Dear Siwon,

         Are you a soothsayer?? He talked to me after class. He asked me why I'm not talking to him or why am I not attending our fencing lessons. I told him I'm sick. I was shocked when he asked me if I saw him kissing someone. I wasn't able to answer because my tears started to fall, I didn't take it anymore, I ran away from him..

        Siwon, why do man always want to hurt us girls? Don't you feel that pain is too much for us? When we love someone, we give them everthing, but to you, men, you always take our love for granted and you're cruel enough to give only a quarter of your love to us girls..

        I really need someone to cheer me up..

crying again,

Shin