Donghae didn’t go to school again today, so I sat alone in the corner, the teacher came to me and asked me where he is, and all I can say is ‘I don’t know ma’am’, it’s been 3 days since the last time he talked to me and see my face, yes the last meeting of us is when he take me away from Siwon

After that day he started to miss school and not showing up in front of me, I really want to ask him what’s the problem ? is he really hate me that much? On our first meet? So many question that I can’t answer, after meeting Donghae, I started to think about him especially after he saved me the other day

It’s Friday now, the other kids are really excited today because tomorrow is a day off, but not me, I don’t want a day off until Donghae shows himself up and explain everything to me, I don’t know a thing about him, I don’t know his phone number either where his home is, so my only hope is to meet him at school, that’s why I don’t want a day off right now

The final bell finally rang and make a bunch of kids running here and there, my class empty just by 2 minute, its only me now, not even stand up from my seat, just lay my head on my desk and looking at the school yard by the window, after a few minutes doing nothing in this empty classroom, I decide to go home since I realized that he’s not going to shows up and I’m definitely wasting my time here.

I walked through the school hall, and headed to the parking lot, when I’m about to get in to the car, someone shows up on the other side of the car, its him, he’s the one who I really wanted to meet. Donghae.
    “wanna talk for a minute ?” he asked
    “about what? I have nothing to say” I lied, I really don’t know why
    “hah, liar” smirked him and he go to my side and grab my hand and drag me from the parking lot
    “just come” he said not even looking at me
    “hey, get off” my respond kind of bad but really I don’t like it to be treated it like this, I hate it, but he didn’t say anything and keep holding my hand and drag me to the music class
    “I said get off !” I kind a raise my voice this time, and he let me go after close the door, after I freed my hand, I fixed myself and walk to the door he just closed before, when I was about to grab the door holder and open it, Donghae grab my hand again and drag me to the middle room

    “get off ! get your hand off me ! I don’t want to hear either talk to you, let me go!” I yelled, he’s respond is pull me closer to him not let go off my hand
    “I said I just need to talk, either you want to hear it or not it’s your problem” he said
    “then let me go and talk fast, I don’t want to be with you any longer” then he let my hand go
    “talk, or else I’ll leave” command me
    “Sorry” he said, and I just show my confused look to him not saying a thing
    “I’m sorry for treating you like that, I really am sorry” he said again in a low tone
    “it’s that it? Okay than, bye” I said and about to leave when suddenly, he back hugged me and start talking again
    “please just stay and hear me, because I don’t know when I able to talk to you again” I just keep silent and he let go of the hug and turn me around to face him
    “listen tay, I really hate myself for what I’ve done to you, I regret all the things I’ve said to you, but i think its the best for us not seeing each oher anymore” he said
    "then why you've came to me ?!!" i said, screaming
    "because i just can't do it anymore!!" he screamed back
    "Why ?!! if you dont want us to seeing each other anymore then-" i said almost screaming
    "because i care for you" cutted donghae
    “what? Hah? I mean what is the point of this ? you were gone for 3 days and now you came back to me just to say that you care about me? Okay now just look at your own action this past few day, I don’t think that’s something that says you care about me” I’m about to explode
    “I’m sorry” he said
    “why you keep avoiding me? Why you don’t want to meet me? Why you hate me so much on our first meet?” I keep asking such question but he just remain silent
    “see ? you can’t answer my question that I’ve been longing to ask, you don’t care about me” I said and leave him alone in the music room, he’s not trying to keep me inside and not even say anything when I open the door and leave him alone, huh ! he really don’t care, all those thing he says just nothing but bull.

I’m home and there’s no one, so after grab some drink and snack I go to my room and switch the television on, just a few minutes after that my phone rang, its unknown number, I answered it and
    “yoona” it’s seems like his voice
    “Donghae ?” I asked
    “Donghae ? no it’s Siwon” he answered, I was wondering where did he got my number and what does he wants from me
    “Siwon ? why did you call?”
    “nothing special exactly but did you wait for donghae’s call?” he asked
    “ah, no” I said
    “I see, then tay would you like to go out for a while? Tonight?”
    “tonight? But its already 10 pm”
    “great, I’ll pick you up in a minutes” and he hangs up

Not long after that, someone knocked at my front door, and its Siwon , yes what he means by a minutes is really a minutes, I open the door and see his beautiful figure, man this guy is really cool, why didn’t I notice it before?
    “hey” he said
    “what do you want?”
    “let’s take a walk for a while”
    “siwon its past 10 pm already”
    “hey we’re 17 already, why ? did your daddy forbid you to go out past midnight?”
    “no he’s not, I’m just, I’m too tired to take a walk at this time”
    “10 minutes, please?”
    “I don’t know siwon, just ask your girlfriend to accompany you”
    “but I don’t have any girlfriend”
    “liar”
    “no, really I don’t have any, can we go now?” he said by grabbing my hand
    “hahh, let me take my jacket first” I said and get my jacket in my room

He’s driving the car in full speed and finally the car stop and all I can see is a lake which is beautiful because of the light from the building that are appear in the water
    "why are we here?" asked me
    "its beautiful right?" said him
    "its not the answer for my question"
    "look yoona," he said while facing his body to me, i just keep silent and pretend to look aroud this beautiful lake.
    "i think i know what happens and i want you to know that im really sorry about . . ." he didnt finish his words
    "about what did you do to me at the cafe on my first day at school?" i continued his words  with innocent voice
    "yeah, im so sorry about that, i realized that im really a jerk that time" well, i have to admit it i hear a little necessary in his voice, is he really mean it?
    "take me home" said me, i can't think about anything else i just want to get out of here and be as far as i can from andrew
    "yoona . ."
    "you can't take me home? well thats really dissapointing, you're the one who asked me to go out but you can't take me back home, i wonder whats my parents going to say if they know about this, fine, i'll go by myself" i said while opening the car door and after i get out of the car suddenly i can feel that my cheeks are wet and i just realized that im crying, so i run as fast as i can from the car, leaving siwon alone.
    "you can mad at me!! but please dont avoid me" i can hear siwon screaming behind me and i know that he runs after me , i really try hard to keep a long distance between me and him, but what can i do, the next thing i realize that he already have my left arm
    "my arm's really hurt right now, please let go" i said in a weak tone its not like i want to look weak infront of him but i just felt that my streght've just left me and i can feel that my head is burning and my vision is getting blur

He did listen to me and get my arm of from his grip, he made mybody face him now, as much as i want to turn my body back, i just can't, its like my whole energy has gone.
    "sorry" siwon said out of the blue
    "you already said sorry twice now, and my answer will be the same siwon, just let me go home, im tired, just forget this things and don't show your face to me again, thank you" i said as i try to walk away, someone backhugged me. siwon backhugged me.
    "you really can't forgive me?" he said, but now i can't even answer him, i cant see anything and the last thing i knew before everything went black is siwon tighten his hug on me.

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