i woke up when the sunlight hit my eyes, then i get up and sit in the edge of the bed, looking around and realize something, a boy figure sleeping on the sofa accross my bed, i think it might be kyuhyun oppa, but why does he sleeps here when his room only 6 feets from mine?

i walk closer and closer to the sofa and when i get to see the face of the boy who sleeps in my room on my sofa without my permission, i almost cough out of shock. its him. siwon is the boy who sleeps in the same room with me all night long.

then i remember what have happened yesterday night, so siwon brounght me here and decide that he can sleeps here, well normally i would kick that person who dare come to my room without permission but this person is different, he didnt give me the feeling to kick him out, he gave me the feeling of not lonely anymore, so i leave him alone and go out of my room after i set my hair , wash my face and brush my teeth.

i saw kevin and mom eat breakfast together, not in the mood, i just walked past them, but . . .
    "where are you going yoong?" asked kyuhyun oppa
    "mind your own problem" anwered me, not even looking  
    "Im Yoona! answer your brother properly!! how come you were being rude to people who are older than  you?!" mom said rooting for kyuhyun oppa
    "its okay umma" calm kyu oppa
    "so how am i suppose to answer it ? 'yoong going to have a fresh air kyuhyun oppa' like that ? forget it" i said and rushed to the front door, take my bike and ride it to get some fresh air, to tell you the truth from the start of today my head is stil aeching and greatly that little early fight with mom and kyu oppa made it worst so i think if i keep myself inside the house and not going out my headache will be enough to makes my head explode, so there i goes , doing the early morning bycicle exercise by myself.
i was fine biking until i realized someone is following me with his or her bike too, feeling competitive i fastern my paddeling so he or she will never ever beat me and go past me, but im wrong in a second the owner of the bike who's following me is already blocking my way and i have to stop with mad feelings, i screamed .

    "WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM?!!"
    "whoa, easy" answered him, yes its a boy and when he lifted his head from the helm and opened his glasses, a familiar face shows up. donghae.
    "you ? never mind, move" i said in shock tones
    "you've to be more carefull, you might crash someone with that speed" he said teling on me
    "none of your bussiness" i said but he just smile looking at me
    "none of my bussiness? im the one who decide the one thats my bussiness and the one thats not, and i decide that you are" he said still smiling
    "im not your propherty mr, and i dont have anything to talk about anymore, so will you please get out of my way?"
    "geez, you still mad, dont you? i apologize already okay"
    "but i never say that your apology's accepted"
    "its not my problem, the point is i did say sorry and if you're not forgiving me then its your things to deal with later, but i already have my chance to talk to you again since i did aplogy and you're no one to block my chance"
    "you're done ? then let me tell you something, im not mad at you, i just keep the distance between you and me a little bit far, i just dont want you to be inside of my life any deeper, cause once i let you in, i can't promise to let you go as you wish, it'll be hurt for me, so much, like the pain you caused me when you avoiding me before, i dont want to be hurt again, is that a crime? so now if you understand please stop blocking my way, just move okay?" i said and his smile's fade
He did, he move from the spot that blocking my way and let me go through, seeing his action i knew that he was completely understand.
    "i just want you to be with me" he said before go back to his bike and go from me, after a few minutes of shocked moment, i came back to my sense and ride my bike home.

When i enter my room i saw siwon sitting on the bench in my balcony, i think he didnt hear me coming, so after put my things on the bed i went near to him and tell him to go home.
    "aren't you suppose to be going home by now?" he moved his head to face me right away when i said that
    "you're back? where've you been?" he asked, again, not answer my question first, what's with this person, he never answer and always blur out many question
    "biking" i shortly answered
    "ohh, you wanna sit?" offer him
    "no, but siwon?" i said hoping he'll listen to me now
    "yes?" asked him
    "go home" ordered me
    "what ? i dont want" he said and turn his head to the view again
    "it's not an option siwon" pleaded me
    "im not choosing yoona" he imitates me, he really cute when doing that imitating things, then a flashback moments appears in my thoughts , the moment he used me on my first day knowing him, the moment i definetly wants to forget and just enjoy this moment, but i just can't.
    "go" i said tiredly plus sadly because of the moments that appears in my mind a while ago but he's not answering, im getting to my nerves now, any minutes from now, either im going to push siwon to fall or me myself who's going to fall, its depending on the situation.
    "siwon please, stop doing this" i said while grabbing his left arm
    "pardon?" he said shockly
    "please dont, dont do this to me, i,i just can't take it, im not ah just go okay? you're disturbing my privacy" i swear i can feel my own trembling voice because of holding back the tears
    "wait! i dont understand this, do what? do i really disturb your privacy? do i ?" asked him in a little mad's tone
    "yes!! you really do!! now get out!!" i said, now i can't hold back the tears, i think andrew realize it, so he's facing me now, damn! i hate this, he saw my wet eyes.
    "what's wrong?" asked him, i keep silent
    "yoona, what the is going on?" he's getting impatient
    "please, just leave me and go quitely"
    "i wont, 'till you tell me what happen"
    "nothing's happening, im tired , that's all"
    "right. you're tired, you're that weak until biking just for 2 hours and 35 minutes enough to made you cry out of tired" he's counting how long i've been gone.
    "stop"
    "what ? you're tired right? then go sleep and stand out of people bussiness, it's up to me either i want to stay or go, you just rest because you're ing tired right now" he said annoyingly and go out from my room not forgot to slam the door.

Seriously this day can't get worst enough! im gettin tired of it, Donghae's appereance and Siwon who misunderstand my words, its just too much.

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