dear shin,

        I;m feeling good right now. I already accepted that she will never return and she's happy with her boyfriend. I just got the information from a close friend in Japan. I'm happy for her. Seeing her smile with other makes my heart ache but I know, someone's out there to love me..

        Thanks for the advise, it comforted me a lot.. I'm just happy to meet a person like you who can understand me..

        I can feel that you are nice and sweet. there's no such thing as ugly in this world. Don't listen to them. Believe in yourself and never give up..

        By the way, can you be my friend? someone whom i can tell my secrets and feelings, and everything?? please?

Hoping,

Siwon