DONGHAE POV

I walked slowly to my home. I can't think straight. I'm sure my face is a mess now. I had a fight earlier in a club because people there were just so damn annoying. I knocked on the door harshly and not long after someone opened the door.

'OH MY GOD DONGHAE!! What happened to you?! KANGIN! KANGIN!" I'm sure that was Leeteuk hyung but I just laughed at him. I'm getting dizzy. I don't know how much bottle I drank earlier. Soon,

Kangin hyung came. "What's wrong Teukie? OH GOD DONGHAE! Are you trying to kill yourself?!" I can't understand what hyung said. My head is really heavy.

Then before I knew it, everything went black.

END OF DONGHAE POV

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Hankyung was about to go to the store because of some ingredients he missed. But when he opened the door,

Eunhyuk ran past him and rushed upstairs to his room. Although everything happened fast, Hankyung still saw that Eunhyuk was crying. He went after Hyuk and knocked on his door.

"Eunhyuk, Eunhyuk what's wrong?" He didn't get an answer aside from Eunhyuk's cries. He went downstairs to get Heechul. He entered Kyuhyun's room and saw Heechul giving Kyuhyun his medicine

. "Chullie" Heechul looked at Hankyung. "What's wrong Hannie?" "Eunhyuk's in his room crying. I'm sure he needs you."

Heechul was really shocked because Eunhyuk was fine when he left earlier.

"WHAT?! What happened to him?" Heechul already stood up. "

What happened to Hyuk hyung?" Kyuhyun asked worriedly. "I want to go there too."

"You should sleep Kyu" Heechul said. "I don't know what happened to him. And Heechul's right Kyu. You should rest." Hankyung said.

"No, I can't sleep when I know Hyuk hyung is crying. I want to go to him, I insist." Kyuhyun was already getting off from his bed. "Okay okay" Hankyung approached Kyuhyun and helped him to go upstairs since he is still weak. Heechul already left to Hyuk's room.

HEECHUL POV

"Eunhyuk, Eunhyuk what's wrong?" I knocked on the door. I can hear him crying and based on the sound of his cries, I'm sure he's really hurt. 'Hyuk, please open the door. Tell me what's wrong." I knocked at the door again.

Hankyung and Kyuhyun were already at my side.

"Hyuk, open the door. We're really worried about you." Hannie said.

"Yes *cough* Hyukkie hyung *cough*. Don't cry please." Kyu said weakly. As soon as he opened the door, I immediately hugged him. "What's wrong Hyuk?" He hugged me back and cried harder.

He told us everything that happened to him while Hannie just his hair. Kyuhyun watched him worriedly. "Ssssh, don't cry. Everything's fine." I tried to comfort him but he just cried more. "Everything's not fine hyung. It will never be fine." He sobbed.

"This is only a test god has given to you baby" I patted his back. My tears were already falling down. I can't bear to see Hyukkie like this. He cried harder in my shoulder and I just comforted him. He had been cying for almost 45 minutes when suddenly, he became quiet. Then, I felt the sudden weight on my shoulder. Hankyung patted me and said "He fell asleep." I nodded and gave Hyukkie to him.

Hannie lifted him up bridal style and put him on the bed. I looked at the couch and saw Kyuhyun already asleep too. I touched his forehead. "His fever is already down." I said to Hannie. "He's really a strong guy" He said. I nodded and covered both Hyukkie and Kyuhyun with blankets. I went to the living room with Hannie. As soon as we get there, I sat on the couch.

"You're going to meet that Donghae guy?" Hannie asked. He really knows me well. But I shook my head. "Eh?" He looked confused about my attitude. "It's not his fault." I said. Then I remembered that night I talked with Donghae.

*FLASHBACK*

I told Hyukkie to go to his room, and now I'm in my living room with a nervous Donghae in front of me. "What're you doing here Donghae?" I said coldly. "I-i just sent Eunhyuk home, hy-hyung" He answered.

"Listen Donghae!" He gulped. "Don't go near Eunhyuk again." I said firmly. He widened his eyes and shook his head. "No, no! I can't hyung. Sorry but I can't. Please don't do this hyung, please. I can't live without him. I love him hyung." He said frustatedly

. "I don't believe you. How about you cousin, huh? That guy named Kim Youngwoon!" "I know hyung. I know how much Kangin hyung hates him. But I can't hyung, I can't fool my heart. I love Hyukjae with all my heart. I love him." He said. I can see his sincerity in his eyes. "You think I believe you, huh?" "It's true hyung. Hyukjae is my life and i'm not one who plays with my life. " He stared at me. I looked deep in his eyes and patted his shoulder.

"Ok, I trust you. Please don't hurt Hyukkie or i'm going to beat you until you die." "Thank you hyung." He said smiling.

END OF FLASHBACK

"Hyukkie will find his true love Hannie. I only hope that it will come soon. I can't see him suffering like this." My tears began to flow again. Hannie sat beside me and wiped my tears. "It will come soon baby. Trust me." He said and hugged me. I hugged him back. Oh, I don't know what would happen if he is not with me. He is my life. "Now, let's sleep baby. You need rest." I nodded and went to my room with him.

END OF HEECHUL POV

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It's been a week. Eunhyuk still goes to school pretending that everything was fine. He was doing things like usual. But at the same time, he was worrying so much because Donghae didn't come to school for that week. He knows he can do nothing since he already promised that he will not go near Donghae again. He sighed. He feels like he's already dead. Meanwhile at Donghae's house. For a week, Donghae stayed in his room, not wanting to come out. He even refused to eat. Everyday, he drank until he passed out. He really looks like a mess now. Leeteuk who's always with him can't stand it anymore so he went to Donghae's room and opened the door harshly. "Stop this Lee Donghae!" He yelled "Ah, what is it this time you're going to tell me hyung?" Donghae just laid in his bed. Leeteuk approached him and pulled Donghae up. He made him sit on the bed. "Get up and run for your love, Hae " He lowered his voice this time. "What're you talking about hyung? I don't understand." Leeteuk banged his head. "Don't be stupid Hae and go to Eunhyuk now! I'm sick seeing you like this." "But- " "There's no buts for me! Just go! Don't think about Kangin, and just follow your heart!" Donghae stayed quiet, his eyes already brimmed with tears. "Hae?" Donghae looked up and hugged Leeteuk "Thanks hyung." and he ran to get his love. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

EUNHYUK POV

I stayed in my room after I arrived home. Heechul hyung is still at his work and Kyuhyun has a music class. Suddenly Donghae's image came to my mind, 'ah stop it Hyukjae'. I tried to clear off Donghae in my mind "Eunhyuk " then I felt like I heard his voice. 'Aaaah ' I shook my head and pulled my hair. "Eunhyuk ". 'Am i really hearing his voice? It's seems real' It's true, that was Donghae's voice. "Eunhyuk, please" I heard a knock on my house door. I looked out my window and found Donghae in my house's front door, leaning on it. "Oh my god Hae!" I hurriedly went downstairs and rushed to the door. I opened the door nervously. When the door opened, he nearly fell because he was leaning on the door. Luckily, he managed to stand up. "Hyukkie " He stared at me. "Hae?" And immediately, I was welcomed by a tight hug. "Hyukkie, please don't leave me again. I love you Hyukkie" "Hae?" My eyes were b with tears now. "I love you Hyukkie.I love you so much." He hugged me even more while my tears already fell down. "Hyukkie, listen i'm sorry. I was so stupid back then. But now I know, my heart is telling me that from now on, all I want is you. All I need is you." "Hae, I-" "I love you so much Hyukkie. You're my life, my soul. Hyukkie I love you, I- " I cut his words with a kiss on the lips. I don't know why but I just felt that it was the right thing to do. He looked so shocked for a while then he kissed me back. He responded to my kiss. I circled my arms on his neck. He broke the kiss and said "I love you so much Hyukkie". I smiled at him. "I love you too Hae " and we kissed again.

A/N : aaah i don't know what to say. exams is attacking me now, aaaaaaaaaaaaah!