." I said lonely

"Its okay, I will do anything, Just to feel my love to her, and for her to be mine again" he said sincerely

"Minwoo ah, youve grewn a lot our maknae!" I said and ruffled his hair

"I just wish.. she was here... Im sure.. when we get to school, everything will be so different without her..." He said

"Dont worry, everything wll be just the same!" I cheered him up

He just smiled

"and speaking of school, you know what? were late!" I joked

"What?! Come on!" He said and dragged

Huh... I wish my dongsaeng will be okay... and continue his life

Minwoo's POV

Jaeyin ah... if you only hear all what I say...

At America...

Jaeyin's POV

"Appa! Im home!" I said as I walked inside

"Oh, Jaeyin ah, so hows youre first week in your new school?" he said

"Oh.. its.. fine, just gonna practice more english, some students dont understand korean" I said and smiled

"Okay, my daughter" he said

"Im going to my room appa" I said

I went straight to my room and sighed as I closed the door

Actually... Im still not comfortable in my new school...

Everything is just too different.. No more Yukhee who is talking and walking with me at the hallways... No more Youngmin who is greeting me every morning as I walked inside the room... No more Kwangmin who will go with us to the canteen... No more Jeongmin who is always joking with me.. No more Hyunseong who is making food for lunch.. No more Donghyun who is always scolding like a mother..

I was slightly smiling as I remembering the times we had at school

But my smile faded as I thought that...

No more Minwoo.. who always says he loves me... who is always making me fall in love with him... who always been my inspiration... and... who is always hurting me...

Tears fall down to my bed

Everytime I think of Minwoo.. I slightly smiling at the sweet times.. But always crying at the painful times...

Then I saw the things he gave me... I teared as I looked at them

I gathered all of that things and keep it all where I will not see them forever

You look lastly on Minwoo's picture

"I may cried today... not because I miss you... or even love you... but because I realized Im gonna be alright without you..." I coldly said

"You always say you hate to see me hurt, and you say you hate to see me cry. So all those times that you hurt me... Did you close your eyes??!!!" I angrily said at Minwoo's picture

I throw the picture and the frame broke, leaving the picture at the floor

I quickly went infront of the mirror

"I said I wont cry anymore!" I said as I quickly wiped my tears

"Im sick of this!!!!!" I said angrily

I get a scissor and cut my long hair into short

"Park Jaeyin, your in America now, youre a different person now with a new life, forget all your past and dont look back, begin a new life Jaeyin!" I said to myself

"I will move on, I will forget all those painful times, I will never be hurt again! And I will never be a fool again!" I said

"I still love him.. yes.. But a million apologizes cant bring me back to you! You'll see No Minwoo! I will forget you!" I said

I quickly qent back to my bed and just cried all night

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Sorry if its boring...

Im just so exhausted these days, so many exams and school works

SO be patient if sometimes I make a boring and short update!

But dont worry guys, many interesting chapters will come

so stay tuned!

Ppyong~!