Siwon,

           Sorry for not replying for a week. I've been so depressed..You won. Choi and I can't be together...T.T

            I saw him last week with a girl, they were kissing at the back of the gymn. You know what, it hurts so much. I can't stop thinking about what I saw. Everytime I think about it, my heart's been hurting. The pain is too much. I've been crying since that day, and until now, I can't stop myself...The same thing happened again. I really hate myself for believing in my feelings and destiny..I'm so stupid!!! Why is it that I always end up being broken.. I just dreamed of being a simple girl who has a simple relationship, but i always end up with a broken heart..Right now, I'm wondering, if wishes do come true, will true love exist???

            So how's your new girlfriend??

broken,

Shin