Donghae’s POV
I carried her back into my car, wow, it’s been a long time since I got close to her like this, well, the last skinship we had, well, that was we made , okay I’m ert again, I lay her down beside the driver seat and put my jacket on her, she is still beautiful like before, her delicate and soft skin it is still the same, her pink cheeks it was cute like a steamed bun, her lips it was still inviting, I held her hand, it was still soft, her hands I really adored it, it was like a hand of a princess, I the some hairs that covering her face, I looked at her sleeping, I touch her cheeks it was kinda warm, I really missed this girl and her silliness, okay, I must stopped this now, some people might think I was harassing her. I went inside the car, while driving I am holding her hand, well, I know I am a little abusive but I just want to cherish this moment with her, now that she is back, before we went home, I dropped by in a café, I brought two frappucinnos, yeah, we both like to drink coffee, but when I went inside the car she was awake, and putting lip gloss
“oh, you are awake…” I said while in awed
She turned her head to me but in my point of view it was in slow motion
“yeah, I am, oh coffee…” she said with a bright voice while getting me back to my senses
“yeah, yeah, here” I said as I handed it to her
“oh, where is the straw???” she ask me
“oh, wait…” I said
I took out the cover of the straw by using my mouth and pull it, this is the way I did it, even we are still together and then I am the one who will dig it in her drink
“thanks…” she said before she chuckled
“what???” I asked in annoyed tone
“ahhh, I just remember something…” she said while smiling
“what???” asked her again
“no, it’s nothing, let’s go, I missed my Kyungsan now” she said before she sipped
I started the car and drive
“Jessica???” I started to break the silence
“hhmmm???” she answered
“well, I am sorry from what I said earlier” I said in serious tone
“no, it’s okay… I’ll understand some people might hard to understand and accept what I just said” she said before she turned her attention to the window
I followed the direction she is looking at, and I saw a couple, enjoying their time together with their baby
I let out a sighed before I speak
“Jessica…” I said as I held her hand back she took it back immediately
“even if I am not the father of Kyungsan, I’ll accept him as my own if you allow me to and can you accept me again” I said to her with
assurance
She coughed maybe she was choked and shocked by what I said but she didn’t answered
“okay, maybe I’ll just give you time, take a deep thought about my offer” I said as before I winked
Jessica’s POV
As we got into the house, I immediately run outside the car until someone grabbed me
“what???” I shouted
“sorry, I didn’t want you to get shocked” he said to me while looking into my eyes and my heart is jumping up and down
“oh, no, do my feelings for him is going back” I said as I shook my head
“oh, are you okay??? Does your head hurt???” he said as he was approaching me
I quickly turned around and went inside the house, I slammed the door hard, everyone shriek in shock
“Tiffany, I want to rest!!!” I shouted
“huh??? What??? What happened?” she said as she dragged to have a sit
“aigoo… Fany-ah, my asthma attacked me” I said before I sighed
Tiffany went to Donghae and smacked him on his head, good thing Siwon is there to save Donghae’s life from Fany, He grabbed Fany and made her sat down again
“Fany, can I sleep with you in your room since it’s our room right before I got away…” I said
“aahhmm… well,… erhmm… Jessica you know, you been away right… for long time…” Fany stuttered
“so???” I said with a irritably voice
“well, when you are away, and the time goes by, when we all became a couple, we decided to switch room with one another” Fany retorted while
blushing
“What!!!” I shouted
“so you mean, You and Siwon, Tae Yeon and Kang In, Yoona and Ki Bum, Sunny and Sungmin, Soo Young and Hankyung, Yuri and Lee Teuk, Hyohyeon and Eunhyuk and even Seohyun and Kyuhyun are staying together and sleeping together in one room, do you mean you occupied the rooms in this house like a hotel, aigoo, I can believe it, I can believe that no one here is a anymore, I am disappointed”
“yah, why are you disappointed???”
“hello before we decided to switch rooms, we had reason!!!” Suuny shouted to me
“well??? What it is??? I said coldy
They rose up their left hands and I saw that they are all wearing engagement rings
“omo!!! Do you mean you guys all of you are engage, ottoke, congratulations!!!” I said before I hugged my girls
“is she crazy, first she was mad now she is happy, I don’t understand her” Ki Bum said in disbelief
“yah!!! I heard that!!” Sica said before she poked him in the head
“well, you can have a place to sleep” the gang said
“really!!! Oh, yes!!!” I said while jumping like a kid
“where???where???” I asked them happily
They all looked at Donghae, and my mood went down, I know what it means
“anyo, I will not!!!” I shouted before I made my dolphin scream
“why??? Sica ??? afraid that there would be a second round for you two???” Hyohyeon teased
I blushed and gulped
“is there any option, I can sleep here in the sofa” I said before I jump in the sofa and lay down
“no, you will sleep in his room with Kyungsan…” Eunhyuk elaborated
As I heard Kyungsan’s name, yeah, nothing will happened since he is there
“okay, I will, so where is his room” I said in a cool manner
“there!!!” they all said while pointing at the door where he sleeps
I run inside and closed the door leaving them
I looked around and it was neat, there is an entertainment set across the bed as I wandered around I saw I picture frame , I looked at it and
my tears starting to fell, I saw my picture with him, a picture that I had too in my wallet, are very first picture as a couple
“Donghae-ah, what happened to us???, what happened??? Why do we need separate ways like that, I envied our friends, now they are happy with each other but me, I am still alone, seeking in the dark, seeking for love” I said while crying
I wiped my tears immediately as I heard that the door is opening,I looked around and I saw my friends and Donghae
“this room is neat, I like it…” I pretended that I’m okay
“you like it..” Donghae asked me but I just ignored him
Instead I went outside and opened the television, I just looked at the screen blankly, the others joined me while the others are preparing dinner
We ate dinner after that I went inside, I am not in the mood, I told them that wake me, when Tae Yeon and Kang In came with kyunsan, because I will washed him
I lay down the bed and I smell Donghae, he still doesn’t change his perfume, the perfume that I gave to him, more tears fell, I want to be with him badly but I was afraid to be betrayed again, I closed my eyes when someone called me and I pretend that I am sleep.
“Jessica…are you still awake???” Donghae asked me but I didn’t respond
He went near me and I can sense he was watching me after awhile I felt warm, he put a comforter on me, maybe he saw that I was cold and then he kissed me in my forehead. he the lamp shade beside me and then turned off the light in the room, before he closed the door he said goodnight, I am more confused, I thought for a while before I dozed off
To Be continue…
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