Tiffany's POV

i decided to go to the park. i want to unwind even just for a while.

 

 

;;;;; AT THE PARK ;;;;;;

 

I sat on the bench and look up to the sky. it was really a great day. the weather is nice and all the people around me feels so lively. well except me.

i always feel sad whenever i remember my baekhyun. what is the meaning of my life without him?

 

i don't know what to do anymore ....

 

i felt my chest become harder and harder. i almost cannot breath. the next thing that i knew, i'm already crying. again and again.

i'm tired for being lonely i'm tired for being alone, i'm tired for being suffered and hurt. I'M TIRED FOR ALL OF THIS!!!!

 

 

oh GOD please help me .....

 

 

suddenly a little boy came to me

ohhhh he's so cute!!!

noona, what's wrong?" he innocently said to me.

i lay down my head and pinch his cute cheeks. "noona is okay. i'ts just i feel so sad because i hurt someone and i did something bad." i said to the little kiddo.

"what did you do noona? if you did something bad you should ask for forgiveness. my mom always told me to be a good boy, and when the time i done something bad, i should say sorry to that person. i think you need to do that too noona." he said.

"do you think he will accept my apology?" i asked. i'm so stupid. how come that i ask some advice to the little kid? tss.

"as long as you are sincere noona. and when the person really loves you, he will understand you or forgive you. my mom always forgive me because she loves me. but noona don't ever do it again when he forgive you okay? you should learn your lesson." he said. this kid acts as if he's older than me. but his words helps me a lot

maybe his right. if he truly loves me he will understand me and forgive me..

"okay, thank you. whn the time that he forgive me, i will treat you some ice cream! a lot of ice cream!!!" i said.

"really noona?!! yaaaayy!!! but when do we meet again?" he asked.

"hmmmm, do you have a cellphone number?" i asked. hwang miyoung! how come this little kiddo had a cellphone already!

"no, i don't have" he said in a sad tone.

"don't worry, when the time we met again, i will treat you okay? my apartment is on the next block, it's very near here at the park." i said.

"okay noona!!! bye i think my mom is calling me! see you again noona!!!"

"ah wait what is your name?"

"minwoo, how about you noona?"

"tiffany..."

"bye noona!!!"

"bye minwoo..."

 

when he was already gone, i felt my cellphone vibrate.

i read the message.

from taengoo:

i heared that EXO had a performance today. you should watch it, find some ways to have a conversation to baekhyun!!! you can do it fanny-ah!! fighting ~ !!

 

"okay, i'll go"

 

 

 

 

The light turn on. all the fangirls scream like crazy. When i look on the stage, i saw all 12 members of EXO M and EXO K. I stunned when i saw him. he's wearing a white coat. he looks so different in my eyes. it's like the innocent baekhyun that i loved before turned into a cold person. he's not looking on the crowd. a seconds ago, they start to perform.

I noticed that, they going to sing their song "Angel". he's the first one who sings.

Whenver i heard that song, i remember him, all the good memories that we shared.

I look at him in agony, i really miss him that much. suddenly, a tear fall from my eyes. i didn't notice that i'm already crying.

as i look at him, he's not smiling while performing. all i can see is sadness in his eyes. i know that, i'm the reason why he's suffering in sadness. i'm so sorry my bacon, if you only know that i'm the one who suffered most. i hope that you will forgive me, because i will do anything for you to forgive my sins.

In a moment, he looked at me. finally, he noticd me. i can see that he stunned on the stage. even his co. member noticed that. i see the anger, the sadness and missery on his eyes. after suho tapped him, he performed again. on the rest of their performance, he never looked at me again. maybe he's avoiding to see me. It hurts me somehow.

 

Baekhyun POV

 

"Mikael boda neon naege nunbusin jonjae, Gamhi nuga neoreul geoyeokhae naega yongseoreul an hae"  as i sing whole heartedly. i look on the crowd, i saw  many fangirls screaming and singing our song. it makes me happy seing those fans of ours.

"Yeongwonhan sarmeul irheotdaedo haenbokhan iyu naui yeongwon ijen geudaeinikka eternally ~ " i stppoed and stunned. i thouht that i'm only halucinating but No, it's true. it's not an imagination nor a dream. i saw "HER" the girl that i've been searching for four years. Stephanie. my fanny.

She looks at me, as if she's hurt and suffered. a tear fall from her eyes. So fake.

Suddenly, suho tapped my back, i didn't notice that i'm looking at her in a minute or seconds i guessed. i go back to perform again. i'm avoiding to look at her direction. it make me feel uneasy. i'm not ready yet to face her. and i really don't know what to do if we meet again.

i focused on our prformance and avoid to think of her.

 

 

 

Tiffany POV

 

The show is ended. it was nice yet it makes me feel sad. he really hates me now. as i can see, his eyes is full of anger and sadnes. his eyes before is full of happiness and love, he's verry cheerful and high spirit. but it turned into darker now, his presence became dark and cold.

How i wish i could see those happy face again. i want to see his smile again. whenever i see his smile, all the bad times of mine turn to be good and full of life. i always smile whenever i saw him smile at me

#FLASHBACK#

The school is over. and i want to go home now, this day is very unfortunate for me. *sigh*. i got B on my exam. i admit, it was my fault. i didn't study my lessons last night. instead, i watch my favorite drama last night with taengoo. i can't bear not to blame myself on what happened. huhuhuhu .. i'm crying in silence.

I was walking at the corridor when someone bumped me. geez, who ever this person, i really want to punch it. i was really mad this time. i slowly raised my head and going to punch the disturbing person. but before it hit to the face i stopped. o___o (SHOCK)

"BAEKHYUN?!!"

Oh, how can i punch the most angelic face in the world?

"Why? are you going to punch me fanny?" he asked me with his smile on his face.

I look at him, in all struggles, ther is only one person who could help me.

"BACON!!!" I said and hugged him. i cry on his chest. that was the right place for me to cry on.

he caresed my back as he comforted me.

"Hey, what happened?" he asked me worriedly.

I  raised my head on him. still crying like a stupid child *sobbing*

'"i got B on my exam!!" i tell to him like a child who's pleasing their parents.

Instead of comforting me, he laugh at me!! oh, how could he laugh at me in this situation. i release to his hug and punch him on his chest.

"hey! why are you laughing? it's not funny."

"stephanie hwang, you're crying because you got B on your exam? oh come on, your not an grade schooler to act like that." he said to me. still laughing.

Well, he's right. i'm acting like a child. but i can't help it. i was really mad. i hate myself.

suddenly, he pinch my cheeks and look at me. he gave me a cute smile of his.

"fanny, smile. you look awful when you're crying. i don't want someone to see my girlfriend looks awfull. come on!!" he cheered me up. he wiped my tears using his thumb.

'"You okay now?" he asked.

" A liitle." as i said. i feel a little calm since baekhyun comforting me.

"do you want me to help?" he asked

after i answer him he suddenly kissed my eyes o____o ...

i was speechless after he done that. he looks at me and pinch my cheeks again.

"if i saw you cry again, i will kiss your beautiful eyes. i want to be on your problem fanny. your problem is also my problem. i don't want to see you hurt or being suffered.  i want to taste those tears as i take your problem. promise me that when you have problems, you will tell to me. so we can face it together okay?" he said

i nodded.

then,  walk in holding hands. we will encounter many problems, but we can make it as long as we have each other ...

 

#END OF FLASHBACK#

i stand up. i decided to go to back stage. i need to talk to him no matter what it takes ....

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

IT WAS THE OLD CHAPTER ....

I KNOW SOME OF YOU ALREADY READ IT!!!

SORRY READERS, IT WAS HARD FOR ME TO CREATE A NEW ONE BECAUSE I'M QUIET BUSY THIS PAST FEW DAYS..

 

I'LL REPOST THE LOST CHAPTERS AND UPDATE SOME NEW!!!

 

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