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"sorry oppa for being so frank earlier i didn't meant to hurt you." i explained
"it's ok, but don't do that again, i'm being h... let's go now, maybe they've been looking for us." he said
"eh? what's that H?" i asked, i'm confused heehee~
"that's nothing and don't mind it." he said and we finally walked and we reached SM Ent's building.

suddenly the van of shinee is coming~ i can't explain how i feel whenever shinee is coming
joonmyun oppa was just standing beside me with his hands on his pockets while i'm acting like a retard seal.

b....but c....couple shirt otteoke~ onew oppa might have already saw it! otteoke huhuhuhu

shinee got off the van

"woah! are you two dating?" minho oppa asked us, while the rest of shinee members plus their managers is just staring at us. and at this moment i know that we are totally dead.
"a..a...anieyo.... we're just having fun a...and we're just friends. so don't put up that kind of stories oppa" i explained, i know my explanation but joonmyun oppa is not helping me and i have no choice.
"well no need to deny it. you two looks good together." onew oppa said
"ee....eehhh? oppa it's not like that we're just friends" i explained again, otteoke~ onew oppa you don't have to pretend that you're ok
"let's go." the manager told shinee.

"oppa what are we going to do?" i asked him.
"don't worry i know shinee's managers are not that bad, so i'm sure that they're not going to tell everyone about what just happened." he explained
"not that thing, because it's pretty obvious that we're not dating we're just friends and they all know that but what i'm worried about is onew oppa!" i explained.
"well he just admitted that we look good together" he said
"whhhhhaaaat? are you kidding me!!!!!!!!!!???? just by thinking about that makes me want to puke." told him with a disgusting look on my face because that was totally gross!
"tch. do whatever you want!" he just leave me here standing misserably.

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I’ve been practicing for hours, I decided to take a break and go to my favorite place. I reached the rooftop of SM Entertainment’s building It’s been awhile since I've been here, this place seems just so special for me, whenever I feel lonely this place gives me comfort. I opened the door

and I saw a familiar figure… this must be onew oppa! Omaygawd this is really my lucky day though random things happened earlier but I don’t care this is my chance to talk to him.

I tip toed so I won’t make any noise, I’m hearing sobs but why will he cry? Did someone hurt my lovely oppa?

“a… ah.. oppa? Are you ok?” I uttered.

He brushed off his tears, yes I could say that those are tears.

“hmm?” he asked and looked at me.

Should I go now and don’t disturb him? and maybe wait for another chance someday.

“oh.. I’m sorry for interrupting you. I should go now. Mianhe~” I apologized

“anie~ you can stay, and it would be better if you’ll stay.” He said

Oh my gosh! This is really my chance, but don’t make any conclusions rina. Maybe he just want you to be with him and tell his problems to you. Don’t expect too much!

I sit right next to him he moved so there will be enough space for me to sit.

“oppa can I ask you something?” I asked

“you’re already asking heehee~ but you can of course.” He answered

“why are you crying? I can tell that you were crying earlier.” I asked again.

“ah right, but I can’t tell to everyone about this. I’ve been keeping this myself for years.” He said

“oh… you don’t have to tell me you can keep it. and sometimes crying is one of the best way to express what you feel.” I said, did I just gave him an advice. This is wrong and I’m not goof at this.

“yeah your right and maybe I should share what I feel to someone I feel comfortable with.” He said

“eh?” i asked

“I think you’re nice and I’ve always seeing you around and you’re familiar to me.” He continued

“ah ne~” I added

“ok I’m going to start. Uhm.. but how haha! Do you know seungyeon of kara?” he started

“uh.. ne~ who wouldn’t know her heehee~” I answered

“uhm.. I’ve been dating her for almost 3 years.” He continued

I was speechless from what I’ve heard from him, It felt like a thousands of bulldozers passed on my heart. Millions of knives stabbing my heart, different voices telling me to run away and cry till I run out of tears

“we kept our relationship for 3 years, and now she wants to break up with me. She told me she can’t do this anymore. But I can’t just let go of her, I just really love her.” He added

I tried to calm myself and hold back my tears.

“ah.. then don’t let go of her oppa, I know soon she’ll realize that she still loves you and I know you too can make it till the end. And please don’t cry anymore.” I’m trying to make him realize that everything will turn out ok soon.

“you’re right, I won’t give up on her and I’ll show her everyday how much I love her.” He said and stood up.

“should we go now?” he asked me.

“please don’t tell everyone about this, I trust you…uh, what’s your name? I’ve already told you my secret when I don’t even know your name haha!” he continued

“uh.. hehe! I’m rina, choi rina.” I answered with a cheerful smile on my face, though I still can feel the ache in my heart.

“we should go now oppa.” I added

Then he stood beside me and we started walking

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