If only...

LOVE... maybe??.. I dont know!

 

You and Yukhee walk to school together

While you two were walking, your face was serious, not as happy as when you went out of your house

“Because , I Love you!”

That phrase comes echoing on your mind

Your face became lonely

“Are you okay Jaeyin-ah? When we are at your house youre so happy, but now, why you looked depressed again?” Yukhee asked

You just remained silent, then you looked down with teary eyes

“Huh, Jaeyin-ah, don’t cry, what is happening to you?!”  she asked worriedly

“N-nothing Yukhee.. I.. I just think im not ready for school today..” you said while wiping your eyes that are swollen

“Oh come on Jaeyin-ah, don’t you let what happened to you ruin your studies” she said

“B-but..” you said while ruffling your hair

“Its because of Minwoo right?” she said

You slowly nodded

“Yukhee, what if I see Minwoo at school today.. I don’t know what im going to do!” you frowned

“Jaeyin, youre strong right?” she said while holding both of your shoulders

“N-nae… B-but not in this kind of things!” you said ruffling your hair

“Jaeyin! Litsen to me, be strong, you cant let Minwoo to see you grieving, let him see that youre happy, just like what you did with Heero?” she adviced

“Yukhee, things are so much different now.. I just cant let Minwoo see me happy because.. im not really happy, and …” you said then Yukhee cut

“You really love him, huh” she said seriously

You nodded, Yukhee sighed

“So, why not give him a chance to explain” she said

“I want to, but.. I just cant face him right now, whenever I see him, it just brings pain because of what happened..” you said

“Jaeyin.. as a friend.. As a bestfriend.. this I will tell you, its up to you, when and if you will talk to Minwoo but If you really love someone, you can do what it takes just to see them.. even if its pain you will get” she said while wiping your tears

You just remained silent and tears again fall

“Jaeyin-ah, stop crying please, just be strong, everything will be okay” she said while wiping your tears

“I hope so..” you said then walked to the halls of your school like a zombie

“Hhhuuuhh.. Jaeyin-ah..” she said then followed you

Yukhee and you are in separate classrooms, but you walked together in the halls

“Yukhee-ah!” someone said

“Kwangmin oppa!” she said

Then Kwangmin runned to Yukhee

“Oh annyeong Jaeyin-ah! So how’s you and Minwoo huh?!” he said then giggled

You looked down then looked serious

“Oh.. what happened?” he said

“Well.. that Minwoo of yours just hurt my bestfriend!” she said

“What?!” he said

“And you don’t know that? How could you?” she said

“Please stop it! I don’t want any troubles to you Yukhee-ah and Kwangmin oppa” you said while looking at the ground

“nae..” yukhee said

“Mianhae for what happened Jaeyin-ah..” he said

“Gwenchana..” you said

“Ah, Jaeyin, were going now to our class ok” he said

You nodded and smiled

“Are you sure you’ll be okay while im gone?” yukhee asked

“Nae, thanks for everything Yukhee ah, see you later, and to you also Kwangmin oppa” you said

“Okay, annyeong! See you later” she said then they left

Then you looked at them, Yukhee is pinching Kwangmin’s ears, then Kwangmin tickled Yukhee

You just smiled at how cute they was, but also, youre jealous

Then you remembered things

*Flashback*

“Haha youre such a pig!”

“Im not a pig!”

“Aww.. such a cute couple”

“Uhm.. Mianhae but were not a couple”

“I wish we are”

“Did you say something?”

“N-nothing”

“Oh, I thought you said something”

*end of flashback*

You teared because of the memories

But you quickly wiped it so that no one can see you

Class passed by easily

Its already time to go home, You didn’t see Minwoo for the whole day, which Is a relief for you, but you admit you missed him too

You didn’t take lunch at lunch time so you take lunch at the garden of your school

You eat alone because Yukhee said that she will have a practice

While youre eating, you cant control yourself from remembering that times with Minwoo again

Tears went down crawling to your face

“Why does a lovely lady eating alone here, huh?” someone said behind you

“Oh, Youngmin oppa” you said while wiping your tears

“Why youre alone? Where’s Minwoo?” he asked

You just remained silent

“Did something happened between you?” he asked

“N-nothing” you said then looked down

“Tell me the truth Jaeyin, You know you can tell anything to me” he said

Then you burst into tears

You tell him what happened, then he comfort you, but then

“Youngmin-oppa! Youngmin-oppa!” some girls come and drag Youngmin away from you

“Uhh.. wait girls..uhh! Jaeyin-ah! Just see you later okay!” he said while making a “cant control these crazy girls” reaction

“Annyeong” you said then giggled a bit

But when you were all alone again, you felt done, people always leaving you just like that

You decided to go back to your room and get your bag

While your walking, you see someone, who you didn’t expect to see..

“Jaeyin-ah?” someone said

You saw Minwoo, both of you were stunned to see each other, you just ignored him then tried to walk fastly

“Wait! Please listen to me..” he said then hold your hands

You weakened as he hold your arms, feels like you didn’t touch his hands for years

Tears fell down

“Did I tell you that I don’t want to see you anymore?!” you looked down to hide your tears and trying to be strong

“Please, just listen to me…” he begged then he kneeled

“Don’t you get it! please, just leave…” you said

“Jaeyin-ah…” he hugged you, you were stunned and frozen

“Minwoo.. please.. stop.. just leave!” you said then get away of his hug

“Just listen to me.. I just want to explain that-“ he said but you cut his sentence

“No need to explain… Just leave me alone.. please.. for me..” you said

“But..” he said while holding your hands

“Please!” you said loudly

Then he looked down, you can see tears at his eyes, he slowly let go your arm

“Jaeyin-ah… Just remember that someday, I can tell all I want to say to you, I will wait for you to give me a chance… Even if it will takes forever..” he said lonely

Then he left

Youre just speechless, you cried and cried

You run into the restrooms… You leaned at the sink, then looked at the mirror

You can see tears falling down to your face

“Because.. I love you!” “Even if it will takes forever..” This phrases starts to echo in your head

Then you think…

“What if I give Minwoo a chance…” you said as you stared at yourself

“Arrrggghhh! I don’t know!” you screamed, ruffling your hair, letting out all your feelings

Then you go home with swollen eye

 

Minwoo’s POV

I left then decided to have a walk at the park to think about things.. About.. Jaeyin

Even how I want to comfort Jaeyin and make her happy… I will control myself not to make her see me, as she said…

I don’t want to see her crying anymore like that, so maybe, I .. must go out first of her sight

But I will do all what it takes for me and Jaeyin to be together..

Im so angry at myself! This is all my fault!

“Babo No MInwoo.. stupid… Babo!!!!!!!” I said loudly across the lake at the park to let out all my anger

“Im glad you know..” a familiar voice said

“Kwangmin hyung? What are you doing here?” I asked

“I want a man to man talk” he said

He lead me into a part of the park

“What is it hyung?” I asked

“Why?” he said seriously without looking at me

“Huh?” I asked nervously

“Don’t pretend you don’t know it, don’t be stupid for once of your life No Minwoo!” he said angrily

“Hyung..” I said

“Answer me! I trusted you to Jaeyin Minwoo.. You even made a promise not to hurt her again, but what did you do??!!!” he said angrily while holding at my collar

“Hyung .. I.. I can explain!” I said

“Why need to explain? Its all understood!!! That you hurt Jaeyin! Minwoo.. I thought you love her?” he said

“I do love her….” I said with all my heart

“Then why did you hurt her!!! Minwoo.. Jaeyin has been a good dongsaeng for me for a long time.. so hurt her.. I’ll hurt you..” he said

“Hyung! I can explain! Gi eun wants me to be with her again-“ I said but he didn’t make me finish my sentence

“So you agree???!!!!” he said

“Ani! I don’t.. you know why?? Its because.. I love Jaeyin!!” I said with sincerity

“Why did you make it a secret..” he asked

“Because I thought that if I kept it a scret and finish all my connections with gi eun secretly, maybe Jaeyin will not be hurt..” I said

“Huh, You did a wrong move Minwoo… This I will tell you.. I want you for Jaeyin.. I really do.. but.. if you just cant reject that Gi eun! I will not let you see Jaeyin anymore..” he said seriously then left

I just remained silent looking at the ground

I think im the stupidest in the whole world! Im so angry at myself that I punched a wall and leaned at it

 

“Eomma… im home..” you said to your mom lonely

“Jaeyin-ah? What happened to you?” she asked worriedly

You just remained silent then went straight to your room

“Jaeyin-ah..” she said then followed you

You just closed your room

Your mom heard all of your cries

“Jaeyin..” she said worriedly then let out a big sigh

 

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Updated!

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Claudz223 #1
Chapter 67: OMG! This story need a SEQUEL!!!! I So Love This Story
DuckyAlice
#2
Chapter 46: I had my moment when i wanted to stab Jaeyin and kill her for being such a b***h in chapter 45...NO ONE HURTS MAH MINWOO. >:C
mimicry
#3
Chapter 67: :') . I was literally crying all the way.. Tears of joy, all kinds of tears came out from my eyes! Author-nim, if you were to turn this fanfic to a movie, im sure you win an amazing grammy award.. Hahahah.. Goodjob author-nim for the wonderful and awesome fic ever.. ^^
MitsuKyuYamazaki #4
Chapter 67: :'D d'aaaaawwwww
OMG THIS IS SOOOOOO MAKING MY HEART WARM~
MY FACE BLUSH~
and MY TEARS FALLING

thankyou author-nim X'D
ilovebaekhyun985530
#5
Chapter 67: That was a good story!!!!
itsmedenish
#6
Chapter 67: Argghhh!!!! I HATE YOU!!! FOR MAKING ME ALMOST CRY!!!!! T____T xDD CONGRATS COUSIIIIINNNNN LAVYAAAHHH <3
MitsuKyuYamazaki #7
Chapter 66: YAAAAAAAAY
omgjeeenny
#8
Chapter 35: Nooooo! Why does she have to leave?!? D: aniyooo</3
omgjeeenny
#9
Chapter 34: Awwwh! He gave her advice<3 How can she not tell Minwoo... If he won't find out.. what will happen? :c
omgjeeenny
#10
Chapter 33: HECK YES. Just leave that girl alone and run back to Jaeyin! :D