Why did you leave me?
LOVE... maybe??.. I dont know!Minwoo's POV
I cant believe it... Jaeyin already left... she left me... alone...
I dont feel like leaving the airport, it was like my feet are attached...
I just cant move
"Minwoo ah... come lets go home..." Kwangmin said while patting my back
"J-jaeyin ah.... this is all my fault!!!" I said angry
"Minwoo ah..." Yukhee worriedly said
"If it wasnt because of me!! All of this wont happen!" I said
"Minwoo ah... its not your fault why Jaeyin leave... Her father wants her to leave there.. She is forced..." Yukhee said
"Ani... She left with broken heart.. and it was all my fault! Im so selfish! Just thinking of my own will... not caring of her feelings" I said angrily while tears are falling down to my face
"Minwoo! Youre right! Youre selfish!" Kwangmin said
"Oppa!" Yukhee said
"Wae?! Its true!" he said while crossing his arms
"Kwangmin!" she said
"Its okay Yukhee ah... I deserve it... yes im selfish and im embarrased of it..." I said as I stand while looking at the ground
They just remained silent
"So... Come now" Kwangmin said
They headed to the car
I take a final look to the boarding area, wishing Jaeyin was there.. but I know.. it will remain a wish...
Finding out that she was not there.. I walked slowly to the car.. dissapointed and sad...
Jaeyin's POV
Before the plane left... I took a last glance of Seoul
"Goodbye Seoul... Hello New York" I said and let out a big sigh
I was getting bored
I took a look of the Pictures Me and Yukhee took
Those times where so precious... My times with her...
I smiled as I look at how stupid and fun we were
Then as I was looking at it picture by picture... I opened my pictures with Minwoo
I was about to stop because I know i might just be hurt
But I continue looking at it
I missed those times with Minwoo... I cant believe Ive left...
And left without even talking to him... I feel guilty that I dont gave him a chance..
But what I was thinking?! I already give him a chance! He just wasted it!
The times Minwoo lied aqnd hurted you starts rotating in your head
I felt so angry.. I closed my phone and look at the window
I can feel tears, I stand up and went to the restroom
I looked at myself.. crying again...
"Im sick of seeing you like this Park Jaeyin! Im sick of crying! Im sick of being hurt! And Im sick of you No Minwoo!" I said angrily
"I may be crying now... But youll see! I will move on! I will!" I said as I looked at the crying me
"Little by little.... I shall stop loving you... If you still love me... Dont look for me... because I know... When that time comes... I already forgotten you..." I said
I fixed myself, I quickly wiped my tears and went back to my seat
As I went to my seat, a lady beside me ask
"Oh.. Miss? Are you okay? You seemed cried?" she ask
"Nae.. Im okay" I said as I faked a smile and went back to my seat
I crossed my arms and just looked at the window
Minwoo's POV
We are just silent in the car while heading back home
While me... still sad and depressed of what happened
I feel like my life ended in here...
I just crossed my arms and looked out of the window
"Oppa... Im really worried of Minwoo ah" I heard Yukhee said
"Dont worry about him..." Kwangmin said
Yukhee just let out a sigh
"Minwoo ah?" She said
"Nae?" I said
"N-nothing... I just want to ask... that.. Dont be sad... If you and Jaeyin are destined to be together.. Even fate wont make you separated..." She said
I looked at her with serious and a bit surprised emotion
"I wish what you said is true..." I said
She looked at me worriedly
" Im holding on to her.. hoping she would come back... even knowing she wont..." I said as i looked down
"If you really love her more than anything.. Distance only matter on the mind... and not on your heart.." She said then smiled
"Youre right... Now I know why Jaeyin make you as her bestfriend" I said and smiled
But my face became serious again...
Were already at our dorm
Everybody is just too quiet
As I went inside, Everybody is looking at me worriedly
"What?!" I said
"N-nothing" they replied
I sighed and went straight to my room
"Huh... Poor Minwoo" Jeongmin said
"Why?! Its his fault!" Youngmin said
"Enough.. lets just hope he will be okay.. Even without Jaeyin..." Donghyun said
Im in my room
I leaned my head on my knees... holding the necklace I was about to give Jaeyin as sorry...
But now its just a thing...
I cried as I hit the floor
"Someday Jaeyin ah... I will find you and see you again.. I will wait for that day... Hoping you will not forget me.."
"I never let you go, because in the back of my mind, I still believe that someday well get our second chance"
I said as I leaned on the wall and cried...
Jaeyin's POV
I already arrive in New York
New places.. New persons.. and also... new Life
Its early in the moring here.. probably night at Korea
I went to find for my Father
I coudnt see him until I saw a familiar guy
"Appa!!!" I said and waved
"Oh! Jaeyin ah!" he said, I runned and hugged him
"Oh my daugther! If you know how I missed you!" He said as he hugged me tightly
"I missed you too appa" I said
"Hows your eomma?" He asked
"She alright" I said and smiled
"Come.. I want you to meet our house here" he said
"Okay appa!" I said
Then we traveled couple of hours
We already arrived
I saw a big, fine mansion
"WHoa! Is this really yours Appa?" I askes surprisingly
"Its ours now Jaeyin ah" he said, I just smiled
I went inside and see many things, and it was really big!
"Appa! I will be lost here!" I joked
"Dont worry Jaeyin ah, Im sure you will love here! Oh yea, tomorrow, you will go to your new school!" he said happily
My face became down
"Whats the problem?" he asked
"N-nothing.. just.. you know.. new school.. means.. New persons to encouter..." I said shyly
"Dont worry Jaeyin ah, Im sure you will love here in America" he said
"Nae, I hope so Appa.. just felt homesick" you said and giggled
"Okay, Im sure your tired now, Fix your things on your room and rest" he said
"Uh.. appa.. where in this big house is my room??" I asked
"Oh right! COme on" he said and ruffled my hair
he guided me to my room, and have to admit it.. its really awesome!
"okay appa, I will rest now, annyeong" I said
"Annyeong Jaeyin ah.. rest well" he said and kissed my forehead
I looked at my room.. at first i ffound it awesome.. but now... it feels like empty...
I feel empty.. worrying for what tomorrow will bring...
Sure that I will miss everyone at Seoul
I quickly heade to my bed
I closed my eyes.. suddenly tears fall down until I fell asleep...
Minwoo's POV
I tried to sleep.. but I really cant
Its just too painful...
But I sure.. I will never let her go...
I will love her forever... Even I feel like waiting for someone.. who will never gonna come..
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Update done!
Sorry cant update yesterday! Schools are just to killjoy xD
But dont worry! heres the update now! ^^
Hope im free to update tomorrow xD
So.. I love to see comments :3
Ppyong!
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