Advices
LOVE... maybe??.. I dont know!
The week is almost over but you still dont tell to Yukhee and youre friends that you are leaving.
And also, you cant stop thinking about Minwoo and what he had done
You dont know what will happen the time you will leave
One day , You and Yukhee are walking to the cafeteria
While walking, Yukhee noticed your lonely face
"Jaeyin ah? Are you okay?" she asked
"oh, nae" you said and faked a smile
"Are you sure?" she asked
"Of course, Im sure" you said then tried to giggle even though you have a problem
"Okay, you said so.. Uhmm.. Jaeyin ah... about Minwoo" she said shyly
"Uh... I dont want to talk to him anymore..." you said then looked at the ground
"So you didnt recover yet?" she said
"Maybe... huh I dont know! I just want to forget all about him!" you said loudly
"Dont love him anymore?" she asked
"Not like that... I just.. aish dont know!" you frowned
"Huh.. Jaeyin ah..." she said worriedly
"Dont worry about me.. Im strong right!" you said and tried to smile and hide your tears
"I know youre strong.. but-" she said but you cutted her
"Just dont worry.. Ill be okay... soon" you said and faked a smile, inside you.. youre fighting all the pain, just to look happy infront her
"I hope ill be..." you thought
Yukhee just looked at you worriedly, you went to the cafeteria to eat
"Jaeyin ah!" Youngmin called you and Yukhee to sit at their table
"Want to sit with them?" Yukhee asked
"Uhhmm..." you said worriedly
"Dont worry, There is no Minwoo to be seen" she said then smiled
You just smiled then she dragged you to their table
"Annyeong oppas!" Yukhee said
"Annyeong!" The boys said
"Annyeong" You said and tried to smile
Everyone's so talkative and youre just smiling and laughing with them
You sure you will terribly miss all of them
Then you felt like somethings missing... Minwoo...?
Your face became serious, you became out of this world, you thought that maybe... That time with Minwoo at the park.. Is the last time you will see him...
You became lonely
"You will be coming with us, right Jaeyin?" Youngmin asked as you snapped back to reality
"Huh?" You said confusely
"Are you alright Jaeyin ah?" Yukhee asked
"Uh.. Nae" You said then smiled
"Are you sure?" Kwangmin asked
"Of course! Oh, Back to the question.. where we'll be going?" You asked
"To the lotte world" Yukhee excitedly said
"Jinja?! When?" You said
"Next week! You will come right?" Youngmin asked
"N-next week.." You said as you remembered you will be leaving next week
"Nae! Is there something wrong?" Yukhee asked
"N-nothing.. I just cant come if it will be next week" You said
"Wae" Kwangmin asked
"B-because..." you said as you looked down
"Is there a problem Jaeyin ah?" Yukhee said
"Because.. I will be-" You said but cutted
"Hyung!" Minwoo came out of nowhere
You were surprised, you just look at the opposite direction so you will not be able to see him
"Jaeyin ah..." He said, you just ignored him
"Wait, is there again something wrong between you two?" Youngmin asked
"I will just... Go to the restroom" You stand up as you tried not to tear
"Wait Jaeyin ah!" Yukhee followed you
You runned as tears fall down to your face
"Jaeyin ah!" Yukhee said as she hold your shoulders
"Yukhee ah! I cant! I... cant..." you said as you hugged her
"Jaeyin ah.. stop crying..." she said as she tapped your shoulder
"I cant! Everytime I see him, its bringing me pain!" you said as you hugged her tightly
"Shh.. sh.. Be strong Jaeyin" she said
"Yukhee ah... Its not only him..." you said
"Then what is the reason?" she asked
"I... Ill be leaving..." you said
"Huh? What do you mean?" She asked
"Ill be leaving. Appa is gonna bring me to America" You said sadly
"What?! When?!" yukhee said
"Next week" you said
"B-but why?" she asked
"He said I will continue my studies there" you said
"But why not here?" she asked
"I dont know! Even I dont want to.. I cant control my father" you said then started to cry
"J-jaeyin ah... I cant imagine myself without you... I will terribly miss you" Yukhee said
"Me too.. But please.. Dont tell them.. Especially.. to Minwoo..." you said
"But why?" she asked
"Just dont tell them.." you said then tears started to fall
You cant control your feelings, you just want to walk away
"I-im sorry.. please excuse me" You said as you ran away crying
"Jaeyin ah..." Yukhee said
You ran to the garden of your school
you just cried and cried until...
"Miss Park? Why are you crying?" Mr. Kim(guidance councilor) said
"Mr. Kim?" You said as you wiped your tears
"What happened to you?" he said as he sit beside you
"N-nothing..." you said then looked down
"Dear, youre crying without reason? Thats impossible, Jaeyin, theres a reason why they call me guidance councilor.. so tell me" he said
"Well.. Mr.Kim... There's this guy-" you said then he cut you
"Minwoo goon?" he asked
"How did you know?" you asked surprisingly
"He also talked to me earlier about you" he said
"jinja?" you asked
"Nae, and he's really ready to fight for you, Jaeyin ah" he said
You just remained silent
"So whats your plan now?" he asked
"I really dont know Mr. Kim... Im so confused... I love Minwoo and I want to forgive him but-" you said
"Minwoo goon said.. He also loves you, but the problem is... her ex girlfriend" he said
"Thats the problem really is.. what will I do Mr. Kim?" you asked with teary eyes
"If you want my advice, this is what I give you... Give yourselves time, time to settle all your conflicts. And.. dont think of your problems on your relationship now, Wait for the right time to make desicions" he said
"But Mr. Kim, I really love him" you said
"And he really loves you two, and that's what's important, you love him.. he loves you.. but, theres just conflicts in between, just wait till you settle them all, And believe in me, If you two are really meant for each other, you two will be together. If your love is really strong, nothing or no one can never make that destroyed." he said then smiled
You seemed enlightened
"Youre right Mr. Kim" you said then smiled
"So dont cry again arasso?" he said as he wiped your tears
"Arasso" you said and smiled
"Okay, I need to go now, Annyeong" he said
"Annyeong Mr. Kim, thanks for the advice, I will keep that in mind" you said
Then he left
You just looked at the sky and thinked that being in America can give you time to settle all
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Ppyong~!
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