Before i start .. i repost all my chapters. but it was still the same story and plot ...

 

happy reading ....

 

 

Tiffany POV

 

I ran and i breath hardly. I ran fast to chase him. he walked away from the light and welcomed himself on the dark. "Baekhyun!!" I shouted while i chased after him. time by time i felt my world into slow motion."don't leave me. I can't!!" but he never look at me, he never heard what i said. and suddenly, he's gone. I was now in the darkest world that i never been through .......

 

I opened my eyes as i feel it heavy. my heart beats fast. I put my hands on my chest to calm down myself. i feel a little droplets of sweats on my forehead and my neck. it was a nightmare. a bad dream that i never dreamed of. but that dream really hits me, and make me feel uneasy and being hurt.

I look on the window as i noticed that it was a great morning. fresh air and the presence of the of morning.  I stood up on my bed and went to the terrace of my room.

I breath as i smelled the fresh breeze of the morning. it makes me feel good and at home.

On the past 4 years. my morning didn't seem too good for me. all i remember when i opened my eyes is the greatest mistake that i ever done ....

 

#FLASHBACK#

I'm on the cab. i was heading to Airport going to Paris. I passed on the exam in one of the greatest fashion university in paris. To be a fashion designer is my dream. I got the opportunity to grabbed my dream so i take the chance. I know that there is a things that i need to give up to reach my goal. and Baekhyun is one of it. he's my BOYFRIEND, my LOVE, my LIFE, and my EVERYTHING. he means a lot to me.

Leaving him alone is one of the stupid idea that i never dreamed of. when i think of it, it makes me feel bad. but here i am, heading to airport and going to leave him in an hour.

I'm holding my cellphone and thingking if i should send him a text message. atleast i want to say the words that i want to tell him.

To my Bacon:

Yeobo! wake up now! you lazy man. let me guess, you're still sleeping on this hour right?

After a minute, he replied.yeah, i'm right. he's still on his bed that's why it took him a minutes to reply on my message."oh, my baconnie." i sigh and read his message for me.

To my fanny:

Good morning my pretty little thing. how was your morning? did i appear on your dream that's why you're thingking of me on this hour?

I smilled when i read his message. hmmmmnnn ..

To my Bacon:

Yeah, that's right. you're always disturbing my morning.^^

To my Fanny:

Is it? well for me, my day is not complete when i didn't dreamed about you. when the moment that that i see you, even in my dreams, i can say that you already complete me. not only the morning, the day, the hour but also my life. aww, i'm so cheessy. but you really make my life complete, my pretty little thing :))) ...

A tear fall when i read his text message. i really don't like the idea to leave him alone. but i can't say goodbye to him. i don't want to hurt him because i love him so much.

finally, i will send him my last message.

To my Bacon:

you also complete me bacon. without you in my life, i am nothing. because you're the meaning of my life.  always remember that you're the last man that i will ever loved. I love you so much Byun Baekhyun ...

I breath hardly and cried in silence after i send him the last message.

"miss, you okay?" the taxi driver asked me.

I wipe off my tear and gave him a forced smile. "yeah, i'm fine"

I turn off my phone as i closed also my heart. I need to forget him for a while. and when i'm back, i will do everything to make my mistake forgotten. i know he will hate me, i can accept that. but the idea of parting aways makes me breath hardly.

for now goodbye .....

 

#END OF FLASHBACK#

Until now, i'm still suffering on my mistake.

The sorroundings seems happy. childrens are playing, i can hear their laughter. the birds sings so lovely. but me, still on the dark side. suffering and saffocating.

 

 

Baekhyun POV

EXO's dorm

 

 

I woken up as i feel someone shaking my arm.

"Baekhyun, wake up now! we're having a performance in music bank, manager tells us to get ready, WAKE UP NOW!!" Chanyeol said while still shaking my arm.

I gave him a death glare. then, i put my pillow to cover my face and sleep again.

A seconds ago, I felt someone is on top of me. Chanyeol actually positioned himself as if he's a sumo wrestler. for pete's sake, this tall man is really heavy.

"huh, you still don't get up?" Chanyeol said, still on my top.

grrr .. I can't breath. my chest feels like it was going to smash.

"fine,fine,fine. i get up. you win. so please get off me!!" I said in burst.

He stood up. i gave him a super canon glare as if he would die on my glare. oh, this is really ... err

"hurry up, D.O prepared breakfast for us." he said and leave our room.

I sit on my bed while caressing my chest.

"geez" i said while catching up my breath..

While i'm staring on the wall, i remember something. a memory that cannot erase on my mind. i guess i will carry this memory until i die. it is very painful and unforgotten. it was when tiffany left me alone. she left in silence and no words to say before she left. i was very devastated since that day.

 

#FLASHBACK#

 

To my Bacon:

You also complete me bacon. without you in my life, i am nothing because you're the meaning of my life. always remember that you are the last man i will loved. I love you so much Byun Baekhyun .....

I took a smile when i read her message. Oh thank god i have her. she was the most precious thing that i ever have in my life. I can't loose her, i'll die if that happned.

I stood up on my bed as my yeobo said to me. hehehe i like to call her yeobo. i want to happen the moment that i always dreamed of. my dream is very simple. it is when the time that i see her every morning that i wake up and the last person that i will see before i sleep. in other words, i want her to be my only girl, my woman and my wife. hohoho i'm so ambitious. but i know it will happen someday. why?? it's because we love each other soooooo much!!

 

I sent her a message.

To my Fanny:

I love you yeobo ....

 

 

 

but minute passed, she never reply. maybe my yeobo is busy that's why she can't reply on my message. but i know she will reply "i love you too" for sure ...

 

 

 

The next day .....

when i opened my eyes, the first thing that i remember is my cellphone. many hours passed but tiffany doesn't text me.  she also didn't reply on my text message. i tried to call her but her phone is out of coverage.

I'm worried about her ..

"fanny-ah ... bogoshipo .. " i said in whisper.

"Baekhyun! hurry up! you'll be late on school!" my mom called me.

"yeh, omma!"

After i ate my breakfast, i go to tiffany and taeyeon apartment. I want to check on her if she's okay or not.

 

>AT THE APARTMENT<

I pressed the doorbell but no one tried to open the door. i look on my watch, it's already 7:00. i'm sure tiffany is already awaken because she's taking her daily exercise at 5 in the morning.

"Baekhyun~" someone calld me.

I turned my back to see the person who called me.

"Oh, taeyeon!" I said as i noticed her. she's still wearing her sports clothes. i'm sure that she and tiffany takes their daily exercise. i look at her back but i didn't see tiffany.

"where is tiffany?" I asked.

She look at me, deep in my eyes, as if she's telling me something happened that i would never wanted to happen.

"why? is there something happened?" i asked again.

"look, i have no rights to tell this to you, but myself telling me to say this. i made a promise to tiffany that no one will know about this. but you, is different."

"then, what is it?!!" I start to feel nervous. what the hell is she talking about?

"she's gone. she left the country yesterday."

"w-what?!!! are you kidding me?!! fanyy-ah! i don't like your tricks! come on we need to go to school! we're going to be late!!" I shouted as i'm calling her on their apartment. No, it can't be. she can't leave me alone. she can't do that to me!!!

"Baekhyun! i'm telling the truth! even you yelled here in 24 hours, she cannot come out on that door because she's not here. she's gone. just accept the fact that she needs to leave you for some reasons."

"then what is the reason?!!" I said in anger. i really don't know what's happening, i can feel my heart tear and fall into pieces. i can't accept that tiffany leave me. i know she can't do that. i don't want her to leave me.

"I can't tell the reason. i made a promise with her. i'm so sorry. if you only knew that she also suffering right now. i hope you can forgive her. she's doing this because she loves you so much. she loves you more than her own life. i wish you could understand her baekhyun ..." she said and went inside to their apartment. i'm still dumbfounded. i can't move, i can't talk. i have no strength. all i feel is anger, betrayed and insulted

 

 

#END OF FLASHBACK#

I took a fake smile on my lips as i remember those horrible memories of mine.

suddenly, i felt a pillow in front of my face..

"yeah! bulls eye!!" chanyeol said. he actually toss a pillow on my face! heck!!

"yahh!!!!" i shouted.

"i told you to go down. but all you do is to stare on the wall. are you being a retarded beakhyun-ah?" he asked.

"as if!!" i said. i stood up on my bed and punch him on his arms. HUH!!

"Awww!! that hurts!" he demanded.

i just gave him a mocking glare!! bleeehh!!

i go down stare. i saw my 4 other member who's busily eating their breakfast.

"what's for breakfast?" i said after i sit on the chair.

"as usual. eggs,sausage,bacons and ham." sehun said with his dazzling expression.

D.O gave him a O.O look.

"okay, i'm going to eat bacon today." i said.

"but you're always eating bacon." kai said.

"am i?" i said.

"yeah!!" they all said to me.

"well i love bacon, that's why my name is Baekhyun!" i said. i ate a one string of bacon and a full spoon of rice. hmm yum!!

Our manager came to us. "get ready, you all have a performance today and blah blah blah." (readers.. i'll give the power to you to think what they're schedule. coz, i can't think more... hoho)

so were going to perform again. i'm thingking which song are we going to use in our performance today..

i wish it would be Angel..

coz whenever i sing that song.. i remember her..

oh man! i admit! I MISS HER A LOT!!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

sorry for the late update..

 

and oh by the way i have a new fic entitled baby don't cry..

it was kaifany,lufany or hunfany ... it was 3 love story packed in one story.. so i hope you subscribed it or if not try to read it instead .. plsss???

 

 

 

do you know what is my secret??

 

 

i love ...

 

 

 

 

 

 

baekhyun oppa!!!

hohoho

that's why i do this fic because i love him and tiffany

i actually love EXOFANY!!!