Finally!
An Unexpected Reunion
The day when Kevin and I went to the amusement park finally arrived. I decided on a cute, frilly, orange sundress to wear. I couldn't help but feel somewhat masked by Kevin, though. Even though he was a boy, he somehow managed to stand out more than me. He almost seemed to radiate a glowing aura around him.
I glanced over at Kevin. A warm feeling flooded my heart whenever I noticed a large beam spread across his face. He was just too attractive. I think that he noticed me staring at me whenever he let out a chuckle.
"Thanks for joining me today," he suddenly announced. His eyes wandered off to the right of us and then they widened. "Hey, remember that one time whenever you got on one of those spinney things and threw up?" Kevin pointed over to one of the rides that I greatly hated.
Internally I cringed, but I managed to smile back at him. "Oh, that."
"Why're you acting so different than you usually would back then? It's fine for you to let loose around me, you know? I've pretty much seen all sides of you."
It was true that I was acting a little different than usual around him. It was just that I didn't want to seem like a huge dork in front of him. Apparently, I've acted stupid around him before, though, so I might as well... I exchanged looks with him, a smile sliding across my face. "Do you want to ride it?" Kevin blinked at me. It was written all over his face when he finally realized that I was referring to the recently mentioned ride of doom.
"Hmmm. Do you think you would be able to handle it?" Kevin joked back.
That earned him a slam to his shoulder with my fist.
"Owww~," he whined over to me. I narrowed my eyes at the little baby Kevin. "Come on, like that actually hurt." I rolled my eyes and dragged him toward the ride.
A few minutes later, I wobbled off the ride. Just when I thought I had lost Kevin, I spotted him. I burst out into a hysteric laughter when he came into view. "Your hair!" I exclaimed. Kevin's eyes widened. "Wha--how bad is it?" Kevin pulled out his phone and began to repair his hair.
I watched him intently and just after he finished fixing it, I reached a hand over to it and ruffled it up once again. Kevin gasped as soon as I did it. He gave me a look that read, "did you just really do that?" I playfully stuck my tongue out at him, before muttering, "Someone hasn't changed one bit~."
The overall feeling that was going through the air between us was warm. It reminded me of old times as we constantly teased each other. As I continuously watched Kevin interact with the things around us, I couldn't help but feel as if I was falling more and more in love with him. He had grown up a lot since when we were little, but he still resembled his younger self. I giggled and began walking away from the vain, little boy that was still clearly upset over his hair.
He raced after me, desperate to keep up.
~~~
GLURG.
My eyes darted towards my growling stomach. I could feel my cheeks flush with embarrassment as Kevin smirked beside me.
"Someone's hungry, I guess~," he cooed while giving my tummy a good poke.
My cheeks reddened as he did so. I knew that he was just teasing, but sometimes I couldn't help but think that we were acting somewhat like a couple. Kevin would probably be the cute and caring kind of boyfriend, but at the same time, mischievous. He definitely wouldn't get boring.
"H-Hey...," I managed to stutter out.
Kevin cheeks quickly matched mine. "Oh! Sorry about that." He then nervously began scratching the back of his head. "How about we go and get something to eat?" he suggested, avoiding eye contact with me. "I mean--we can go and get something... What are you in the mood for?"
"I could really go for some cotton candy right now," I blurted out without thinking. Crap, I probably sound like such a pig right now...
He just smiled like always and responded with, "Yeah! That sounds really good!"
Soon afterwards, Kevin and I got our own sticks of cotton candy. What surprised me is that he ended up getting a pink one, at the same time though, it didn't. Kevin sure did act girly a lot, but that was one of his characteristics that made him even more appealing to me. Another thing that I recalled was how he didn't gain any weight. He could eat all he wanted, and not gain a single pound. Dang, the boy even weighed as much as me. I knew that Kevin was very self conscious about his weight, though. Being skinny wasn't all it was cracked up to be.
"Hey, Kyary? Kyary?!" Kevin tried to catch my attention, but I wasn't paying any attention.
I abruptly snapped out of my thoughts and looked back over at him. "Wh-what?"
"Always spacing off into your little daydreams," he teased as he plucked another sheet of his cotton candy off of the stick. "I was trying to ask you if I could have some of yours. I really wanna try some of the blueberry kind, I'm getting a little sick of the strawberry," he confessed with his cheeks pink.
I didn't even have enough time to process what he just said before he lightly grabbed my hand and bit some right off of my own.
Kevin his lips. "Ah, you always didn't like sweet things as much as me."
Wait--I just ate some off of that exact part. Then that was pretty much an indirect kiss! I just really didn't understand him sometimes. Did he do that on purpose?! My eyes widened. "You didn't even get my answer! What if I didn't want you to have some?!" I yelled out in a joking-like tone.
"Come on! I knew that you'd let me do it, so why wait? I did ask a couple of times before. You never answered," he defended himself back in the same playful manner."Gosh, sometimes I wonder just what exactly goes on in that head of yours!"
Thank God that he couldn't. I would be in some definite awkward conversations if people were able to do that.
Eventually, we finished our snack after Kevin kept on insisting that we switch. Before long, the blue sky started to go black and Kevin and I were almost instantly surrounded by bright lights. I couldn't help but let out a gasp as I gazed over at the rides and realized just how beautiful everything had become once the sun went down. Kevin really wasn't exaggerating.
My eyes couldn't stay focused on one thing for long, considering there was just that much to look at. Circular bulbs were pretty much placed on everything. You really didn't notice them in the day time. A sweet smell wafted into my nose as we walked by the food stands. I heard screaming off to my right and noticed a roller coaster with several loops that gave me the chills just by looking at it. A viking ship sailed through the air off to our left with many couples on it. Girls were clutching at their boyfriends sides and I couldn't help but want to do that too. I felt a rush of adrenaline as I just walked by everything that the park had to offer. Then, my eyes caught sight of the one of the most prettiest things that I've seen in a while.
A huge ferris wheel seemed to stand in the center of the whole entire scene. I felt my mouth drop at just a quick glance at it. It was so high up in the sky, probably around 500 feet tall. The compartments seemed so much more cooler than the ones that I saw back in the U.S. They almost seemed like little rooms floating around the huge device.
Kevin and I exchanged looks of pure excitement at each other. "Let's go on that!" we almost appeared to shout out together.
Before I could strap myself into the seat, Kevin was already reaching over and doing it. It almost looked as if he was purposely taking longer to properly belt myself in than himself. I might have just been imagining it, though... The cart was a lot smaller on the inside than it appeared to be on the outside, which made me feel somewhat uncomfortable. There was an empty row of seats right in front of me, but Kevin still sat next to me instead. It wasn't long until we started moving.
Kevin's lap was so petite, but at the same time, it was very manly looking. His legs appeared to be so slender... His waist was very bulky and robust looking in contrast, though. My eyes traveled from his waist up to his wide shoulders. Kevin's collar bone peeked through his shirt and I couldn't help but gawk at how delicate and thin it was. Up from that came his long, pale neck. I found my eyes stopping on his plump lips. They looked so inviting as Kevin pressed them together from time to time and I couldn't help but wonder what they would taste like.
He seemed to notice my staring whenever he spoke up and asked, "Why're you looking at me like that? Is there something on my face?"
I awkwardly laughed it off. "Oh! Nothing! I was just spacing off again!"
"Geez, you're--,"
CLANG.
Kevin was interrupted from a loud sound that came from below us. I turned my head down to look at just what exactly made it. Several workers from around the park were positioned in a huge cluster. I couldn't help but wonder just what exactly was happening as they all frantically huddled around each other.
My thoughts were answered whenever one of them picked up a blow horn and announced, "Sorry everyone! We're experiencing some technical difficulties with the ride. Don't worry, we have multiple technicians working on the problem right now. Hopefully, we will be able to get the ride up and running in a half hour or so!"
Half of an hour! Are you kidding me?! Just after I thought that, the lights in the car and on the ferris wheel suddenly went off.
I could still somewhat see Kevin as he sat next to me, so that calmed me down some. He was smiling over to me in the darkness, making me feel even more reassured. "Are you alright, Kyary? You're not hurt?" his voice whispered.
"Y-yeah. Thanks for asking," I couldn't help but answer back. Kevin was always so thoughtful whenever it came to others.
We pretty much just sat there for the next couple of minutes. Even though the ride did break down on us, I was happy that we got on it. This experience that I was having at the amusement park with Kevin would definitely be something that I would never forget. It was definitely nice to have some alone time with him without someone else coming in the way and interrupting.
I couldn't help but wonder just what exactly was going on with Dongho and Kevin, though. I pondered over the thought for a brief moment and then I decided to ask, "Why does it seem to me that you and Dongho have been fighting lately? Are you guys fighting, or something?"
Kevin let out a deep sigh. "You really don't know?"
That one phrase struck me. Was I supposed to know something? Could it be that him and Dongho were fighting...over me?
"He obviously likes you, that's why. He makes such an effort to make me mad whenever you and I are around him," Kevin confessed over to me while looking at his shoes through the dark.
I always had thought that Dongho was just playing around with me to say the truth. That's pretty much the main reason why I constantly would yell at myself whenever he would come up in my thoughts (and the fact that I liked Kevin, too, of course). The way that Kevin was speaking, though, made me want to believe that he actually liked me. Is he going to say what I think that he is? Oh, please let that happen.
"So does that mean--,"
"I think that I like you, Kyary...,"
My mind was sent into a frenzy just at those couple of words. It was actually happening... Kevin actually felt the same way for me that I did for him.
His eyes almost seemed to be staring a hole through me by the way he was looking. Through the blackness, they almost appeared to have a lustful appearance to them. Those brown orbs left me without words and captivated me. I've never once seen that look in them before.
I was taken aback whenever Kevin swiftly took off his protective seat belt and turned his body towards mine. I felt his hand brush up against my cheek. A ticklish, burning sensation abruptly spread from his fingers as they grazed over my skin. I felt my mouth drop as he continued to caress my face. Kevin's slender fingers slowly made their way down to my lips. They brushed by them ever so slightly before I noticed Kevin's black silhouette coming much closer to my face. I was completely at a loss of words as his face inched closer to my own.
"...a little more than I should."
A soft, warm feeling quickly overcame my lips. It took me a while to fully register that Kevin was actually kissing me. As his soft lips played with my own, I couldn't help but feel somewhat self conscious. What if my lips were all dry and I was really bad at kissing? I tried my absolute best to mimic the actions that he was doing, but I just couldn't seem to keep up with him. The whole feeling of kissing him just was so exciting. I loved the adrenaline rush that I was experiencing as our kisses got more heated. I could taste...strawberries? Probably from the cotton candy earlier.
It felt like an eternity had passed whenever we had finally stopped for air. It only lasted for a brief moment of time, though, considering Kevin went back and pressed his lips upon mine once more. A tickling sensation could be felt on my upper thigh and I noticed that his hand was trailing up it. I decided to just ignore it and continue with what I was doing.
Not long after, I felt Kevin's wet and warm tongue press up against the center of my lips. I decided to comply and let it in.
Kevin's tongue swiveled itself into my mouth. It flicked up against my own and they both fought for dominance with each other. I sincerely didn't ever think that this whole thing could ever be happening to me, so I tried my best to make it happen for as long as I possibly could.
I couldn't help but feel somewhat disappointed whenever he broke the kiss between us. That feeling quickly went away whenever I felt his lips up against my neck. It felt like utter bliss as Kevin rubbed his tongue against me. Multiple clicking sounds came from it and I leaned my head back to allow him more access to it. As his lips traveled down my neck, they landed on a certain spot that felt especially satisfying. My mouth let out a small moan as he kissed it and I felt Kevin smirk against my skin.
I tried my absolute best to suppress my groans as he repetitively attacked the area with his mouth and tongue. I knew for certain that I was going to have a hickey from all of this.
Just as I thought that this whole experience would never end, my hopes were crushed. One of the workers from outside started talking into his blow horn once more, "Okay every one, it looks as if the ride has been fixed. Please exit each of your cars carefully when the time comes to do so."
Kevin let out a groan in annoyance as he got off of me and strapped himself back in.
A smile formed on my face as he did so. Kevin acted like such a little kid sometimes, I swear.
We got off the ride and I refused to look at him for a moment. I could practically feel the heat rising up off of my cheeks. I heard a gasp and then a chuckle followed by a warm finger on my neck. My head flung up and I stared at him. "Your neck..." He said, still laughing. I felt my eyes widen. "Wha...?" A hand reached for it, and it was surprising tender in one area.
"Someone's not going to be happy about that," Kevin cooed over to me and I couldn't help but wonder just what he was talking about.
~~~
Just how did I get from that wonderful park to this place of pure horror?
I made a disgusted face as I looked around at the red-faced boys all stumbling around me. It definitely was interesting seeing how all of the boys acted whenever they were drunk, but I couldn't help but feel somewhat out of place here. Maybe it was just because I was the only one that wasn't intoxicated.
I was currently in Kevin's apartment, sitting down on the couch that he had in the living room. I glanced over my surroundings. The walls were really bare and clean. On the other hand, I could see AJ and Kiseop singing karaoke off to the corner of the room (wouldn't the other people in the apartment complain?), Eli and Soohyun were giggling like idiots but still seemed somewhat sober, and Kevin was helplessly losing in an arm wrestling contest against Hoon. I could hear him hiccuping and couldn't help but shake my head. Things were still kind of awkward between us and I still wasn't quite sure if we were dating or not...
Sighing, I got up and guessed my way to the bathroom. I opened one door and was bombarded by a familiar scent. "Oh...his room." Looking back, I made sure that no one spotted my as I walked right in, closing the door behind me. He had a lovely desk in the corner. I felt a little guilty for snooping, but curiosity won that little internal battle, and I skipped over to it. Peering at his desk, I noticed a small photo. My jaw dropped like two feet as I plucked it out from a pile of notebooks.
It was an old photo of him and me in high school. I didn't even remember who took the picture. Kevin was giving a huge smile in the picture and I just stood there, slightly grinning next to him.
I couldn't believe that he had kept it. A warm feeling quickly developed in my heart. I gently place the picture back and walked to his bed and sat down it. I giggled like a dork and moved my legs around. Suddenly, I stopped and sniffed his sheets. Mmmm, Kevin. As soon as I did that, I mentally slapped myself. Slowly, I got off his bed and decided to go ahead and visit the bathroom like my original plan.
After placing myself back on the couch, it wasn't long until I felt a weight on my legs. Glancing down, I noticed a red-faced Dongho. "Can I have some Fig Newtons, Noona?" I nearly choked on air.
Out of all the things to ask for... He was so cute. It was probably all a ruse, though. Wait--he is drunk, so this might actually be genuine. I brushed his bangs out of his eyes and couldn't help but feel like his mother by the way that his head laid in my lap. "You've really drank a lot. You're going to hate yourself tomorrow morning."
His cute eyes widened. "How did you get that?" He pointed to my neck and I could feel myself jump.
"What are you talking about?" I asked almost instantaneously and played dumb. I really don't like playing that card but I didn't want to start any scandals.
I swear that he even gave me the evil eye for a brief moment. "That one red mark there," he muttered while poking at my hickey.
I immediately froze in my spot. "Oh, it's nothing, " I tried to explain with a scratch of my head.
He just gave me a serious look in response before letting out a chuckle from underneath me. "Hehehehe... Kyary's got a hickey. Jus' who's the lucky guy?" He paused for a decent amount of time whenever I didn't answer. Dongho gave me a hurt look. "It's from him, isn't it?" I couldn't even describe how terribly hurt I was whenever I peered over into his eyes. My stomach felt as if it dropped low in my gut.
"Kyary, why won't you look at me?" I flinched. He hardly calls me by my name, it's usually just 'Noona'. Without any reason, I began to feel really guilty. It's not like I'm cheating on him.
"Is there something wrong with me?" he whined. Without any self control, I reached a hand down and his cute, little chubby face. "I like just how you are. You're perfect." I'm not trying to mislead the boy, but the last thing I wanted him to do is change himself, especially for me. I looked around as if asking for help from the other members. When I looked back down at him, he was out cold. Ugh...
I slid out from underneath him and made my way over to where the other boys were at. I became very conscious about my hickey and moved my hair over to hide it. My thoughts couldn't help but constantly come back to the look on Dongho's face. The thought of Dongho liking me actually started to make sense to me now. He really did have feelings for me, and him seeing that...It hurt him. I hoped that he was too drunk to be able to remember anything tomorrow, but something in my gut told me that he was going to be able to. I never want to see that look ever again from him.
Anyways, I walked over to less-drunk Soohyun and asked, "Just what exactly is up with that boy? How could he be that drunk?"
"Oh him?" He pointed over at Dongho and I gave a small nod. "I really don't think that he drank that much, right Eli? I think that he only drank one beer, and not even all of it. I think that his one's his," he uttered before picking up a half drank beer bottle.
Eli seemed to take notice and added, "Yeah, that's Dongho's. He really doesn't care much for beer, he's more of a wine guy."
Was he just acting drunk? He only drank that much, so he can't be. I bit at my lower lip in frustration. I never wanted to hurt anyone. Gosh, why was I so stupid to go here with that showing? I should have known better to do that, especially considering I knew that Dongho was going to be here. I did doubt that before, though. Him and Kevin were definitely fighting with each other, so I thought that maybe...
my life.
"Are you all right? Something wrong?" Soohyun seemed to noticed my change in appearance almost instantly.
I forced a grin. "Oh, everything's just peachy!" I exclaimed through gritted teeth.
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