Who goes through more pain ?

The one who's gone or the one who got left behind...?

Those words were stuck in my head.

Wouldn't it be the one who's left behind in this case?

In my case, Jinki would be the one who's gone, and I would be the one left behind.

In the end, if I don't say anything...

I'll be the one that carries the pain.

Love is a gamble.

It's hard to predict and not easy to win as well.

Love is surely a mystery no one could possibly solve.

Even I don't know the reason why love happens at the most unexpected times.

Well, The only reason why I haven't forgotten him was because I'd spend all day just thinking about him.

I need to get out and do something.

I haven't been practicing ballet lately, I should do that.

That dance studio nearby should by open.

I change into a loose t shirt and grey loose sweatpants.

I get my tiny backpack and I pack a bottle of water, my ballet shoes and my cell phone.

"Umma, I'm going to that dance studio nearby." I say and head outside.

That feels a little more refreshing.

Fresh air.

After all, it's a pretty weekend.

I went into the dance studio, I took off my sneakers and I put on my ballet flats.

I stretch a bit, and then I start spinning around.

I missed dancing.

I wonder why I didn't come here often anymore.

Suddenly, the instrumental for SHINee's Replay came on, and I looked around.

Last time I checked, I was alone.

"Miyoung? Why are you here?" I heard a familiar voice.

"Oh Taemin. You gave me a scare with that song coming out of nowhere." I tell him, and he chuckles

"Why are you here Miyoung? I thought you didn't dance." He asked.

"I used to do ballet, I decided to practice. What about you?" I asked back.

"I can do hip hop." He said.

I nodded.

I've wanted to try and dance like that, but my parents said that it was for gangsters.

Regardless, I still wanted to try.

"Hey Taemin, Can you please teach me how to dance like that?" I asked.

"Really, you've taken ballet and you don't know how to dance like me?"

"Yeah, the reason why was because my parents said it was for boys..."

"Then I'll teach you! You'll love it." He exclaimed and I laughed.

I changed my shoes back to my sneakers and I stood beside him.

"Since your prety good at imitating dances, you can watch me and get the moves down, is that okay with you?" He asks.

"Yup, I'm up for it."

"Good."

He starts Replay, and he dances flawlessly.

Wow.

He's good.

I copy his steps, and in a matter of time I had mastered it.

"Wow Miyoung, You did great. Your a fast learner." He exclaimed, and I nodded.

"Thank you for teaching me." I say, bowing at the same time.

"Hey, you guys there?" I heard Kibum's voice.

Why is everyone coming to the dance studio?

"Hyungs, why are you here?" Taemin asked.

"Well, We were all bored and we knew you came to the dance studio. Earlier we called Miyoung's parents and they said she was there too, so we decided to come here with snacks." Minho answered.

"Here's some banana milk bubble tea for Taemin, and a strawberry milk one for Miyoungie." Jonghyun passed us our bubble teas.

"Thank you." We both said at the same time.

I can't believe they remembered.

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"Did you enjoy dancing with Taemin?" Jinki asked me on our way back.

"Yup, He taught me a few moves."

"I think I can dance better than him."

"Pfft. Like you even can."

Maybe for now it's not so bad just being his best friend.

Maybe I can hold off my feelings for a tiny bit of time.

I wanted to update one last time for you guys~ <(;~;<) So yeah. And yes, Miyoung can actually do ballet really well. Okay, I don't think I have anymore to say so, I'll see you guys on Monday!